I know you understand,
But it's not enough.
This evening falls so lightly
it's almost deception.
To be found in the dream of your bliss
I never asked for it,
I never asked for it.

So I find myself here,
You don't understand at all
You deserve every bit that I have
I wish I was the one with all the broken dreams.
Because when you say you
Don't want to be alive,
It hurts me to see you smile

Even if you're smiling at me.
Yeah, even if you're smiling at me

I'd give it all up, you know?
Just to be with you.
There's no other possibility for me
You're all I know,
You're all I know.

So please find me here
I'll give you ever bit of what I have
Just to stop your dreams from dying
Because if you don't want to live, I can't either
And it hurts me to see you smile

Even if you're smiling at me.

A - Age you got your first kiss: 96 (tee hee)
B - Band you are listening to right now: None-- Stacie Orrico
C - Crush: Jacob, der.
D - Dad's name: Terry
E - Easiest person to talk to: Teia. For me, at least.
F - Favorite ice cream: vanilla
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears: worms-- the really sour ones 
H - Hometown: St. Charles, MO
I - Instruments: My voice
J - Jam or jelly: jam
K - Kids: I don't have any, but I love them all.

L - Longest car ride ever: Florida.
M - Mom's name: Suzette

N - Nicknames: Jessi, Jess, Kessi, KessiJessi, KJ, Punk, Ottowatski, Babby, Punk, Jannessica,  Kristen, Kristen D., Kristen Dunston...
O - One wish: driver's license
P - Phobia(s): Saliva, heights, complete darkness, really open spaces, things flying above my head.
Q - Quote: too many...
R - Reason to smile: Jesus
S - Song you sang last: "0.0 Baby" - Stacie Orrico.
T - Time you woke up today: 8:30
U - Unknown fact about me: I can yodel
V - Vegetables you : asparagus
W - Worst habits: I'm OCD about too many things-- which means I have alot of wied habits.
X - X-rays you've had: teeth
Y - Yummy food: pepperoni
Z - Zodiac sign: Pisces

A is for age?: 18

B is for booze: non-drinker

C is for career: Something with a ministry lieYFC

D is for dad's name: Terry

E is for essential items to bring to a party: friends, movies, games

F is for favorite song at the moment: Worlds Apart - Jars of Clay

G is for girlfriend: none

H is for hometown: Jackson Hole, WY

I is for instruments you play: none

J is for jam or jelly you like: strawberry, apple butter

K is for kids table: non existent.

L is for living arrangements: with my family of 7

N is for name of your best friend: Abbi

O is for overnight hospital stays: None

P is for phobias: spit, things flying above my head, rejection, abandonment, complete darkness. (wow.. I'm a psycho.)

Q is for quote you like: "One rain drop raises the ocean"

R is for relationship that lasted longest: Shawn..?

S is for sexual position: Waiting until marriage

T is for time you wake up: supposed to be 6:30

U is for unique trait: I'm SUCH a mom.

V is for vegetable you love: carrots

X is for x-rays you've had: teeth

Y is for yummy food you make: Pasta Primavera (if made correctly.

Z is for zodiac sign: Pisces