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| summerhmmmmmm_
summer `06... how sexciting doods! :) well im heller glad school's over. yess! no more dealing with stupid school bullshit. aha. jk. well uhmm... summer's been FUN yet heller gay so far. lets see; what has happend?
kei well:
started talking to CHENO.. but that was kinda only for a week. aha. literally. it was going too fast... not really down for that FORWARDNESS shit. knaw`mean? ah. whatever. but yeah so i told him i dint wanna talk to him no more... since im goin to the philippines anyway. and plus; i havent heard GOOD things bout him... so ish whatever. players! aha. i feel hella bad tho, but what can i say yenno? anyway, me and the cherry started talking again... sorta kinda. i guess. started on sunday when we "kicked it" for like.. an hour-ish. lolz. hella flirting tho dood! haha. i was like WTF IS THISSSS? and then we talked on the fone for hours... and established that im his "sunshine" mmmmmmHMMM. i brighten up his day.aha. and he knows it. but yeah.. ever since then we've talked and talked... then bicked it on tuesday [his dayoff] with the whole click at nike's pad. NO BIG NO BIG. same ol shit. ;) ahhaha. if you know what i mean. but yeahhhhhhhh. so like, it felt really good tho to kiss hiim again. it was relieving.. like *exhale* whatta great feeling. i missed that yenno? uhmm.. then i dint go out really. dint see no one for 2 days. friday .... morning. he picked me up.. swam swam swam.. just once.. not finished tho. aha. how lame. drove to nike's and then......... walked HELLA. to neil's house. under the bridge. to leon's. gyup. *tell me* aha. uhmmm;; i got LACUNAR AMNESIA from slipping as hopping on the rocks under the bridge and hitting my head on the rock. gyup. emergency. guess who didnt answer the telephone tho? just becuz he was at the movies with a certain mermaid ? gyupp the lemonhead. mmmmmmmmHMM. as i had me a concusion.. he was too busy on his DATE. rawrrrrrr dumb boy.... how he gon play me like that? . ah whatever. im still pissed. i think i should be DONE with him. i havent decided yet. rawr. whatever though yenno? ish nothing ish nathing. uhmmmmmmmmmmm. so yeah. we went to leon's and saw RUNNING SCARED which is a bomb to the diggity movie with sexy ass white boy paul walker in it! yummmmmmm. i want HIM. ahaha. and taylor rae. but we wont get into that right now. ahahah. alright well im gay and i gotta go. i have nothing else productive to say. im leaving to the p.i on the 3rd and bella's comming back to me on monday. yay. aha. we're going BOWLING. sexcting? gyup i agree. haha.
lame-ohhhhhhhhhhh!
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| beyondGAYYYYyeah so pretty much...
the tables have completely TURNED.
interesting news.
:ugh: whatever.
im done.
i foreally quit with everything.
i just miss those days when i could walk for miles and miles and it'd be worth it in the end ... just seeing their face and hearing their voice and being in their arms ... even if it meant it could only be for a split second. oh how i wish i could press FORWARD. *notice how i didnt say REWIND. yeah so i pretty much wanna go to my future and see what's in stores for me. yenno? pretty sexcited if i dont say so myself. =]
gay gay gay gay gay gay gay.
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| cherryaha. funny story; i have a "new boo". aha. i named him CHERRY. =] funny how the other started trippin out. jigga you aint my boo. pahahah. loser. jk. yeah so uhmmm_
we're drunkies fasho . this weekend was spent drinkin all the way. ah. gay gay gay. friday was heller wack wack wack. saturday was bombdigg homie. sunday was mmmmmkae. lost some keys. *ehem. and i found em. lolz. dumb kidds. im currently dealin with some problems. and i really DONT need to deal with no boy drama. so tell me fuccn why he juss HAD to do this to me NOW. like wtf. are you stupid? are you dumb? are you retarded? are you stupid dumb retarded? thought so. fucc outta here. lol. jk. but uhmmm_ at the moment im not tryna get serious or nada. im juss watev watev with it knaw`mean? it was HIM that said all that stuff to ME . i dint ask for him to . so yeah now im starting to sorta just back off.
well im off to studying... OR SOMETHING. aha. sike me? study? centtttttterrrrr. lol theres like. only 2 weeks left of school. perddie sexcited. like hella. =]
oh yeah... highlight of my weekend... my sandra baby came back to me. now my life is whole again. wait. theres still a lil piece missing but that can be mended. hehe.
heres' my week:
may 22 - eh. mondays are always EHH. me & bella made up a dance. oh yesss. =]
may23 - swimming. haha. i just remember being hella fuccn nervous the whole day. counting down the hours n shit. ahaha. im so lame.
