How things have changed...

Oh Ada

So I didn't move... I am still in the thriving metropolis  that is Ada. I guess it's not so bad. I got a new apartment and a new roommate. New school, new puppy, soon to have a new car. I like new things. well.. this is going to be short cause I just wanted to post a quick update... hooray for new

~Gina

MOVING!!!!!!!

Well kids, I think my time in Ada has come to an end. I have decided to move out into the country in the first house I lived at in Ohio It's cute, it's small, it's PINK!!!! and it's on 14 acres of land... what more could a gal ask for... OH yeah, it's rent free I will miss all the good times had in the good 'ol Ada, but it's time for me to find myself and find out what I want to do with the rest of my life. I feel like being here is holding me back. And with that, I have also decided to change my major and possibly schools. I am going to become an Early Childhood Education major, with a Spanish and a Psychology major. I've realized that teaching was my first dream and it's what I always wanted to do. With the Spanish major, I will be able to be a bilingual teacher and my job opportunities will be almost endless, not to mention, I might even be able to find a school that will pay off my loans. Either way, when I think of myself as a teacher, I light up inside, and I've been missing that light. It's been turned off pretty much my whole time at ONU. I've been lost here, it's like I don't know who I am anymore. I used to have direction and drive and now all I have is depression and sorrow. It's like I regret everything I do nowdays. Life shouldn't be lived that way. Everyone needs to be happy and healthy and feel like they have a purpose in life. I've always felt that my purpose in life was to help other, I was just going about that in the wrong way. I love psychology, don't get me wrong, but helping children out on there paths in life, now honestly, I don't know how that couldn't bring a smile to anyones face. Meh... I dunno.. maybe I am just babbling... but either way, I feel better already!!!!

until next time....

:)

This quarter started out a little rocky, but it's flowing quite well now.  I found out that I can take classes at OSU while I am taking classes here, so therefore, ONU can suck it and I will be taking some classes over there. I've been losing weight, so that's really exciting. Um.. lets see... Oh I finally gave in and am letting my sister borrow money so she can buy her car. What nice sister I am. I am still a little pissed that my parents are letting her buy a car and they wouldn't let me buy one.. but whatever, that's all in the past and I guess I just have to go with it, but what kind of a person would I be if I didn't get a little angry about it. So... yeah, I am nothing but smiles right now and I am loving it... Oh, I went to the bar last night (first time in about 4 months) and I had a really good time there was a bit of drama, but what would a good bar adventure be without the drama... Oh yeah.. .it would be the WORST BAR TRIP EVER!!! hehehe ok... well.. i am outtie for now. until the next time...

LATA!!!

It's been a while

I know I know.. I've not written in here for a while. I guess blogging really isn't something I'm into these days. I would much rather go the bottled emotions route. K, well... Canada was AMAZING, and yes there were LOTS and LOTS of hottie canadians The quater is thankfully coming to an end and I hate school. Lately I have found myself missing a lot of people. I wish I had more time and money cause I would really like to go visit all my friends that aren't here anymore. Being broke and in college totally sucks, but it's only for a few more years. I can handle that I'm going to be taking my LSAT in January so that should be fun. (get to see whether or not I'm really cut out for this law stuff or if I should find some other calling in life) I've really been digging music lately. Playing, listening to it, watching others play. I love music so much, I wonder all the time if that's what I should be doing. I don't know.... I feel like I am not good enough to do it for a living but so many people tell me I am. I don't know what to think or do. I know that that's the only thing I've stuck with and applied any effort to since I've been in college. I guess that does mean something. maybe I should just go back to school for music like I originally wanted to... I dunno... I need input..... anybody.. can you help me out with this?!?!?!?