MicHeLLe_LaM's Xanga

Thursday, May 06, 2004

Thu, 06 May 2004 19:51:19 GMT

holler. im just gonna write in my xanga right now because my girl jaylon is on her way to goto my house. we're gonna goto impact group soon. let me see though...today was an ok day. advisory class was great for the first time. there was a birdie that somehow flew into the AD-building. i dont know how, but it did. while ms.colemen was talking, i saw the bird fly by the classroom. i jumped. i told the class that i saw a bird fly by, but they thought that i was just hallucinating. so whatever...we just continued with class. the bird flies by again and i jumped. the class started laughing again because they thought that i was just messing with the teacher. now i was frustrated. i walked outside into the hallway to prove to my class that im not high. i took a step outside of class and there i saw the bird coming straight at me. i hopped back into the class and finally everyone believes me. ms.colemen called the office so that they can help the bird get out of the building. they were being so cruel. they were throwing stuff at the birdie making it all scared. thats evil man. all we did in chorus class today was work on our projects. i finished my project an hour early and so i decided to goto sleep. while i was resting, God told me to not waste time and go talk to thuy and julie. im glad that we had the talk. we learned a lot during the conversation. after the talk, we prayed for specific people. mrs.lerner-wright put thuy and i in charge of the dance moves for our next concert which is just coming around the corner. one of the songs that we are singing in that class is mary mary-in the morning. my baby girl kim and i are gonna sing a duet on it. this is gonna be so much fun. while i was walking with some friends afterschool, i felt someone slap my butt. i turned around and saw this boy looking at me. i got so heated that i accidently cussed and was about to hurt him. then, my girl cynthia jumped in and said that she did it. i love her a ton but that girl is gonna get people in a lot of trouble these days. i had no idea that she was walking behind me. at the bus stop today, i think that someone knocked over a bee hive or something because there were so many bees in the air that i could barely see the sky. it was horrible. ive never been stung before so i have no idea if im allergic or not. jill b. is extremely allergic. i dont even wanna talk about what happens to her when she gets sting. maybe i do...well...when she gets sting, her eyes would separate. ewww. thats why im scared of bees. like i said, jaylon is on her way and so im gonna have to bounce. ta-ta.

"age has no meaning when it comes to reaching out to people"

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

Wed, 05 May 2004 20:17:42 GMT

holler. HAPPY CINCO DE MAYO!! i had a strange dream last night, but i aint even gonna try to get into that. i came to school today and all i saw was mexican flags. students really got into the holiday today which is good. mr.bennett was being really mean today because hes sick. it sucks when hes sick...i hope he gets better. in fifth period, i was talking to a friend about his girl problems. he had just broken up with his girl and now he's all depressed. towards the end of the conversation, he asked me out. i hope he was just messing around otherwise i would feel really bad. i wasnt even thinking when he asked me out. i heard the word "date" and i immediately said "no." i wasnt trying to be mean. it was just a reaction. i would have said no anyways, but at least in a nicer way. i drew him three stick figures: a happy one, a sad one, and an ok one. he circled the sad stick figure which showed me how down he was although he wasnt acting it at all. being his friend though, i made him an origami rose and left to lunch. the rally celebrating cinco de mayo at lunch was awesome. people were dancing, having fun, and recieving free CDs. there was also a soccer ball tricks contest which was off the hook. i liked billy's moves the best. he made omar look like nothing when he took off his shirt while balancing the ball on his back. i feel so much better about myself. i finally found an organization that will let me donate clothes to the african kids. since im not into highschool parties anymore, i decided to donate all of my party outfits. thats about one garbage bag full. the rest is gonna goto the salvation army. i hope that this organization is truthful. i hear a lot of stories about organizations stealing the clothes and selling them. my mama is gonna help me out with this. africa is located at the equador and so i know its hott there. its ok for them to look sexy and stylish in my party clothes. its better than walking around with their boobies popping in all direction. before i leave to sailing class, i just gotta say that my mama is the best. she knows what is good for me and she always buys them....such as the pack of thai tea in my fridge today. i love her. i love all of you too. MUAHZ. im sure that many of you have heard of this quote before.

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perserveres."

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

Tue, 04 May 2004 23:27:16 GMT

whoa...nothing happened at all today. hmm...let me think. MUAHZ to annie. i just hired some more security guards. they're gonna stop me from going shopping. i slept a lot today. i feel bad because i fell asleep along with other people in my physics class during a lecture. its not because my teacher is boring...its because my nap time just happens to be during third and sixth period. umm...i checked my grades today. so surprised that i have an A in math. shows you that test scores matters more than homework because i dont do any homework. my cute little nephew is sleeping over again. my mama is taking care of him tonight. im sure other things happened...just cant remember. i'll see you guys all later. MUAHZ

"if people throw ca-ca at you...throw it back at them"

~jill b.

