so i dont even know if anyone reads this anymore.. but here goes....

 im at home... its almost christmas... and i realize how much i love home and hate home.... ok not so much hate home.. but i realize how much pain is here and when i go to school i put it all behind me and act like it doesnt exist.... i have no idea why i do this.. its so hard for me to let anyone know whats going on in my life... its hard for even myself to even know whats going on in my life....  sometimes i wonder what life would be like if things were different... but oh well... until then.. ill just act like the happy, funny Melissa everyone knows......

Merry christmas everyone!

soo maginas are cool...

corn mazes are always out of the question.....

i redeemed myself in accounting thanks to some hardcore studyin and a night of...... secret!

only a month and 1 week til thanksgiving... yipppppeeeeeeeee

pretty dang sure lots of boys want me....

and lastly.... who knows of a place where i can get a job.... holler if u do... and even if u dont... my phone works... so call it kids!

this week has been fullllllll of excitement....

no panties sunday

senior film documentaries

a total of 5.4lbs!!!!! wooo hoooo

hot fits for the weekend

and basically hotties from diff area codes wanting me and my friends...

ok so maybe i made the last one up.. but whatever... im sure its the truth

honestly... im alittle upset at myself... i have missed Laguna Beach 2 weeks in a row... this insanity of mine needs to stop.... someone please update me....

in other news.... im locked out of my car unless erin is with me... if u dont get it.. just ask...

shorty swing my way... shore looks good to me.. so would u please swing on my way... shorty swing my wayyyyyyy