| | Hey everyone well its a new month and time to start again...I was thinking and i thought so i wrote something maybe ya'll could relate to. Its called "selfish"
Id always wanted to be inlove with the perfect girl, now that i have grown i found a perfect woman for me. Shes someone i know i could lay it all on the line for and give up and sacrifice even the most sacred things in my heart. Can I ask you all something? Would you give up a friend for the love of your life? I asked that because people always say or ask themeselves, " am I a true friend "? Ask yourself that question because it is you who needs to ask yourself if you yourself is true to yourself. Friends come and go but never forgotten right? But if the love of your life were to tell you " let them go baby ", would you actually do it? Sometimes doing the right thing isn't doin the right thing. Sometimes hurting the one friend the one person that cares for you is the right thing because sometimes for their own reasons, thats the way it has to be. Would you call that selfish? or would you define that as, " I did it because the love I have for her/him is so strong that i can't give up now". People do it because they KNOW that a lifes love won't come again. Think about it 6.5 billion people in this world and there is only one person who is meant for you, is that true? In my own opinnion NO, why do i say that because many of you out there thought that many of your relationships was or were the one right?
Now many of us like myself has traveled played along with the games and B.S. and chasing around. I got tired of messing around wasting time. I was always looking for someone for me. May 7th 2004 it came unexpected but the love of my life found me. Its funny because i know she is meant for me. I saw here before maybe six months ago. I'll tell you guys. I used to work at FootactionUSA in Montgomery Mall and i saw her there with the family. I told my co worker " damn a gorgeous girl like that doesn't belong here more like belongs where beautiful things are only dreamt of touching " I swear those were my words. I came up to her and said " hi you doint mam,? may i be of assistance>? she said " no thank you " that was it. She left, with me dwelling and thinking to myself " I shouldve said something more like..........I thought and thought and nothing just blank. Six months later I saw here at the Silver spring cinema the new one on fenton and wayne AVE. I said no way. I said " damn no way, omg no way this is happenin" My cousin was with me at the time and a couple of my friends. I had no car at the time, i was hangin with them. I told my couz " hey leave me here" Richard (cousin) said " you sure"? i said " yeah im sure i know what im doin " So with no car and 5 dollars cash in my pocket and only 22 bucks on my atm card i asked her " hey?...remember me?" she said " yeah " I said " so what movie you gonna watch would you like to watch one with me?" I was by myself and she was with her sister so it was kool to ask she said yes. It was great.
So i ask all of you do you think being selfish is bad or good or it depends? leave one for me and gemme an answer. aiight yall god bless and take care always.
mikko |
| | Posted 10/3/2005 8:08 PM - 0 comments
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