EY WUTS UP NOTHING MUCH HERE JUST CHILLIN

so anyways im just sitting here thinking bout a certain someone and that were not even kool right now at all and its breaking my heart cus i dont want him to leave me or anything like that its just weird how we can be so close but yet on certain days we are far apart

but i really really love him alot and for him to be mad at me its like ok wut did i do or ur the one who got me mad first so y are u mad u kno wut i am sayin its like im not even worth it to him at all (example) its like if he is so mad at me then y is he still dating me (example)

i miss him alot and i love him alot and just for us to arrgue makes me hurt inside its like y are u arrguing or y are we mad at eachother and just for him to stay mad at me is enough i cant take it and it makes me want to cut my self and yea but i dont kno wut i would do if he was to break up wit me i would probably sit here and cry my eyes out for a couple hours or days and that i would feel miserable or depressed

well im gonna go check yall out laters

love

MiChelle