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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Wed, 11 Jul 2007 19:24:39 GMT

sooo the fast has been going pretty well i have had a few little munchies here and there but yeah i don't really want to update till i have some real results. hope everyone is doing well.

i was gonna ask does anyone have msn messenger?? summer has been so borin bc i quit my job and no school and yeah just been staying home super bored latley...

blah, anyways hope you all are doing amazing!!

Sunday, July 08, 2007

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 23:03:52 GMT

You girls are AMAZING...you have no idea how much your supprot really helps, so thank you!!

So today is day TWO....Day one went well I didn't workout but I was very active running errands all day.

Today I think has been better.

Exercise so far:::

~Swimming (laps) for about 35 mins= 300 cals

~Two sets of pyrmid crunches=50

Also I have been working on setting up my room which is a lot of movement and cals being burned

Still havnt found the scale which I think is good cause I'm afraid to see what it is till my fast is done and when I will hopefully be A LOT lighter.

Intake so far today..

non fat creamer with coffee = 50 (i use alot!)

&& thats all besides water && its already 4pm yay!! I'm gonna have an Arizona Green Tea right now when I go to Barnes and Noble. That will be 120 cals and I think that might be it for the day.

So yeeeaaah laps are HARD!!! Such good workout but hard I was out of breathe and I had to keep taking breaks .

But hope you ladies are doing great and staying strong!!!

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Sat, 07 Jul 2007 23:29:43 GMT

Not sure what I weigh...we just moved to a new house & can't find the scale...

BUT today is the first day of my fast which I have NEVER taken SO serious.

The last I guess week I spent with my EX BOYFRIEND...We dated 2 years then broke up we had been apart W/O talking AT ALL for 6 months. Then I gave in && called him..I missed so much so yeah I called && now we are talking again && might work things out. BUT he went to NYC where he is from until JULY 1. Sooo I want to be 125 by the time he comes back. I HAVE TO BE. I'm probably like 137 right now, so its totally doable and some. But the last week I ate a lot and didnt workout or anything bc of being with him and such

When we were apart I got down to 123 and then when I call him again im 135, I just want him to see me skinny so I can feel pretty around him bc I NEVER do I always feel ugly, fat, and gross when I'm with him. I want to feel light and empty && i need to be at least 120 to feel that way, i think...

So I want to start off with a FIVE day fast!! Just water, coffee, and tea. I will do it. I just need to think of him thats all, enough motivation.

Also the new house has a pool so that (laps) along with toning at home bc I cant pay my gym membership till I get my check.

I'm excied to reach my goals!!!

I need all the support so I hope to get it along with be there for all you.

~much love <3

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 19:38:07 GMT

SO YeeeeAH..............

Went to the gym twice yesterday bc well my mom made my favorite dinner...I'm usally able to hold myslef but yesterday my mom told me how she made dinner just for me and blah blah blah so I ate then purged....ugh I know.

So then I went back to the gym.

First time at the gym I did the elliptical for 25 mins second time I did it for 30 mins...I also did major ab workouts each time...I'm pretty sure I worked off all my calories from yesterday including liquid calories.

Yesterdays Weigh In: 133

I think it might be the same today just cause I broke the fast even though I did work it off....

I hope you all did better then me yesterday, good luck ladies <3

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 18:30:47 GMT

((ToDaY))

So far all I have had was coffee with non fat haleznut creamer..((50 cals))

I will be going to the gym soon.

Yesterday was good keeping it all liquid, coffee, milk, green tea, ice tea, and water. I would say my total intake from all my liquids was about 500 cals, outtake about 400.

I hope to fast till friday or saturday...hope everyone is reaching their goals. <3

Ill weigh in later @ the gym!

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 02:20:40 GMT

So it's been quite awhile since I last updated...

It really has not been a successful break at all for me...I gave into bulimia which whenever i do i gain lots of weight...

I currently weigh 135...

ugh i know.

I'm trying really hard to get back on track though...

I'm currently on a liquid fast ((day 1)) and im going to try and go to the gym AT LEASE 5 times a week.

I hope all is well with you ladys && your reaching your goals <3

Monday, March 05, 2007

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 18:35:57 GMT

GOOD NEWS.....today is a new day

I just hope that i can rid myslef of bulimia completely.

Had a good workout today it was an hour. los of abs and leg excerises.

B: Arizona Ice Tea 120 cals (00 from fat)

L: Gatorade 150 cals.(i believe 00 from fat...)

I'm gonna have a bottled frappie when i get hoome (200 cals...50 from fat) then go to work and only water the rest of the night.

Hope all is well loves

Monday, March 05, 2007

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 06:14:06 GMT

the resaon i have not been on here so long is becasue MIA has taken over my life this past month...! Gah I cannot stand being mia its the complete opposite from ana in every way and feeling. I'm trying to get back on track

CW:123...considering all the bingeing ive been doing i'm lucky its only that...

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 16:26:07 GMT

Hey sweethearts.

So yeah yesterday was good.

B: coffee with hazelnut creamer (60 cals to be safe)

L: gatorade 130 cals

D: Lrg Starbucks Lowfat Frappie bottle 340 cals...yes i know. Only 50 cals were from that though.

The rest of the day I only had water. I went out to smoke hookah with my best freind and she ordered a huge plate of fries...I didnt even have one, I'm proud of that.

&& also I worked out at the gym I did about 25 mins of dance cardio, 10mins, on the elliptical on level 10, and weights for about 15 mins. I also did two set of pyrmid crunches.

***At work I walked a TON (I'm a hostess) and I worked for 6 hours.

Total cals for yesterday 530...and i don't really know how much i burned.

Well I will weigh in today at the gym I wll past again tonight.\

much love, lovelys.

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Sat, 10 Feb 2007 06:55:54 GMT

well i ate like the fat girl i am.

blah i guess it wasnt that bad though...i had a fat free yourgurt which was 100 cals then i had some of my moms dinner casue she kept asking why she never sees me eate and blah...but i admit i enjoyed eating..its a rarity. i just had a little salad some white rice and a pice of bbq rib gahhhh i know. oh and i just got home from the movies and i ate anohter yourgurt and a nature valley bar...whatev i suck i know.