| Back to work again after being on disability leave I dont feel like being here, I just want to be home with my son and play with him and nap with him. This sucks. Its already december and christmas is almost here and I'm so broke.. haha well just wasting time until i get out and go home to my babies...  |
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| the more I wait and get excited, the more i feel like he's never gonna come out. I know maybe because I'm being all impatient and everything so he's taking his time to come out. but mann my mommy will be not be here this weekend I hope he comes either tonight, tomorrow, or tomorrow night, if not sometimes next week. I want my mommy here to help me out, and of course hubby will be there too. I need both of them. I am really excited now and I cant wait. everyone keeps telling me that they were 2 weeks early and now its two weeks before my due date, can I be 2 weeks early too.. please just really excited now..  |
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| Got to work at 9:45 today, had a doctors appt. at 8:45 and found out my baby boy is about 6 1/2 lbs. he's getting bigger everyday. Dr. said by the time I go on labor he should be about 8 and something lbs. I'm so tired, work is hella boring and all I wanna do is sleep. I'm excited about seeing my baby boy soon, but yet scared about labor and the future. I'm scared of how I'm going to be like as a mom, wife to my husband and an employee all at the same time, then couple of months I'm going back to school . Man I wanna be a super mom.. I want my son to have it all, and at the same time I also want to keep my husband happy and taken care of by me of course. I want my the most important guys in my life to have it all, and I want to be the person to be able to give it all to them. Thanks hubby for always supporting me, especially during our pregnancy, i love you so so much. I know u'll be a great father to our lil boy. I can see it already..
On the other hand, Jai's room is almost done, we got all the furniture needed all we need to do is decorate it and clean the room and have it all ready for his arrival. I'm excited to see him.. really excited.. Well hubby and I have a bet going on right now.. I say my son will come the last week of september. he said if he doesn't come this week coming up it will be the first week of October. We are both excited for our son to come. Well for now all I can say is thank you for my baby shower sis, yes I was surprised. Thanks for all the gifts guys, now all I need is more diapers and wipes.. haha donation. Now that I got my baby shower all done. my next bg event, well after the baby comes is his christening.. I dont' when to have him baptize. dec. jan. or february.. ok gotta go and try to keep myself occupied here.. its so slow at work. |
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY...!!!
WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU! |
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ANY TIME NOW.. WOW SO EXCITED CAN'T WAIT HOPING HE COMES SOON.. LIKE NEXT WEEK. IM EXCITED TO MEET MY SON. I WAN TO SEE HIM AND HOLD HIM NOW. EVERYTHING IS READY FOR HIM.. OH BUT WAITING ON KRAY FOR THE CAR SEAT.. HAHA THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE. BUT HE'S GETTING IT. SO KRAY HURRY MY SON IS COMING SOON, MAYBE TONIGHT OR TOMORROW...WHO KNOWS.. BUT I KNOW HE'S COMING ANYTIME NOW.. WOW SO EXCITED. HUBBY EXCITED TOO. CAN'T WAIT. 
