I'm just to far from where you are.......
It's so amazing to me how much people change for somebody or something. It's like they feel like if they aren't the center of attention then they have to bring everybody else down.
As I get a little older and maybe a little smarter I can't believe how much people change... things that people said that they would never do for a girlfriend or a boyfriend or anyone, they do at a drop of a hat. And, without even noticing it the isolate themselves from their all friends . Then its like one day that realize that they don't really have any close friends- then when the relationship that they replaced where all there friends starts to fall apart, the can't figure out why nobody wants to hangout with them. I really is amazing to me.
I hate to say that I am glad that some friendships that i have or have had are ending or already ended. Cause it seems like those are the ones that i thought wouldn't end this soon... but on the other hand I'm glad that the friendships that i thought were not as strong have become stronger again- like they were a long time ago.
It's kinda cool cause the people that I was close with in middle school and some of high school, are all kinda coming back together. And, I think that it says a lot that we can kinda grow in different ways but still hangout a couple years later and still have fun and do some of the same stuff we did then. Maybe that what true friendships do they grow and change, but they still seem to come back to what they know. Oh well, I'm just lucky to have some of the friends that I have. All you can do is go with the flow.... No big deal.
Everyone's changing and I don't feel the same
(I kinda sound like a grown-up....AWKWARD)
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