Just felt like putting a song on here from when I was like 12 or 13 ...hope you guys like it lol

Today I'm going to get some dinner with margie and then goint to see a movie ..should be fun ..Wonder if that one person will be there ???? ..O -well I guess I'm going to find out later ...luv you guys

Hey guys just having a sad moment for a minute.....My sister is staying in Pennsylvania for the whole summer and even though I hate to admit it I'm starting to miss her ...it's not the same at my house ..there's no one here for me to run in tell all my problems to within a second of time ...I mean all I use to have to do is walk down the hallway of our bedrooms and spill my guts ...lolz ..I just miss that and then Tulin is still in Turkey and i miss her so much..there's no one else like her in the world ..no matter how freakin bumed out I am she  will do the dumbest thing to make me smile and I love her for that ...she is like my identical in the stupid department ....we both think no matter how dumb we look at least we're having fun ..lolz ...geeze I miss that girl ((And Tulin if you read this all I have to say is that you better be tappin some becuase if your not then your def. wasting your time in turkey and you needto fly back on the next plane so I can chill with someone as sexiful as you!!!)) I love you !!! Margie came over last night ..we had our norm. talk about problems we're both having ..good to finally get everything out ....becuase some things you just can't tlak to other people about ...margie is just one of those people that will listen and not judge, but she'll also be very truthful which I like because it makes me feel like I can trust her 100%.....Tracey Cook I love you dearly ..even though you might sit up in the middle of the night tap me on the shoulder and tell me to have a nice day..all of that while still remaining to sleep ..lol...you always crack me up and Sarah I also love you to death even though you get lost alot when people are telling jokes lolz ...I luv you and tracey for both being so comfortable with me walking around with my sexiful body barely dressed ...lolz .......Nicole (Ni-Chole ) even though we have somewhat grown apart I luv you ....Your a wild chick that makes me laugh ...a your driving doesn't scare me ...to much anyways lol...I luv how crazy you are and I hope you never change...I really am going to miss every body at paxon ..all the girls I've gotten close to this year (you guys have truly become my best friends) ....I luv how i always know I have you guys to come to when I'm having problems and I hope you feel the same about me ... To all the guys that I've gotten close to ..don't try to replace me becasue you'll never be able to ...lolz ..I love how when I call you guys your all so wild and always put a smile on my face ..Brad - sorry I never got to have your kid (it would have been a very hot kid) ...And Mike Johnson don't think your getting away with not having a 4th of july party because your not ...but don't worry just becuase your paying for everything doesn't mean it will be your party becuase it will def. still be mine and traceys....lolz ...and John thank you for the random phone call to traceys phone the other night if that was you if that wasn't you then I will thank Kyle because you 2 are the only ones with accents so don't try to be sneaky about it ..lolz ...All of you have been so great these past two years ...and although I grew apart from many I grew closer to many more ....I love you all and I will never ever forget you !!!! make me proud becuase I will def. be at your graduation seeing you take your diplomas with your big smiles on your faces ...and I'll be in the crowd cheering crying and smiling right along with you .... I luv you all and I hope you guys have a great safe rest of the summer break ...you better keep in touch and invite me to any kewl paxon partys going on (wait who am I kidding there aren't ever any kewl paxon partys going on) ... Ok new juniors you need to change that and stop making paxon so damn lame ....lolz ...I love you guys all so much and anytime you think nobodys there for you just remeber I am ..I'm there for all of you ...