Man what a boring day today... spent the whole day in my pj's.  My mom's been pissing me off lately, and she doesnt understand i need the presence of my friends or ill go crazy.  And she just doesnt understand period, but im not gonna make a big deal about it with her. 

Sorry guys i tried, i guess ill see u guys monday.  I guess im stuck at home with no other choice than to do homework This is pretty much it,and i know i havent been on this for awhile..

Tip: When youre really pissed off go into ur room and bump up the music so loud that u cant even hear urself think anymore, then,.. Voila! Problem-free!

Yesterday i did the usual.. picked up my sister and cousins from school.. then i took a lil nap, went to my aunts house a few houses down and brought the food over that my mom cooked for the prayer/birthday party.  Picked up my cousin then arrived at the prayer a lil before it was over. Yeah i think my aunt was mad at me because i came late, but it wasnt my fault, my cousin wasnt ready when i picked her up.  What i hate and love at the same time about filipino parties is that there is always a lot of food and u cant help it help urself with a little of everything. Yeah and then i left to go to our homecoming football game against tracy, we lost, of course, but its cool it was a good game (8-29).  Halftime and the floats were cool.  Oh yeah and the cop cars were off the hook.  We left a lil before the game ended and went to dennys and got some food to go then ate at stephs house.  On the way to dennys there i was kind of pissed because i came up right next to viet on the road and someone threw some thing at my car and it made a hella loud as noise and i was like wtf man that isnt even funny, and they tell me it was an eraser which i bet it wasnt, but whatever man i didnt wanna be hella pissed off and shit because i dont wanna ruin the fun moment cos i already have too many things on my head at the moment. Well today i just spent the day inside the house sleeping which was saturday.

Another TTGIF!! Its homecoming week and im suppose to be at the night rally, but my mom wouldn't let me go, man she pisses me off... She doesn't understand how hard school is for me right now.  I've been lazy ever since junior year started, i need motivation and im kind of expecting that from my mom, but shes never motivated me, i always had to push myself and try my best..Everything was so  pretty easy before and i could have done things easily and get good grades without out complaning but now its different because it just is.... I just wish she can at least ask me how im doing in school, if everythings alright, do u need any help, ya know. But when report cards come in, she complains why i have a C.  And i hate it when she or my aunts and uncles tell me dont do drugs and dont join any gangs because it will ruin ur life... geez.. dont u know ur own son/nephew? Yeah i know it seems like im complaining but whatever.. And im not completely blaming her because it isnt all her fault. 

Yea i know.. Why tell everyone? I just need a way to let it out, and if i wrote it privately it isnt really letting it out but dont come up to me after u read this and be sympathetic asking if everythings alright because i dont want anyone to feel sorry for me and i hate it...Well enough of that.. Im excited and im looking forward to this weekend and Halloween.. Can't wait to go the maze..