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One year ago today.....

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1. Classes start this week
2. My room is awesome
3. College freshman are ridiculous
4. I miss Whit
5. Now that the summer is OVER my life is starting to get stress free
6. Refer back to number 1---that stress free time won't be long
7. I wanna go to the beach
8. The YMCA is closed, i can't work out
9. I feel anxious when I don't work out
10. I really enjoyed having the whole weekend off work
11. PSU PLAYS NOTRE DAME NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!
12. .....and I'll be working :'-(
13. But we have TVs at the Y
14. Trust me, I'll be watching, baby....
15. I love Penn State
16. I'm gonna have a hard time leaving next year
17. Have a good one.

I despise this stage of my life right now.

I can't stand the "inbetween highschool and college" stage. It is officially driving me insane. My friends are all weird and knowing what to do is crazy. I have friends at work, but they're all over the age of 25, and I love them to death but they're all moms and I can't really relate to that...obviously. Then I have college friends, but most of them have already finished a year or something to that effect and I feel so inexperienced and young compared to them. Not only that, I feel like I don't have the "right" to be their friend yet, it's weird, I know..but bear with me. And then I have my highschool friends. I have very few that I still talk to and care about...like 2 or 3. You never think you're gonna be one of the people that loses their highschool friends...but believe me, it'll happen. All those things that I thought mattered 4 months ago, they now make me laugh and roll my eyes at my immaturity and stupidity. So right now I have a few highschool friends that I talk to, and even some of the ones that I graduated with are still stuck in highschool mode. Oh my gosh, I'm getting confused just trying to type this all out.

There is one friend, though, and I really wish I had spent more time with her this summer, cause she's beyond amazing. We're at the exact same point in life...not really sure where to fit in, not sure what to do. We feel like kids trying to play grown-up. I miss her so much, she left me for South Carolina last Friday and I didn't realize how much it was going to drive me bonkers. I'm prayin though that she'll transfer to Liberty with me next year (wink wink)...cause then I think my life would be pretty much perfect.

I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WHITNEY!!!!!!

..i know this entry was totally random, but I just had to type it out cause I didn't know what else to do.

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Had another beach day this past yesterday with Tiff, Josh, Zach and the french exchange student named Arthur.

Wicked awesome time.

Got stuck in 4 hour traffic on the way home, didn't get home til 1...

...and STUPID ME...by some unknown motivation...still got up at 7 to work out..

it's insane what working at the YMCA will do to you.