Insomnia Strikes - 3:41 A.M.

"Milan" by Karsh Kale and the "Bombay Theme" by A.R. Rehman are probably the two most beautiful pieces of music I've ever graced my ears upon.

Currently Listening Liberation By Karsh Kale "Milan" see related

Melancholy

I think I am suffering from mood swings.

Today was alright. I cut class because I'm tired of that shiet, and hung out a friend. I thought my day went well, until I got home. Then my emotions went from high to low. I feel real depressed and out of it for some reason. This has been happening for a while. What the hell is wrong with me?!

Any cures?

Currently Listening Doe or Die By AZ Mo' Money, Mo' Murder, Mo' Homicide see related

Relax and take notes...

I feel strung out. Anyone know any good relaxation techniques?

I made a mixtape (Is is still called a mixtape even if it's burned onto a CD?) to help me relax. Everytime I put this CD on, and I sit back, relax, drift away, and let my mind wander. Some of the beats are a little loud, but it's still relaxing compared to some of the stuff I have on my playlist.

"Bittersweet Symphony" - The Verve
"Abalonia" - Talvin Singh
"Milan" - Karsh Kale
"You Got Me" - The Roots feat. Erykah Badu
"What They Do" - The Roots
"We've Got The Jazz" - A Tribe Called Quest
"The Blast" - Hi-Tek & Talib Kweli
"Krwlng" - Linkin Park
"My December" - Linkin Park
"Life's A Bitch" Nas feat. AZ
"Sunshine" - Lupe Fiasco
"The Cool" - Lupe Fiasco
"Hurt Me Soul" - Lupe Fiasco
"Passing Me By" - The Pharcyde
"Killin' Me Softly" - The Fugees
"Brown Sugar" - D'Angelo
"Jhoole Jhoole Lal" - Bally Sagoo feat. Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan

Thank you and goodnight.

Currently Reading Body & Soul By Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan see related

Sensation White

The ultimate party destination.

Currently Listening Sensation: White Edition By Various Artists see related

I have lost Faith

You'd think after something terrible happens, the world would seem a bit warmer. People start to care and show compassion. Everyone comes to you with open arms, and holds you til the pain goes away. But the pain never does go away. It's like breaking a stick. You break one end off, but an end still exists.

As for why I've lost faith? It's people. People who are scum. People who have no compassion. People with cold hearts. People that gossip. People that have no knowledge of how valuable life really is. People who contradict themselves.

I understand in finding the humor in certain situations and trying to lift spirits. But when your jokes turn into hateful and spiteful remarks, there is no humor. The only thing that exists is the sheer conceit of people.