Hearing more information about VT makes me feel physically ill. I literally feel like I am going to vomit, because the whole thing disgusts me so badly. While I was watching TV today it showed the pictures of the guy who shot those people. When it had the ones with him pointing the gun at the screen I burst into tears because he actually did that. This poor disturbed person actually killed 33 people. That could have been at any campus. There could have been someone feeling alone and angry running around MSUM. I might have been in the same area that this person decided to shoot. One of my friends could've been the ones murdered. And it's not that there could have been someone like that in F/M, but that there still may be. It feels like we have no control. There were 18 and 19 year old girls that died. I'm 19 years old. If I went to that school I might have been friends with them. It's scary. We can't even go to our schools... uh I just feel sick. I'm sorry, I'm just babbling. I'm just really upset and really disappointed that people... could do that. I'm so sorry this happend. |