"if its too good to be true...it probably is"

~anonymous

Monday, May 03, 2004

Mon, 03 May 2004 23:41:28 GMT

hey you. boy oh boy am i tired. my plan was to wake up at 5am to do my homework since i was busy all weekend. i remember waking up at five and and i remember saying to myself "i am strong i am strong." after that, i fell back to sleep. i woke up at 5:30 to take a shower. i worked on an essay and left to school. i was falling asleep in english class for the first time. it was chaos. enrique told me how he bought his gf a dress for $450. i thought that i spend a lot...guess not. today was so wierd. i have a disgust towards guys now. i mean i can talk to them. its just hard to give anyone hugs or whatever. its all good though. dont wanna think about any boys until im out of school. during lunch, Y and i just went around to explore our last month here at school before summer. my day has been so long. i had to do so much when i got home. i had to call the salvation army. my family are donating some stuff before we move. then, i did my chores like every good angel. ehehe. then i started packing away my winter clothes. i feel so bad. everyone knows that i have a love for african kids. why?...because many of them are starving and living without parents. i would get so mad at people who dont finish their food although i would do that sometimes. so there i was packing away my winter clothes. it filled up a whole black garbage bag. then, i started packing clothes that im gonna donate.....two garbage bags. the worst part is that my closet and my drawers are still full. i feel so bad for shopping so much now. i am promising myself that i wont go shopping anymore unless theres a huge sale somewhere. its the best i can do for now. living so close to the mall doesnt help at all. moving on...my nephew came over today. i missed that boy so much. as much as i love him, i hate babysitting him and thats exactly what im doing now. he didnt want to go home. as you all know, im moving soon and so my internet, cable, and phoneline is gonna be disconnected. im gonna go now...love you all. MUAHZ. since everyone is beginning to drive...im gonna give you guys some tips even though i dont drive. many things that i say have a much deeper meaning...so think hard you monkey poop.

TIPS:

1.) when everything is coming your direction...you're driving the wrong way

2.) being too close to the stirring wheel is dangerous

3.) looking at your rear mirror will prevent you from looking at whats ahead

Monday, May 03, 2004

Mon, 03 May 2004 00:28:38 GMT

god is good

Sunday, May 02, 2004

Sun, 02 May 2004 01:01:20 GMT

hola. i was up all night last night crying for my friends. i hate seeing them feel depressed. it makes me feel so selfish because even though theres drama in my life, i still feel peaceful. i cant even tell you what time i went to bed. i just have such a great love for my friends. i think that music is a big part of life. it can make you happy and it can bring you down. its funny how depressed people would listen to depressing music which would only make them feel worst. i used to been one of them. the one thing that depressed people want the most is to be understood. thats why they listen to depressing music sometimes. now when i look at it, i think that its very stupid. music is affecting a lot of my love ones...same with relationships, and drama at home. im sick of it. i cant stand seeing people saying things like they want to kill themselves. ive been at the point where i tried to kill myself before. it hurts me to see others in the same position. i was so bothered by this last night that i was calling my friends really late. i talked to joel and avi until 11:30. its good to have friends there to encourage you. i find it very important. moving on though.. my day started off with a nice phonecall from my cousin waking me up at 9am. its been awhile since we got the chance to really talk and so im glad that she called. she picked me up afterwards and we went to the hiltop mall. there, we saw mao and nate. we took some pix. cousin bebi and mama monkey made a bet that i was gonna lose the pix today. it was not at the mall where i lost it. it was the bus. i decided to go home and chill with my mama while they went out to dinner. i saw some friends on the bus. one of them got a quarter stuck in the money machine. smart huh? my mama and i went shopping. my mommy bought me a dress for the formal. there was two dresses that i wanted. one was $269. and the other one was $48. both of them were nice. i was gonna get the more expensive one. while i was about to pay for it, i decided not to because the formal isnt worth it. maybe next year. i still owe too many people birthday gifts. im home right now, cant wait until i get to goto church tomorrow. yaya!!

"dont mess with love before its time...it aint healthy yo"

i have so much homework...ay yuh.

