Got to work at 9:45 today, had a doctors appt. at 8:45 and found out my baby boy is about 6 1/2 lbs. he's getting bigger everyday. Dr. said by the time I go on labor he should be about 8 and something lbs. I'm so tired, work is hella boring and all I wanna do is sleep. I'm excited about seeing my baby boy soon, but yet scared about labor and the future. I'm scared of how I'm going to be like as a mom, wife to my husband and an employee all at the same time, then couple of months I'm going back to school . Man I wanna be a super mom.. I want my son to have it all, and at the same time I also want to keep my husband happy and taken care of by me of course. I want my the most important guys in my life to have it all, and I want to be the person to be able to give it all to them. Thanks hubby for always supporting me, especially during our pregnancy, i love you so so much. I know u'll be a great father to our lil boy. I can see it already..

On the other hand, Jai's room is almost done, we got all the furniture needed all we need to do is decorate it and clean the room and have it all ready for his arrival. I'm excited to see him.. really excited.. Well hubby and I have a bet going on right now.. I say my son will come the last week of september. he said if he doesn't come this week coming up it will be the first week of October. We are both excited for our son to come. Well for now all I can say is thank you for my baby shower sis, yes I was surprised. Thanks for all the gifts guys, now all I need is more diapers and wipes.. haha donation. Now that I got my baby shower all done. my next bg event, well after the baby comes is his christening.. I dont' when to have him baptize. dec. jan. or february.. ok gotta go and try to keep myself occupied here.. its so slow at work.