may24 - tatay's birthday ... jinxed it. =[
may25 - aha. hmmm_ jealous much? ->> night = cried for 2 hours
may26 - lame ass morning. ditched 1st. day was wack. went stupid dumb retarded at lunch to baby got back. lol. slept thruout 5th. partied with the homies at 6th. drove lopez's truck afterschool. *kissssssssssssssssssssssssss* went home . day turned out pretty SWELL. =]
may27 - clean clean clean. last day of behind the wheel. hella chill. bella's going away party with banc , the savages , hella grownups , lexi , dante , hella kids , them swanggaz [eric, neil, mark, mike]. helllaaaaaaa swell night. drunkies & druggies! ah. lol. *ehem. "we ARE together ... unofficially". DUMBboy. eh. w/e. spent a night at neil's ... interesting night. lol. thennnnnn went home at 5 in the morning. lolz
may28 - clean clean clean. beach. gay. drunkies once again. drove around. had hella fun swangin it. ;) 40 minute key-search. aha. and i found em. lil get together at neil's. headed to sandra's. tackled the shit out of her. amuzed by her accent. lolz. i love her.
may29 - start of this week. memorial day. gay gay gay. stayed home. ima lazy bum. yeah. basically it. *someone called. sorta put a smile on my face. =] eh. w/e.
now i gotta go dishes. argh. im fed up.
hella fed up.
sexcited for tomorrow------> permit test. oh yess. =D
better fuccn pass it. or else my day will be HELL tomorrow.
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| so we broke up that day.
lol
its CHILL tho doode! =]
we're frenz.
unlike SOMEONE to the right side of the spectrum_
muhahaha.
im lame.
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| ahhhhhhhhh;
gay gay gay gay gay!
well since i cant sign on to myspace... aha. im juss gonna write on HERE. dayummm tho; ol_school stat huh? aha. goes way back in thee_8th grade. or something. but n e weiz; hmmmm
UPDATE? ok well see theres this girl and theres this boy. && they sorta got together. =] SPRING BREAK pretty much set it off. after "bickin it" for on friday... his "radar" told him that the girl is "attracted" to him. then, they saw each other again on sunday, but this time the girl wasnt showing that she liked the boy && THIS bugged him && he thot that his "momma" told the girl off. THENNNNN_ the whole crew planned their day on wednesday. but dint go as planned and started to wander off to laguna beach &&& irvine. =] longggg day but something sure`nuff sparked that day. then comes thursday of APRIL 13th_ they went out on a date. funny thing is the boy didnt even know her number yet. how did they go on a date you ask? well, see, their communication was a good friend of theirs. lol. he planned on taking her with him to go to UTC but she took forever && by the time she got to go out , utc was already about to close. so they went to sav-ons to buy a chap stick. ahahaha. now they got matching chapsticks. lame? i know. lol. thennnnn, headed to carlsbad for some ice cream. flirting started THERE bcuz the girl would sorta tug on the boy's sweater. =] after they got ice cream, she thought they were going home already but he said "where are you going? we're not going home yet" the girl replies "ok? where we going?" he said "we're going to the beach". so they walked themselves down to the beach && played there in the water. immitating the sound of the sharks... "RAWRRR" [[their own version of it at least]]. && thennnnn. the boy was like.. "JUST STAY HERE" .... huggggggggs &&&&&&& then comes the first kiss. =] >>>>>"nothing beats the first kiss" [[totally true]]. ahaha. =D started to head back to oceanside. established their trademark of STOP signs & STOP lights. ;) played a pretty good joke on their MOMMA. then off to JDM buildings. talked. talked. talked. laffed. flirt. laff. flirt. talk. kiss. hugg. kiss. laff. talk. kiss. blahhhhhh. what a splendid night. *smiles* felt as if been together for a while already. in conclusion=CLICKED. then... two days later was the girl && her wife's first year anny. yehppp; spent the day after 4:00 pm with HIM. movies. cupcakes. bubbletea. driving. etc. 10:55 pm. question came out. =] answer came out. =] YESSSSSSSS!
after that....................... blah blah blah ___ LAKUSFOACLAENRUEACLNAWERUALCWEORUA LKCJAELWUARLKNCEOURALNCOEAWURAC EAWEORUAFENCAWELUR NCOAWEURLNC ALWE ULCHAWERUC ALWHEROUACWNE AOUCEACNWE OUACNWELRUC HAOFUEC E
yeah. now it's weird. bcuz of fuccn school. yeah yeah yeah.. gay gay gay gay gay gay gayg ayaygyaygay. lolz. la alalalallala.
and now i dont know what's going on.
it seems as if we're just friends. iunno. SORTA SAD.? NOT EMO. SAD.
whatever happens happenss? ::sigh::
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