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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Wed, 11 May 2005 23:45:25 GMT

I have a new xanga...... Go look and leave me a comment

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Sunday, May 08, 2005

Sun, 08 May 2005 14:43:47 GMT

TODAYS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

Well i went to church today and like 4000 billion people were telling me happy b-day then i came hom and went to the movies with kiol and meghan!! we saw house of wax..... i thought it was really good.. well now i have to do a really long project so yah but i think this was a pretty great birthday... i still have more to look forward to tomorrow because of school.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABIGAIL MARIE METTLACH!!!! I LOVE YOU BABE

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Thursday, May 05, 2005

Thu, 05 May 2005 04:20:59 GMT

WHY THE HELL DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME?!?!?!

God im fuckn sick and tired of all this shit everyday.... i get up go to school my brother sister and mom go through my stuff after i leave i get out of school and i can only stay an hour i gethome get online do my homewrok and then my mom comes home chews me out about my fuckin attitude... tells me she doesnt have a life because of me!! UGHHHH i cant take this im gonna end up like hurting my self and i dont want to do that....

I havent been happy in so fucking long!!! i just want everything to be good for just ONE day thats it alll i ask... no shit talking no one that annoyus me no drmam no fuckin queer ass hoes who think there cool ugh i just want one day I had an emotional breakdown today and yah that sucked ass!!

Thats enough of my sorry ass thoughts today sory about that i just needed to get that out.... Comments??? Ew i just want him to love me just for a little bit

</3 bye

Monday, May 02, 2005

Mon, 02 May 2005 05:01:34 GMT

Wow... My life pretty much sucks more then ever right now.
I actually found someone i want to be with and that i see a lot....
And he wants someone else
I just feel like dying right now

I wish he would know my feelings for him
Whenever hes holding me all my worrys just go away and im want him to hold me forever then in an instant everything is gone Why cant he just hold me in his arms forever.

My life is shit now </3

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 17:13:14 GMT

Hey guys... Im at meghans house right now and were just sitting here and meghans cleaning her room...... wow last night was fun but bad at the same time.... I GOT TO SE HIM LAST NIGHT!!! <33 and then there was some drama so yah that sucked and greg and trojan werent there!! thats sucksssss and no one ele was there that we met last weekend. but yah we met a couple awesome people last night..... Well me and meghan are going to the mall today so that should be fun.... and i might go to rp tonight again but i dunno if i wana go so yah leave me a comments... you guys sucks at leaving comments now

Im so confused right now </3

Bye lovleys

Monday, April 25, 2005

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 05:10:25 GMT

ok i had a very awesome weekend......

Today:
Was at Meghans house for a while then my mom picked me up and yah tyler and Johnny had come over but i missed them i havent seen them in a long time... then i was getting in trouble for a while i cleaned... them me and maddyson went to the movies.. we saw AMNITYVILLE HORROR! it was so crazy!! i as screming like that whole time... then when we got out we got hit on by some 17 year old haha it was funny they thought we were like 16

Saturday:
Ok on saturday i went to rp with Allee, Mia, Meghan,Jordan,Kiol, Justin and yah everyone and we were just hanging out and then at around like maybe 8:30 or so we just started taking pictures with random people..... here are some of them... Then i satyed the night at meghans house

ok heres meghan with her "powerhouse buddy" haha she was crazy.. love you meghan!
Ew me and Jordan... i look really bad in this pic.
Haha me and Allee and zach... zach was sad cause he couldnt find a guy to kiss... sorry!
Thats Allee,uhmm i think his name was daniel,meghan,garrett,me, and chris
lol this is me and my new best friend greg!! haha he wamted to make nick jealous... bad boy
hah me and troy!!! my other best friend... i had to give him a smooch!
thats mia,stephen,shay,me,lexi,jenny, and ali HOTTIES!!!!
Thats troy and greg when i first met Them! <33
Greg and ali!
Mia and some hottie!! cute!

Ok those were cute

Friday:
Went to school... came home got ready.. went to rp it was verrry dramatic.. i was there with kiol!! love that boy <3 and megan and yah... lyndsay and meghan and lauren had a little "drama" i guess whatever you want to call it... well i think it was dumbb, whatever yah then ,meghan stayed the night at my house and yah it was fun!!!

Well that was pretty much my weekend... very packed
Wanna leave me some comments??

I love you nick <333

Bye lovley's <3

Friday, April 22, 2005

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 03:26:54 GMT

OH MY GOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!

I had the best time today!!!!! it was awesome, i went to school then when school was out i went to mc donalds hung out with hotties, then me allee and maddyson went to allee's house and we baked a cake for kiol then we went to party works and got stuff for sherrifs day! then we got kil a birthday present..... its cute and then........ we ate the cake haha sorry kiol, yah then we took a lot lot lot of pics sooo,,, heres a little bit

The cake that we WERE gonna give to kiol... but it looked to good! sorry kiol!

Oh yah you know you wanna tap that!! lol

i look like shit
kissy kissy!!
Thats like my favorite picture!!! EVER

ew ok i look really bad in the rest of the pictures!

REALLY BAD!
haha that looks weird
maddyson stuffing her face

Ok well i think thats it for now... maybe more later

leave me comments!!! <3

Bye lovelys <3

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 03:51:37 GMT

THESE ARENT CLEAR SORRY!!!!!!

MEEEE Haha me and my sissy! me, my brother in the middle, and my sister on the left
haha my brother.... hes gurlie in that pic!
and last! me and my sissy

Just took these

Comments please Bye lovelys <3

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 05:54:23 GMT

So... Iv'e been thinking a lot lately..... And Iv'e come to the conclusion that i wanna go far away. I just wanna move as far away as I possibly could and just start a whole new life. New friends, new school, new reputation, new everything. I know it would mean leaving all my great lovely friends behind, but i just think it would be so much better for me, just for a while. I hate the drama and all the shit thats going on. I'm not a slut i dont do drugs or have sex so stop fucking assuming it. I duuno i just had a very deep thinking proccess. Partly because my mom told me we were moving out of the state Sometime between the next 2 years.... So that got me thinking a lot. So if i seem depressed or if im bitchy, im sorry Iv'e just been thinking a lot.

Those were my thoughts over about 3 weeks

<3_____Me_____

Friday, April 15, 2005

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 00:04:41 GMT

:: So cut your wrists like a cheap coupon,
and say that death was on sale today </3... ::

Wow life realy sucks right now....

Bye lovely <3