The contemplation of staying in oklahoma or going back to texas runs through my head like a freight train.. I am so confused.. is this Gods way of telling me that i need to get back to him? the decisions... man i need my mom, emma, my friends ...TEXAS!!

The Days here are long, tireing and nothing to look forward to.. trying to put off getting to a stage of depression as long as i can, since the semester has only begun.....

Please Lord hear my cry I am just a girl who is confused, and needs to see a glimpse of your plan for my life of what step i need to take next. Do i stay or do I leave? Please keep me patient and strong dont allow me to become weak and dont allow satan to over come my thoughts, when i may come weary hold me up keep me strong. ~Trying to be in your will...Love me.

J-term has finished.. it wasnt too bad i just work quit a bit but i am so excited to see the familiar faces again that i thought was starting to blur in my memory.

I am excited to see what is in store for me this semster and hopefully I can take it all in like a grain of salt. We will see though..

My Parents are offically moving to oklahoma! they have bought a house in the Tuttle/ Blanchard area by Norman and Moore. Its so amazing they are going to be so much happier there and I cant wait to see all the new furnature they bought and have described to me. God is simply Amazing when you abide in him. I see what God has done for my parents and have provided for them and I cant help but think will I ever be that obediant in which I am called to be... The struggles of a college student..

J-Term as officially started... and come to find out the teacher made it an "online" course, but we dont have to pay the online course fees.. so i am extatic to sleep in and do my work whenever i want. what am i gonna d with all my free time??..

I AM GOING TO GRAPEVINE THIS WEEKEND!!!!!  AMAZING!!