Saturday, May 01, 2004

Sat, 01 May 2004 00:09:08 GMT

buenas tardes. ive been through a lot over the past couple days...thats why i really havent been writing in here. all of my closer friends should already know what happened and thats all that matters. i love my friends. they're helping me not to get into any relationship until i graduate from high school. im doing this by choice. i dont think that having a relationship is healthy for me. i went to impact group really stressed out last night. i left feeling better than ever though. i love spending time with my brothers and sisters. i made a promise to God last night that i will give him my all to see my love ones enter the gates of heaven. last night was so wierd. i woke up in the middle of the night. i was wide awake for some reason and praying. the wierd part was that i have no idea what i was praying for. its all good though. this morning, i got to talk to my girl jaylon. we spend about 20 mins before school just to encourage each other. we talked about what God has been doing over the past couple of days. although there were a ton of things in my mind, God still did all these little things which kept me going. my God is real and theres no word that i can use to explain his greatness. my best friend y vu and i went to the fish club at lunch today. there were a ton of free food, but that was not the reason why i went it was cool to see people actually showing up. we also went to the christian club afterschool. i want the two clubs to combine. we shouldnt be separated like that. im pretty sure that i failed my physics exam. i didnt have the time to study. after all that, i went to chill at Ys house. we're such dorks. i hired her as my new backround singer/dancer. God blessed me with Y. everytime im with her, its like ive been baptized in the holy spirit. Y knows what im talking about. from there, i came home and went straight to the phone to talk to jaylon. its important to encourage each other. high schoolers these days are all depressed. im so glad its friday. i love you all...i really do and it feels good!!

"TIME IS RUNNING OUT. MAKE THE BEST OF YOU LIFE AND SMILE!!!"

ATTENTION: y vu is losing her mind. she cant even tell the difference between word doc and internet explorer. ay yuh. as her friends...we gotta take actions quickly. its all our fault for always hitting her in the head.

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 21:35:47 GMT

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH ... MAUHZ

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 20:22:28 GMT

dang today was hot. that could only mean one thing though...summer is around the corner. woot woot. everyone from SR that went to easter camp agreed to all wear our camp T-shirts today. half of them forgot. so there i was...wearing black in the great o sun looking like a psycho woman. nothing much happened today either. i invited some friends to go rafting with me over the summer with my vietnamese church. summer is gonna be so fun. im making andrew goto church with me every sunday, wednesday, thurday, and saturday. that leaves him three days a week to do whatever he wants. i missed my bus today which really stinks because my bus only comes every hour. instead of waiting for the next bus...i went to visit my gramma. after that, i went out for some starbucks with my cousin, took him to the doctors, then went home. remember the story i told you about my daddy's bday party. i finally heard it from another person's point of view other than my parents. before i left to the easter cantata...people were already drunk and passing out all over the place. just before i left, some girl even barfed all over my bedroom and tried to hide it under some pillows. after my brother john picked me up, the cops showed up. he said that my neighbor called him. he said that he knows that we werent doing anything wrong...our neighbor just loves to call him. soon later, everyone began to sober up. when they heard about what happened, they yelled at that little lady. our other neighbors tried to stop her from calling the cops again, but she did so anyways. we never got in trouble for anything, so that just makes her look stupid. keep in mind that my dad's party was at 4pm. i think its funny how she is always calling the cops and leaving notes in our mailbox. i know that we're not doing anything wrong. my dad likes to say "no wonder she aint got a husband." thats what you get for messing with my family. i dont think that anything is gonna happen today. if only i could go chill at the beach or something. i cant wait until i get to goto raft camp. i get to see way more stars there than in san rafael. stars has got to be my fave of all of Gods creation. love you all. i'll come back in something happens. MUAHZ. holler at my man.

"Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, will be measured to you. Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eyes and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?"

~matthew 7:1-3

hey you guys. im back. my sister just got home from school. she wants to spend some sister time together. we werent able to do that before, so im happy. that was not the reason why i went back online though. i just got a phonecall from my pastor's wife. she told me that she needs to talk to me asap. whatever it is must be really important because she wont tell me over the phone. she also said that the talk might take an hour long. she said that its very important for me to show up at her office right afterschool tomorrow. ay yuh. i dont think i did anything bad. one more thing...as i was taking my nap today, i heard somethign on TV about a guy name antonio rivera getting arrested. i jumped out of my sofa and saw that it was someone else. phew.

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 00:37:37 GMT

hey hey. star testing is over!! umm...nothing really happened today. my chorus class is gonna be singing the song in the morning by mary mary for our next singing competition at great america. my teacher wants me to teach the class the song since she doesnt know it. that should be interesting. umm...i was happy to hear that thuy and my cousin lan got to talk to each other on sunday. my family is pretty much divided into halves. it shouldnt have to be like that. Y asked me to point out an ugly person out to her because she doesnt believe in ugly people. i havent found anyone that i think is ugly. thats a change. go me. the heat is really getting to me. its making me all tired and boring looking. oh well. i got to talk to my babee. Y and i looked at some prom dresses online which was fun. im gonna go watch spice world with my mama now. that bugs david so much. ehehe. oh well...hes gonna have to get used to it. MUAHZ. i gotta go now. no quotes for today. love you all. ta-ta