| Good Timesokay... so i have been hangin out with Ashlee a LOT... almost every day... lol... or atleast every weekend... it's crazy... but yeah... so me & "him" aren't going to work out... but it's all gravy... he's taken... and well... idc... i've moved on... but now i think this guy is taken... shit what is it with me??
anyways...
I'm trying to find a ride as we speak so i can go over to Crystal house... i'm bored as hell... so yeah... that's about it... cuz like i said... what i do at Crystal's... stays at Crystal's... so i can't disclose any info...
[[c.o.m.m.e.n.t.s]] = <3333
<3 Kayla |
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| okay... so it's been a month and some days since i've updated...
The 21st was my birthday... I'm 18 now... for those of u that don't know... I'm gonna be going to Texas on Monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!  I can't wait...
but yeah besides that... nothin new... so yeah
~ comment if you wish ~
~*~Kayla Nichole~*~ |
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| okay... well it's been a while since i've updated... but yeah.. i'm still alive... and that's not necessarily a good thing  sometimes i wish i would just DIE... but then again... i wouldn't be able to do anything crazy... b/c it would kill my mom... and i don't wanna hurt her... so yeah...
i miss my mom like CRAZY! seriously... i do... and i can't watch my brother go thru high school.... like i wanted to... or atleast his freshmen year... i feel like i'm not going to graduate... b/c i can't concentrate on ANYTHING... ppl are stressing me out... putting pressure on me to graduate and then i have college counselors saying... "come on Kayla u need to decide and u need to start putting applications in and u need to do this and u need to do that" GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR just LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!
i'm back on my meds... b/c my grandma is making me... *anti-depressants* I'm trying to hold back my feelings and not let it show that anything is wrong with me... but the ones that know me.... know something is wrong... well except for my grandma... she said she didn't notice... but that's grandma for ya...
I just have a lot going on.... and it sucks... some things are just better left unsaid... so yeah.... but there are a lot of things going on in my life.. and it sucks.. 
So if i seem a lil bitchy... just ignore me... i'm just going thru some things... and it's hard...
~*Kayla*~ |
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| okay... wow it's been forever... but I still don't really have anything to say....
I can't wait til I'm 18... b/c I can get my own place... and it's coming!!!!!
and graduation is coming pretty quick... and that's OMG... exciting... I can't fucking wait... grrrrr.. lol... but yeah.. besides this... there's nothing to say... so yeah... ummmm ttyl
~*~CoMmEnT iF yOu WiSh~*~
~*Kayla Nichole*~ |
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