bored

Don't you just love it when class is canceled...

but you're not able to leave because you have another class after you cannot miss because all he does is lecture?

yeah...that's what I'm doing right now. Waiting for my next class. Being bored.

Updates:

I broke up with Nick [it wasn't going anywhere and I'm not spiritually able to keep God first in my life and make time for a boyfriend] [and I was neglecting some of my friends terribly and that was ruining my life.]

I got invited to go on a mission trip for this summer. But I don't know. I don't know if I should. I don't know if it's what God wants me to do.

I've fallen in love, with Montenegro. Go look it up, it's beautiful.

I'm contemplating finding a differant job where I'm actully doing something. Something I love. I'm looking into the bookstore thing again. I loved doing that so much.

Me and my best guy friend are talking everyday again. Just as friends of course, nothing more for us. We're having so much fun just talking and being retarded that we don't need anything else.

All the drama is finished with my other group. Thank goodness. We were all about to kill eachother and I think everythings ok now.

I'm starting to want to play my quitar again, so I'm working on that every once in a while.

I have a new story idea, one that actully has meaning. I'm still working on it but I like it. It's taking a lot of thought.

and...I'm really bored. And don't know what time my class starts. Nevermind. Not till 1220.

guh.

I'm so ADD. I cannot focus.

...

Obichum Te

hellooooooo

I'm bored.

Nick is amazing.

I'm bored.

I'm sleepy.

I'm bored.

goodnight.

haha. brillent yes? I knew it. =P

Obichum Te

...

It's funny how life can change. How sometimes, the most random things can make you the happiest. And how the things you think will be annoying, become the things you wonder how you ever got along without it.

My life is so strange. I mean, God must be having a ton of fun up there watching me deal with everything He throws at me because I'm telling you, my life is so random.

and amazing.

So, after all the drama I survived, theres a boy. [haha...I think everytime I post on here...there's something about a boy.] No, not Beau. That will prolly never happen again and I am just fine with that.

So this boy, is amazing. I don't even know how to describe him except amazing and sweet and wonderful and amazing! I totally blame my Jess for this because she started it all. If I had not gone to church with her...I never would have met him. So I blame Jess. Jess is going out with my boys best friend and she is one of my best friends and so it's kinda like we have to hang out if we're gonna hang out with them two. haha. We have a little square thing going. I tell Jess and Nick everything. Nick tells me and Steven everything. Steven tells Nick and Jess everything. and then Jess tells Steven and me everything! It makes for interesting conversations. haha.

and me and Jess have these boys so whipped it's hilarious. I never thought I'd be able to say I had a boy whipped...yeah...totally do. He's so sweet though its hilarious.

anyways...my next class is about to start so I'm guess I should go take care of that. I really don't want to go . but oh well.

Obichum Te my loves.

its been a while

I don't think I realized how long it had been since I had been on here.

well kids. Things are...WONDERFUL in the life of Megan.

haha. didn't expect that now did you? nope, didn't think so.

But...it's true. Things are amazing.

First, I'm actully really and truly uncursed for the first time is over 3 years. I can now honestly say I don't like anyone I know as more than a friend. Me and Beau are finally friends again and able to talk normally like nothing ever happened in our relationship. We're just like we were before we ever made it more and it makes me so happy. I'm so glad we're friends. I learned something from all this. Who needs boyfriends when you can have such amazing guyfriends as I do. All of my guy friends are so amazing, I don't need anything else right now. I now value my friendships so much and the thought of almost losing one scares me more than anything else. I'm so happily single it's funny.

Church is going amazing I love it so. I'm going to Mac and sitting in with the youth most wednesdays and I love my sunday school class. Some wednesdays I'm going to a diff. church where I know most of the college kids and I'm getting to hang out with people my age and it's so much fun. They're all crazy.

I'm still working almost every day but I don't mind as much now. I'm paying for almost all of my tuition next semester so it will help a ton.

oh...and I turned 19 today. WEIRD!

haha.

anyways...just thought I'd update.

I love you

so bored.

and back to pretending.

Back to pretending I don't care everytime he walks by. That I don't miss him with every breath. That I don't notice as soon as he walks in a room. That my heart doesn't beat faster whenever we make eye contact.

that I don't miss him with every fiber of my being.

BUT

other than that. Life is wonderful for Megan Dawn Paskel.

she loves college. Loves meeting new people. Loves not walking down the hall and knowing everyone she sees. Loves getting to leave school at 1220 everyday.

but hates paying for gas twice a week. *makes a face*

yeah...that's really all going on in Megan's life. I refused to go to the college sunday school class so now I'm in the womens class and I love it. It's so differant. *grin* Beau's mom is in there and I love her. We talked forever on sunday. *smile*

but yes...life of Megan...

I'm gonna go work now. I've got to mop before I can go home.

<3

I love you.