For those of you that know me well, I transferred to another school this semester. It's going pretty well except the fact that it's like a million dollars a semester! Not really, but it IS a private four-year college so it's a pretty penny. I took out loans this semester, and I probably will be taking out loans until I graduate. This is sad... I'll be up my ass with loans once I start working. Which means, I basically won't have any money to play. Boo hoo! I'm pretty much sure 80% of you guys are on the same boat. I'm kind of upset about the fact that I am semi starting over because I changed majors from Nursing to Sports Medicine. But you know what? I fucking love it. I'm slightly frustrated at the fact that I have a few more years of school left. I'm not too sure how many exactly (probably around 2-3) since I'm pretty much taking the maximum amount of credits each semester and I will be taking summer classes. I was speaking to my advisor today and I was telling him how much I wanted to graduate already. I'm glad he felt my pain and was helping me reach my goals. Don't get me wrong... it's just that I've been in school since 2003 and everyone around me has already graduated and has already established a career. It kinda makes me kick myself in the ass sometimes. But in the end, I know it'll be worth the blood, sweat, and tears.

It's my last week at work and I'm so fucking sad! I have two bosses who I just really work with 24-7 and one of them left for Vietnam and Cambodia last Friday and I nearly cried when I gave him a hug goodbye. I mean it's not like I'll never see these people ever again because I'll probably hang out with them over the summer or come visit for more happy hour. Lol! But I've just grown so close with most of them... you know how it is. My main reason for leaving work is I just want to be a full time student from now until I graduate... otherwise I feel like I'll never graduate. I made the decision to stop doing nursing and to continue something I always had a passion for so I am so excited and soooo dying to just do it and get that doctorate. I've been working since like forever, literally. And honestly, I really think I deserve a break. I hate when people say stupid things like "Oh you're so lucky you get to finish school.. you're parents pay for your school and you live at home so you don't pay rent." It's like... FUCK YOU! You don't know my fucking financial situation! Lol! Uhm, last I checked I'm going to have to apply for loans and bust my ass after I graduate to pay for these loans. Okay, yes I've been blessed with extremely supportive parents... but, spoiled?! If I was spoiled, I wouldn't have been working for as long as I have or I wouldn't have paid for the past few semesters of school myself or I wouldn't have had to buy the car I drive with MY money or basically pay for anything I own or use. Honestly, I'm not in a rush to move out! So what! My parents DON'T bother me and I SAVE MONEY! What is it to you?  How about the fact that I planned this break from work and actually saved most of my money so I CAN take a break. Ugh, I hate people who don't even know me say stuff like that to me.. it's so annoying. What's even more annoying is when people say "You should've stayed with nursing you would've made more money after you graduate." Lol! Uhm shut you're fucking fat mouth up. Uhm last I checked my bosses are making boku bucks. Tell me why I want to be miserable for the rest of my life doing something I never even wanted to do. Last I checked, you have to have the passion for nursing not just because your parents want you to do it and because your mom is a nurse. Haha.

Besides being able to just relax, I'll be able to train at the gym again. I sure have slacked off these past six months since I had school and a full time job. So after all the Memorial Day BBQs this weekend it's gym time all day everyday. I need to produce more endorphins in my brain and I need to release a lot of stress.

One of these days I just want to fuck all the bullshit, grab some junk food, and sit through all the seasons of Sex In the City on DVD.