holler. im just gonna write in my xanga right now because my girl jaylon is on her way to goto my house. we're gonna goto impact group soon. let me see though...today was an ok day. advisory class was great for the first time. there was a birdie that somehow flew into the AD-building. i dont know how, but it did. while ms.colemen was talking, i saw the bird fly by the classroom. i jumped. i told the class that i saw a bird fly by, but they thought that i was just hallucinating. so whatever...we just continued with class. the bird flies by again and i jumped. the class started laughing again because they thought that i was just messing with the teacher. now i was frustrated. i walked outside into the hallway to prove to my class that im not high. i took a step outside of class and there i saw the bird coming straight at me. i hopped back into the class and finally everyone believes me. ms.colemen called the office so that they can help the bird get out of the building. they were being so cruel. they were throwing stuff at the birdie making it all scared. thats evil man. all we did in chorus class today was work on our projects. i finished my project an hour early and so i decided to goto sleep. while i was resting, God told me to not waste time and go talk to thuy and julie. im glad that we had the talk. we learned a lot during the conversation. after the talk, we prayed for specific people. mrs.lerner-wright put thuy and i in charge of the dance moves for our next concert which is just coming around the corner. one of the songs that we are singing in that class is mary mary-in the morning. my baby girl kim and i are gonna sing a duet on it. this is gonna be so much fun. while i was walking with some friends afterschool, i felt someone slap my butt. i turned around and saw this boy looking at me. i got so heated that i accidently cussed and was about to hurt him. then, my girl cynthia jumped in and said that she did it. i love her a ton but that girl is gonna get people in a lot of trouble these days. i had no idea that she was walking behind me. at the bus stop today, i think that someone knocked over a bee hive or something because there were so many bees in the air that i could barely see the sky. it was horrible. ive never been stung before so i have no idea if im allergic or not. jill b. is extremely allergic. i dont even wanna talk about what happens to her when she gets sting. maybe i do...well...when she gets sting, her eyes would separate. ewww. thats why im scared of bees. like i said, jaylon is on her way and so im gonna have to bounce. ta-ta.

"age has no meaning when it comes to reaching out to people"

holler. HAPPY CINCO DE MAYO!! i had a strange dream last night, but i aint even gonna try to get into that. i came to school today and all i saw was mexican flags. students really got into the holiday today which is good. mr.bennett was being really mean today because hes sick. it sucks when hes sick...i hope he gets better. in fifth period, i was talking to a friend about  his girl problems. he had just broken up with his girl and now he's all depressed. towards the end of the conversation, he asked me out. i hope he was just messing around otherwise i would feel really bad. i wasnt even thinking when he asked me out. i heard the word "date" and i immediately said "no." i wasnt trying to be mean. it was just a reaction. i would have said no anyways, but at least in a nicer way. i drew him three stick figures: a happy one, a sad one, and an ok one. he circled the sad stick figure which showed me how down he was although he wasnt acting it at all. being his friend though, i made him an origami rose and left to lunch. the rally celebrating cinco de mayo at lunch was awesome. people were dancing, having fun, and recieving free CDs. there was also a soccer ball tricks contest which was off the hook. i liked billy's moves the best. he made omar look like nothing when he took off his shirt while balancing the ball on his back. i feel so much better about myself. i finally found an organization that will let me donate clothes to the african kids. since im not into highschool parties anymore, i decided to donate all of my party outfits. thats about one garbage bag full. the rest is gonna goto the salvation army. i hope that this organization is truthful. i hear a lot of stories about organizations stealing the clothes and selling them. my mama is gonna help me out with this. africa is located at the equador and so i know its hott there. its ok for them to look sexy and stylish in my party clothes. its better than walking around with their boobies popping in all direction. before i leave to sailing class, i just gotta say that my mama is the best. she knows what is good for me and she always buys them....such as the pack of thai tea in my fridge today. i love her. i love all of you too. MUAHZ. im sure that many of you have heard of this quote before.

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perserveres."

                                                          1 Corinthians 13:4-7

whoa...nothing happened at all today. hmm...let me think. MUAHZ to annie. i just hired some more security guards. they're gonna stop me from going shopping. i slept a lot today. i feel bad because i fell asleep along with other people in my physics class during a lecture. its not because my teacher is boring...its because my nap time just happens to be during third and sixth period. umm...i checked my grades today. so surprised that i have an A in math. shows you that test scores matters more than homework because i dont do any homework. my cute little nephew is sleeping over again. my mama is taking care of him tonight. im sure other things happened...just cant remember. i'll see you guys all later. MUAHZ

"if people throw ca-ca at you...throw it back at them"

                                                                         ~jill b.

"if its too good to be true...it probably is"

                                                                        ~anonymous

hey you. boy oh boy am i tired. my plan was to wake up at 5am to do my homework since i was busy all weekend. i remember waking up at five and and i remember saying to myself "i am strong i am strong." after that, i fell back to sleep. i woke up at 5:30 to take a shower. i worked on an essay and left to school. i was falling asleep in english class for the first time. it was chaos. enrique told me how he bought his gf a dress for $450. i thought that i spend a lot...guess not. today was so wierd. i have a disgust towards guys now. i mean i can talk to them. its just hard to give anyone hugs or whatever. its all good though. dont wanna think about any boys until im out of school. during lunch, Y and i just went around to explore our last month here at school before summer. my day has been so long. i had to do so much when i got home. i had to call the salvation army. my family are donating some stuff before we move. then, i did my chores like every good angel. ehehe. then i started packing away my winter clothes. i feel so bad. everyone knows that i have a love for african kids. why?...because many of them are starving and living without parents. i would get so mad at people who dont finish their food although i would do that sometimes. so there i was packing away my winter clothes. it filled up a whole black garbage bag. then, i started packing clothes that im gonna donate.....two garbage bags. the worst part is that my closet and my drawers are still full. i feel so bad for shopping so much now. i am promising myself that i wont go shopping anymore unless theres a huge sale somewhere. its the best i can do for now. living so close to the mall doesnt help at all. moving on...my nephew came over today. i missed that boy so much. as much as i love him, i hate babysitting him and thats exactly what im doing now. he didnt want to go home. as you all know, im moving soon and so my internet, cable, and phoneline is gonna be disconnected. im gonna go now...love you all. MUAHZ. since everyone is beginning to drive...im gonna give you guys some tips even though i dont drive. many things that i say have a much deeper meaning...so think hard you monkey poop.

TIPS:

1.) when everything is coming your direction...you're driving the wrong way

2.) being too close to the stirring wheel is dangerous

3.) looking at your rear mirror will prevent you from looking at whats ahead