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..2005..
{PEOPLE IN 2005}
1. Best Friends? megan, marci, lauren, kelsey marie
2. Best Boyfriend/Girlfriend? maybe seth.
3. Lost Any Friends? unfortunatley
4. Gained Any Friends? many
5. Met A Good Friend? yes
{PLACES OF 2005}
1. Went out of the Country? nope
2. New School? nah
3. How many times on a airplane? uhh im thinkin just florida so that was like 4 planes maybe
4. Road trips? st louis and des moines is about how far i got lol
5. Moved? nope
{NEW THINGS IN 2005}
1. Have you changed? yes
2. New Look? in a way
3. Any Addictions? red bull and double chocolate chip frappuccino from starbucks
4. Biggest Conflict this year? my mother.
5. Most depressed time this year? i dont know
{LOVE IN 2005}
1. Did you fall in love? possibly
2. Did you get heartbroken? yes
3. Who was your summer love? jordan
4. How many boyfriends/girlfriends this year? uhh .. i dont really remember anything from halfway through summer and back .. but like 1 that i remember.
5. Favorite Date? eh idk
{FAVORITE SEASON OF 2005}
1. Favorite Season? summer
2. Least Favorite Season? winter.
3. Good birthday? yupp
4. Any Snow this year? a little
5. Highest Temperature? no idea
{FINAL QUESTIONS}
1. Snuck Out? yes
2. Met A Person that will change your life? yes
3. Kept your resolution? i dont remember what it was... so probably not
4. Got arrested? nope
5. Had A First Something? yes
6. Drank Alcohol? yes
7. Smoked weed/drugs? no
8. Did anything illegal? yes
9. Kissed a boy/girl? yeah
10. Had a crush? there was definately a couple
11. Liked someone who didn't like you? yeah
12. Lost a family member? sorta .. my grandmas husband. but not my gpa.
13. Got bad grades? yepp
14. Got suspended? n
15. Moved States? no
16. Got a My Space? yep
17. Learned an instrument? uhh nope
18. Started A Band? no
19. Spent over a million dollars? i suppose it could be possible but i dont think i did.
20. Went streaking? guilty.
21. Done something you shouldn't have? yes
22. Kept a secret? yes
23. Told a Secret? yes
24. Done something you regret? yep
25. Changed your views? yeah |
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| god. it's like i can't do or say anything right with you. i regret those things that happened in the past and i can't take them back but if i would, i would do it in a heartbeat. you are the one person that i've actually had strong enough feelings for to fight for. i dont think you understand that. i can't explain what happened 6 months ago or whatever it was .. all i know is that i regret it. i regret not telling you about it .. i regret hurting you .. i regret trying to hide it for you .. everything. i dont think anybody understands how much i care about you. how much it hurts me to see you happy when you talk to amber. i'm supposed to want you to be happy but im going to be selfish and say i dont want it to be with other girls. i know i have treated you like shit and i completely understand where you're coming from .. i don't know. i don't care that i can't really see you until summer .. i can handle that .. well i'll attempt .. all i know is that i care about you more than you will ever know even if i can't always show it. i just want you to know that. i know you can't trust me again .. but heres me basically spilling my heart out to you because im too chicken shit to just tell you straight up. i don't know. i surrender. <3 |
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| he's gone. and he's not coming back.
One last dance with you
Even though what we have is strong
Both of us know that we've done wrong
You could lose everything
Need to give it up
Just one last dance with you
For all the moments that we shared
All the lies they don't compare
You gotta go back to him, and I realize that
Every time I see your face I know
There's a part of me that can't bear to let you go
And I would give my heart
Give you the world, risk losing everything I got
I'd give it all to you
Though I don't wanna stop
I know it's the right thing to do.....yeah
One last dance with you
So hard to find the words to say
But I can't see any other way
Girl you've risked everything
Time to give it up
Just one last dance with you
And though it breaks my heart to leave
We both know it's time to let it breathe
You gotta go back to him, girl I realize that
Every time I see your face I know
There's a part of me that can't bear to let you go
And I would give my heart
Give you the world, risk losing everything I got
I'd give it all to you
Though I don't wanna stop
I know it's the right thing to do.....yeah
So many times we tried to hold back
We been here before now girl
And it feels so cruel, yeah
A million tears won't change the fact that
I find it hard to play the game
When I feel like i'm the one to blame
But I would give my heart
Give you the world, risk losing everything I got
I'd give it all to you
Though I don't wanna stop
I know it's the right thing to do.....yeah
And I would give my heart
Give you the world, risk losing everything I got
I'd give it all to you
And make our peace with god
I know it's the right thing to do...yeah |
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| E> .We’re all just kidding ourselves .. dreams don’t come true. <3
there are a lot of things about me that aren't what
you thought, but if you love me, you have to to love
all the things about me.
++ dirty dancing
she's scared -- scared to lose him.
she's scared ;; she's scared that he'll find someone
else, so much better then her.
she's scared because she finally realized how
much he means to her.
you can't change the past *
but you can ruin the present
by worrying about the future
cause you don't know a thing about me
if you don't know how much i miss you
and you don't know a thing about me
unless you know how much i need to be with you
++ gary allan
..i’m not the jealous type but whenever she’s around there’s always that thought in the back of my mind that you still love her && I mean nothing to you.
i live in notes && old photographs && everything
i'm holding back. but your the words that weren`t
enough. you remind me of a song i used to love.
no you can't change the past. as much as you wish
you could you really can't. let go of that aching desire
and learn to love what you once had. there are no
redo’s in life, you can only move forward and learn to
accept whats's been given to you <3
sometimes I’m scared of you, but all I really want is to hold you close.
"He's my best friend. I'm his best friend. I, personally, can't cut someone out of my life, even if he's hurt me. It's a process."
++ Sienna Miller
why can’t I just be happy with you? I know I love you .. I know that my feelings for you are unexplainable .. I know you are the only person who has ever meant so much to me .. I know that no matter what either of us does, you will always be in my head && my heart .. but for some reason I can never seem to find myself being completely happy with you.
how does it feel to know you're everything i need.
the butterflies in my stomach, they could bring me to my knees.
how does it feel to know you're everything i want <3
++ the spill canvas
the last time that i saw you, she had hold of your hand
you laved across the street at me, so i turned away and ran
when i got home, i got a honktonk song
i played it till my eyes went red
i grabbed a glass and said "kiss my ass"
i'm gonna drink you out of my head
++kasey chambers
dim the lights, lock the door, spread your pictures
on the floor, throw the dust off of our past let it
all come floodin back, cause it aint easy being
strong, and when i can't forget youre gone
i just surrender .. and have myself a night to remember
++ joe diffie
it's so complicated, i'm so frustrated
i wanna hold you close, i wanna push you away
i wanna make you go, i wanna make you stay
should i say it? should i tell you how i feel?
oh i want you to know, but then again i don't
it's so complicated <33 *
E> .. and you bleed just to know you’re alive .. <3
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tramp to the olines, dirty dancing havana nights, the cellular, HOLLiSTER, traveling, papa johns pizza && breadsticks, late night adventures and guys with gorgeous eyes. i am the easiest person to amuse. DANCE LiKE NOBODY iS WATCHiNG, SiNG LiKE NOBODY iS LiSTENiNG, AND LOVE LiKE YOU’LL NEVER GET HURT.
army of skanks 
