so everything i said in the last entry remains the same..butttt i had a revalation.

I'm so incredibly happy right now!!

WE`RE BREAKiNG FREE 0x --»
` - --» we're soaring, flying, there's not
a star in heaven that we can't reach

so it goes like this. i have this friend who  i literally just realized knows me pretty dang well.

kind of creepy in the sense i never thought we would become close enough for him to know me like this

So maybe it was today when he told me i dont like this kid i've been crushing on for a while that it actually occured to me...

I might NOT like him. oh the horrer. (but i still think there is a chance i might)

she may be confused about a lot of things .. but
she knows that the only time she`s // ______
truly happy is when she`s with him -- <33

but what it also made me realize is that i really dont like anyone that much.

I mean we're talking about me here, who was in love with whats his face for a long time

well i can finally truly say im over whats his face and it feels..nice : )

its also very very nice to know how close i've become with some people. Boy does the human race surprise you sometimes. I mean i would have never guessed i would have been friends with the people i'm friends with even a few months ago..weirdness happens

Torn-open hearts are more open to new situations

  if you don't take the chance, you'll
never know how perfect it could be.

this weekend was  AMAZING. I love feeling happy like this

remember me, always.
love me, forever

Friday night jenna kir and me went to alex's house. wow no words can describe the effect you guys have on me. I love you girls.best freinds forever i dont think i laugh as hard with anyone but you guys. then we watched the best movie ever

"i want you inside me". "what was that" "oh hey whats up..from before"~ haha

missing someone is a part of loving them;
if you're never apart then you`ll never
know how strong your love really is..

then saturday night sammy came over and we went to mike's house. ej benny cassie jenna tyler and some other person all went over there lol. haha i was in a headstandy mood.

then we had to go sleep in bloomington at sammy's house. so we ended up going out later to this kid jake's house. man are parties different there then they are at av. but definetly just as fun lol

what you feel is what you are.
and what you are is beautiful

you look. he looks. you walk away
wondering if your look had the same
effect on him that his did on youu.

guys.. man i don't even know whats up with them. lol I decided i'm not giving up on ((Him)). because if i like him that much and these feelings i get with him are that strong .. then i guess he's worth it. but who knows whats to come....

_____ when you can`t stop smiling after you talk to him
& you still get butterflies & that huge smile across your face,
that let`s you know he`s something special.

one boy, one girl.
two hearts beating wildly.
to put it mildly,
it was love at first sight.
he smiled, she smiled.
and they knew right away.
this was the day they`d waited for..
their whole lives.
and for a moment, the whole world
revolved around
one boy, and one girl.

life-live. laugh. love

I love life . You never know what is going to happen.

 Its truly unpredictable. and as scary as that may seem.

 sometimes you have to learn that

what happens was always meant to be

i feel . . . free. not  only because avaires is finally done. and i dont have gymnastics anymore.