hmm..this is gonna come back to bite me in the ass and it'll probably just make things worse..but i feel like i need to get my thoughts out ya know? i don't know what happened..i don't know how , i don't know why, i don't know when..but things have changed and i guess will never go back. i wish that whatever changed, never did..i liked things the way they were..i loved what we had..i miss what we had. things have been different for ages now and we were all too proud or scared or stupid to do anything about it before it got to this point. im not saying that its really any1s fault in partilcuar, we all made mistakes to get to this point & part of the problem is denying that we didn't. 6 months ago, i would have bet u money that u were wrong if u said this would happen. sometimes it hits me and im like what the hell..how did we let things fall apart like this. we only have so many good things left and we can't afford to let them slip away. but its like we're different people now. it's like we're looking through totally different points of view n im not sure we can change that. i think every1 feels hurt in someway, betrayed, angry..and i think both sides are pretty understandable. i know writing this isn't doing much to fix the problem, but im writing it anyway cauz im not too sure the problem can be fixed..and honestly im scared and unsure how to go about any other way. did we let it get too late? im beginning to think so..and that really is crappy. things haven't been good in a long time, but when they were..there were some really great times there..times i would love to go back to. but then can we really ever let go of the grudges we've been building and get back there.. im not so sure. i would really like to try..but i dunno if every1 feels the same. and im not sure if ppl can give up the pointing fingers and assumptions. just know that this is not how i wanted things to be and i really do care about what's happening. it hurts me alot that things have gone this way..might end this way, even if you don't think it does. jeez..life is really screwed up sometimes
Remember me
Feels like forever
Since the days
When we were friends
I don't understand
All these changes
I'm still the same
No need to pretend
Where'd it go..?
Do you know..?
Maybe it just doesn't matter
'Cause when i try to talk to you
I feel like I'm not getting through you
Where did we go wrong
It's hard to be strong
When I talk...
When I talk to you
There were times
In the beginning
When you were there
When I needed you most
We'd sit and talk
About the future
And laugh about
Us getting old
Do you know
How it feels
I hope that you know that it matters
But when i try to talk to you
I feel like I'm not getting through you
Where did we go wrong
It's hard to be strong
When I talk to you
I want you to know everything that I am
Don't want to know what life would be without you
When i try to talk to you
I feel like I'm not getting through you
Where did we go wrong
It's hard to be strong
When I talk...
When I talk to you | 
