why does life bored me..? life just seem so hard and boring. i mean my life right now sucks as hell..! my life was always messed up. til i met Michael, his my everything to me. if only i could hold him and touch him with my embracing arms, just holding him very close to me. i know he's having difficulties right now and thats why i was to help him and give him all of my support. "why?" cuz i love him that much.cuz his My Michael.and i love him with all my heart.

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This feeling... this feeling
that i cant seem to explain.
Whenever i hear this song..
i feel weird, but yet its almost like
all of my feels are just bursting out.
with emotion...

its hard to explain but everytime i listen to
a song.. its like i can feel it and
understand what the songs about
as well as..
how the song itself feels.

I can feel it...

Its sorrow.. its cheerful Spirit..
all of it i can feel it.. and
its why i love music so much
not just for the melody and beats.
but how it feels..

Hey Everyone

Well~ today was good! woke up, went to school, had alots of laughs, went home changed to simple clothes, jeans and a boys white shirt that u see guys wear when they play any sports. Then went to jaels house cuz we read her xanga (btw the ppl i was hanging out with first was Sunny and Ricardo) and so we just went to visit her just out of the blue (hmm but i have to admit her bro was hot but i love Michael more~!! =3) But really her room was messy like hell. It looked like..my god u just have to see it to believe it x-x its just horrible so very horrible (no offence) but god~!....well anywho then when we had to leave it was only me and Sunny but we didnt have any place to chill at. So we spent a few hrs just walking around thinking "What are we goin to do?" and "What do you want to do?" then we went into Jack in the Box and got something to drink. Then i thought up and idea of goin to one of my friends at school, house we call her and ask her where does she live and so we walk all the way toward my elementary school. Then relized that she live close to where i live!? haha~! which we has to walk all the way from the other side of the neighborhood that we were at to my side of the neighborhood~! hahaha~! isnt that great~?! man i was so fucken tired cuz we walked so far but yah at least we got to stay there for a few hrs and went home that was cool. So yah imma go and rest tommrow is goin to be a big day~! teheh

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Wow just when i get off my xanga like an hr ago my bro comes home and tells me to fix the toilet.. -_- and i didnt use that restroom this whole week but yah my bro comes and just gets me this weird thing and doesnt even tell me how to even fix the toilet. Just said "Learn how to fix the toilet" and that i need to learn.. -_- How Am I Suppost To Learn?!?! i've never fix a toilet in my life!!!.... So yah i go and try to fix it.. and so i flush it to check if its fix or not... and guess what~......It wasnt, instead~ it overflowed and so there was piss(pee) all over the fucken floor!!.....i mean that was fucken gross and guess who had to clean it~ me~! so til like when i got home and when i was on my xanga...i was fixing the fucken toilet, and~!! fucken cleaning the piss(pee) that was on the fucken floor!!!! Omg! i swear i am never ever cleaning a fucken restroom ever again!!!! After what i've expericed...i dont i'll ever want to clean it...

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Currently Listening One Wish By Ray J One Wish! see related

I have nothing to say but "Hi!" and "Bye!"

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