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Thursday, September 04, 2008
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To those who mean the most to me
I'm in love with Douglas Glen. People always talk about butterflies when they kiss. I feel something completely different. Everytime we kiss I feel like giving him my heart over and over because I know he will protect it and love it better than I, or any one else, ever could. He was able to save me from myself. He encourages me to always do what I want and to follow my dreams. I tell him that hes the guy off of it's a wonderful like because he's always helping people. He truly is a kind and decent person.My parents are the stable ground I stand on. I owe so much to them. They have taught me what is good and right and how love and life is. That if you want something to work YOU have to work to make it.My dear sister is my alter-ego. We are so much alike and yet so different. She is indeed a great big sis. She has given me a precious niece and a good hearted nephew whom I love like they were mine.My true blue, crazy, loyal, and loving friends are unique in their own way. They have taught me things about life and friendship.Kayla- We've been friends since we started school. We totally get each other and are there for each other in good times and bad. I can't thank you enough for just being there.Brenda- My old roommate. You give me stregnth and courage. I admire you so much for everything you've accomplished. I am proud to call you my friend.Shannon- Your like the big brother I never had. You've been my protector. Even though somedays I feel like killing you, your one of the best listeners I've ever known.Erin- You always make things fun and interesting. You truly made me feel like part of the stewart family. Just know that I will always be here for you. Just like a sister ;DAsh- You are the funniest person I know! You will always be the life of a party.Matt- Your like my lil brother. I love being a part of your life.
thank you all for being my friends and helping me grow up and yet giving me times where I don't have to be grown up :D and putting up with some of the dumbest things I do!
Saturday, July 19, 2008
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Currently Watching
The X-Files - The Complete First Season (Slim Set)
By David Duchovny, Gillian Anderson
see relatedRock bottom kind of night
Yea... it's one of those where you feel like your losing it. You don't know where your going or what your doing... who to trust or when to say how you really feel. When you don't even know if your friends are really being your friends. Feeling kinna lonely around here.
Is this the way I'm suppose to be going? Is this where I want to be?
GAH how is this going to work out?!?! It's a crazy world full of hope and hopelessness all at the same time.
I'd kill for a vacation right about now...
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
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Currently Reading
The Princess Bride: S. Morgenstern's Classic Tale of True Love and High Adventure
By William Goldman
see relatedThe difference between Guys and Girls
So me and Erin were talking the other day and we happen to be going over some events that have happened in the past and how guys just seem to be so ok with people who have done them wrong. I mean seriously!!! Example: an old girlfriend (who was a horrible lying one) comes up to a guy and the guy acts like it never even happen. Everything is ok! Girls on the other hand are a totally different story. We hold on to our anger... even if the hurting wasn't done to us. If somebody hurts a friend of ours we hate the one who did the hurting. We remember that everytime we see the person who did the wrong doing. It really baffled me at first about guys can be so cool about everything and they shouldn't be so forgetting, but then I was like hey, that's actually prolly the better way to be. Why hold a grudge? what good does that do? Sure some one hurts you or your friend but you shouldn't hate them for life! I mean get over it!! Life is short and why waste it being angery with people? So here's to you guys! You actually do some things right. And yes this does mean I am going to try and be more like a guy. But only in the forgiving and forgetting sense
Thursday, June 19, 2008
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Currently Gaming
Classic NES Series: Super Mario Bros
By Nintendo
see relatedSo what have I been up to? VBS, CHurch Camp, Dad's surgery, babysitting dad, and now I have to go job hunting. FUN right? Yea ohhh well. I'm really ready for the fall. That's when everything is going to happen. Everything just feels extra blah lately... nothings going exactly to plan but hey ish happens. Me and doug went up and shot some bball tonight and i did pretty good all things considered.
Ya know I was thinking the other day... attitudes are so catching! Like I've been missing marcos cuz I want a good attitude and he is always happy! I've been in a cruddy mood lately thinking about things keep messing up in my life and ya know what it doesn't matter! I have God in my life and the rest shouldn't matter and I just need to get over it. But I will say there is one thing I can't get out my head even though I give myself this peptalk...how SOME things are goin really bugs me and I do wonder if there is something I need to do about it. Just not like they were... I know I hate it when people aren't blunt about what they're saying but hey it happens
If any one reads these any more let me know if you know of in any openings in HS, DF, or Linden.
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
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Currently Watching
She's All That
By Freddie Prinze Jr., Rachael Leigh Cook, Matthew Lillard, Paul Walker, Jodi Lyn O'Keefe
see relatedRomance movies are crap
I hate how romance movies give the wrong ideas. Like they see each other, there's a feeling, they fall in love, something happens and a fight ensues, they seperate for a day and then get back together and happily ever after. Yea... doesn't happen like that. And you wonder why guys have such a hard time living up to girl's standards. As soon as girls are old enough to pay attention we're showed movies with prince charmings that come in and swoop you off your feet. Real life is so much more complicated than swooping or giving a simple kiss to say everything is going to be alright. I'm not saying I don't believe in love cuz that's dumb. BUT I am saying that sometimes I HATE romance movies. They make it look so simple and love between men and women is never that simple. Love is hard. It takes a lot of work to make it work the way it's suppose to. I know it prolly wouldn't make a good movie, but for once I'd like to see one that shows how it really is because too many people think that love is like it is in the movies. HELLO they're actors!!! It's a STORY! People movies and shows are not reality. They are there so we can have a break from reality.
I don't know why but it was on my mind... I hate how complicated it is but then I remind myself if you don't have to work for it then is it really worth it? When things come easy, you take them for granted. Love is something you never want to take for granted. So really I guess what I'm trying to tell myself is suck it up and endure. It's worth the struggle.
MissJesseMae
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- Name: Jess
- Birthday: 1/23/1988
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 4/17/2006
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I'm a radiology major, christian, dog-person, engaged to Douglas :), dr. pepper addict... I LOVE tennis, movies, being with friends, arcade games, my family, James Bond... I'm pretty much a nerd. And enjoy every minute of it.
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