myspace is so badass!!

happee birthday, KAREN!!

soo... what are you doin on saturday??

well anyway.. as for my SWEET16.. on august... i dont want anything... nothing... but a car. a brand new car, yo!! freak man thats like so impossible.. i mean im not even gna get a car.. as in.. my own car.. dude they dont even want me to go driving school... they're like WAiT TiL YOU`RE 16... ugh! i am 16.. kidding. gosh menn... i just want my own car.........

I WANT A CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I WANT TO GO DRIVING SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont think ill be using this for a while.

myspace is better.

anyway, i don't like Cruz anymore..

so i only like one guy..

damn.. i hope i can go out on saturday..

i need a foot spa..pedicure..massage..

i want him. for my birthday!!

hahahah...

ugh!!! crush#1 is leaving me confused!!

well anyway, i had so much fun today!!
i purposely woke up late.. cuz i didnt want to ride the bus.
i went to my first period.. my teacher wasnt there. that was heaven for me.
second period i went to my teacher.. she said i cant be in english 10 honors.. that was hell for me.
went to peer mediation and i got to socialize and meet some cool friends..-randy, mike, christian.- i forgot the other guy's name...
LUNCH--i wasn't planning on going to the library, but karen complained about how wet it was, so i ended up going. when i got there... i don't know. i saw the guy wearing glasses. he's not ugly. he looks aiight. well, there was this girl and she made me crack up.. ohh well.
when the bell rang, i walked around and i saw my crush.. so i just kept walking straight. all of a sudden i hear "CINDY!!"... i didnt pay attention. then i heard it again.. "CINDY!!" i turned around.. yes, it was my crush calling me. he said "THIS GUY WANTS TO TALK TO YOU." im like waiting for the guy to say something, but he didnt so i just kept on walking....
fifth period.. we watched a movie.. but i wasnt paying attention.. so i can't do my essay.
SIXTH PERIOD.. well i was like.. talking to irish and i turn around to ask crush#1 "WHAT'S YOUR FRIEND'S NAME?" he didnt respond for about 3 seconds.. then he goes "HE DOESN'T LIKE YOU." in an angry way. im just like WTF?? in my mind..

ugh! gosh im just asking for his name.. and if he really doesnt like me.. then why do i see signs that he does? and why the hell do you have to get mad?? im just asking for his name.. i wasnt asking if he likes me or not. if you think im asking you that just to get your attention, well, YOU ARE SO WRONG && MAKAPAL!! ugh!! i could have asked someone more useful.. with more common sense.

UGH!! crush#1's freaking pissing me off.  UGH!!
then i went to go line up for badminton.. i thought he was ganna go to racketball... cuz he was lining up in front of mrs. taisipic. when i gave my paper to mrs. borden, thats when he went to mrs. borden and gave her his paper... weirdo..

damn.. when is crush #2 gonna go online??

March 26, 2006

yesterday..

did the usual. when my mom left, we sang karaoke. then picked up some friends at da mall. we helped maricel cook spaghetti.. then dianne and i went back to da mall to pick up more friends. hahah the two followed us, but they got caught by the security. hahah dianne felt so bad. then yeh.. went back to maricel's house. then i had to go mall to buy paper plates and "HALLO HALLO" followed..

when i was walking to the bus place, i saw 2 guys going to da parking lot.. one was wearing orange. i was like HOLY SHiT! iT'S MY CRUSH! so i was like hey joemel lets go to the parking lot and help me find a guy with an orange button-up shit. then yeh.. when we got to da parking lot, i didnt feel right so i said NEVERMIND LETS GO BACK! but he didnt want.. so then yeah i walked that way to go to payless... all of a sudden i walk by a green car... OHH YESS i saw him driving.. like OMG! when he was like about to make a turn,.. wait. |him/hiscar/withhisfriend||me| gosh cuz there was a car so i had to stand there.. and they were just looking at me probably thinking WTF? so yeah.. they waited for me to walk across and yeh they turned left.. they turned where i was... then they passed and i heard 2 HONKS.... ohh yehh!!! SCORE!! just playing. i dont know if that was them who honked.. but for sure i heard two.

when i got to payless i was like so tired and shit cuz i ran.. then bought what i was supposed to buy. i told HALLO HALLO hey lets go inside.. its faster! then i went upstairs to da funfair cuz thats where the hot guys usually kick back. then went to mari's house again and kicked back. went back to the mall to watch SHES THE MAN then ate.. and uh.. went back to mari's house. i got dropped off at kyle's house cuz i wanted to show some love to TKHC. then kuya ian and jesus walked me to mari's house. sang karaoke with tita edna.. then my sis picked me up and watched that movie VENDETTA. its nice.. i liked the movies i watched today..