HEY EVERYWUN!!!!!!! yea i been gone forever but I'm back!!! so i gotta get this crap back together and all dat you know. Anyways, somebody is just aggrivating me at the moment. um...check this out:

"_ _ _ _ _ _ and I have always had our ups and downs, but we've never been awkward and tense like this- like strangers. We've always had the same taste in music friends...and sometimes guys. But now I don't even know what to say to her. It'slike a made this choice to be so evil and now I have to completely be a bitch to the one person that I've been friends with since I came into junior high. I'm not saying the I don't feel guilty for doing all this crap. i do. You have no idea how much. But sometimes [i don't know why] I'm actually happy about it. And I know i sound like a real bitch but sometimes I have the attitude of "'so and so' wants to cut me off- you're gonna have to pay for that". Because I can't remember the last time that someone, anyone, looked at me and _ _ _ _ _ _. . . and chose me."

yea well I got that from a book I was reading. It kinda reminds me of how I'm having problems with one of my close friends.

andwayz SHAYLA IM SO SORRY!!!!!! Imma make your xanga look fesh en clean when I get the time c[= sorry gyrL I didnt know you didnt like roses lol well im out

-ME c[=

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Yea kinna harsh but TrUE! Don't you hate the kind of friend who would choose a bf/gf over you? or they act like all they care about is them? I mean the person would do anything for her/his gf/bf. Dammit its so annoying. Ion even know what to do about this person. or her. What am i suppose to do? Walk straight up and say "Hey you are obsessed with your b/f all you give a flying fuck about is him and ever since you started going out with him you dress like a down right sLuT!" Nawwww...too harsh. But I hope SOMEBODY will tell her off. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ was suppose to but ion why he/she didnt. gRrRr everything is just so AAAAAAAHHHHHH! fuck it im out l8.

Past few days have been ehhh.... all this he said she said BULLCRAP! well yea awpdates

+++ J-Lin en Mark o5.17.04 wHoOt wHoOt cOnGrats babe/gEtTn kInNa fReAkY LoL

+++ Multi cultural day was today: was soo much fun. Everybody ran to our group at the beggining and ate all the deyum chicken (so i didnt get any ) but thats aight. We had helluh food tho. All the soul food ya know. Had mancala and trivia games. I was watching the Philopino group and it was kewL...all that dancing.They did a good job. After school the African American group had a pizza partY...oOoh yea free pizza mwuahaha!

+++ Yesterday kicked it ova at J-Lin's crib!!!: It was so much fun. Me and Vivian walked like over the entire bridge. The whole walk took like 20 minutes lol. Then I saw deep creek so im like imma go to J-lins hizouse. Then when I went there Trinh and Crystal was there too. Miz J-Lin hooked it awp with tha chicken nuggets!!! Yea I was piggen out on those. Then Crystal was online and I left a message for her on her phizone LuV ya gyrlie! MwUAH! After meeh en JLin was just talking and I walked home lol. LONG AZZ WALK!! Took like 45 minutes but it was cool.

+++Cheerleading at Amurrican Tryouts: Yea well i couldnt go . But my beutiful geek SHAYLA made it!! YAY!! and Arianne and Nina Emily Kirsten Kendall...the list goes on. Well I called Brennie today to ask if I could still try out bcuz,,,,classified ... so yea. But she gotta call me back to hit me up with tha detailz/