Change rocks this world...

Change is truly constant...

I quit my job to focus on school which is working little by little...

I talked to Bryant last night and I discovered how hard of a life he has to live and I'll wait patiently for him to come back and in the mean time I'm staying single.

Ben is talking about moving to Missouri and I'm sad about that. All he had to say was all good things come to an end...which hurt very much.  He's been my friend for 8 years now...

Everything is changing quickly and I feel like a whirlwind has consumed me and I'm waiting for it spit me out onto familiar territory. I want things to be like they were back in the summer and that prospect seems to be diminishing in it's reality as the days progress.

I feel all alone, yet, there are still a few people around me that care.

The themes of this year have been betrayal, desertion, and trying to find the strength to move on.

I was on the job from 2PM-12:20AM, I like the job, but not closing. Come on in to at BRAUMS at Central & Tyler! I'll make you a burger or a double dip!

In other news, whoever's been spreading *t around that I'm mad at BEN just stop. 

I worked from 5:00PM-12:30AM last night...ugh.

Today I work from 2:00PM-11:00PM. 

I feel like throwing up, but I won't give up and call in sick.

What I Think About....

Drugs: Strangely alluring, yet flawed in logic for why would a person desire to destroy their bodies just for a fleeting moment of enjoyment?

Sex:  Sounds like something that would be fun and meaningful if done with that special person that you are completely and intimately connected to.

(True) Friends:  People that you always want to be around, but sometimes have to miss. For only a person who breaks from their friends for a while can truly see the gladness brought forth to you upon your return.  Friends are people that you can get along with and people that respect your choices, space, and privacy. They'll help you to make choices that will better you as a person and most of all help you stay away from those who wish to destroy you.

Murderers and Chivalry: Murderers are wicked souls that were once among the righteous. Their external and internal influences carried them off into a world of deep depression and manic anger that caused them to snap and slay an innocent or....in their mind....a personal  tormentor.  Righteous killers of murderers are not murderers, but saviors to a world that dislikes all manner of violence. A world that deems ALL VIOLENCE as destructive to the young minds, but the only thing keeping the killings in the name of good from being just that is...moronic, powerful people. Chivalry is no longer valued as a virtue.  Slaying the vile to protect the innocent is thought of as VILE vs VILE nowadays!

I would allow a person to kill another if that person deemed 'another' killed an innocent.

Killing just for personal pleasure, relief from personal torment, and/or by reason of psychological disorder is wrong no matter how gone a person is mentally.  Punishable only by their own DEMISE!

Life VS Death Penalty: What people don't understand fully is a killing no matter how tame or heinous the nature is still WRONG unless that killing was done in the name of chivalry. The Death Penalty is one I support very strongly now!  Why allow a person that ended an innocent in the eyes of the law to continue to LIVE?

That is all that is on my mind right now...so BYE!

I agree FULLY with this article's message!

the Ninjai Gang vbmenu_register("postmenu_16658", true); The Gang   Join Date: Aug 2001 Posts: 32

Violence isn’t bad. Violence isn’t good. Violence is neutral… We know that what we’re saying here is politically incorrect. From the time many of us have been little kids we have been told that any type of violence or fighting is bad. We have been raised to be passive and to believe that violence can never solve any problems. “All violence is equal.” “All violence is bad.” A man who murders a mother and her children simply out of sadism is not given the death penalty in most states of our country because we have been taught that if we execute that murderer, that we too will be murderers. Such fools make no distinction between the righteous execution of a murderer and the murder. The recent hijacking and murder of thousands of innocent Americans will hopefully force the pacifists to reconsider the absurdity of their world view. The fact is, violence against innocent civilians is evil, whereas violence against those who commit evil violence against innocents is not evil; it is good; it is righteous.