things have been so stressful

exams coming up

track is getting really tough

aint sleeping or eating cuz the dining hall is 2 far and i get lazy and i choose sleep over eating

other than that...life is going well and im so happy

school is def so much fun...i luv my roommate bry and every1 else and the friends ive made...track has been so much fun and i luv the grls on the team....i donno wat i wuldve doneif i wasnt running track...i luv running 4 rutgers...its the greates thing ever....school has been hard as hell but im hanging in there...i havnt changed...im the same old lysette...i always steal food from the dining hall and actually last wk i broke the dining hall door...i was running 4 the bus and the mechanial door didnt open fas enough so i ran into it and it came off the tracks hahaha...so ya im still clumsy

newayz i cant tlk no moreeeeeee......peace out ma homies....cnat wait 2  erry1 over thanksgiving

ps....all my friends kno about my ghetto terminology book....hahaha i think they think im weird as hell...oh well lol

ok so i hvnt written in this thing 4 a loooooong time....ive been so crazy busy its been REDICULOUS...like i feel so much more busy than i was in hs...and in hs i was damn busy....school has been school...and i hate it...pharmacy is kicking me in the butt like whoa...i didnt kno that it was gonna b so much work...but boy was a sooo wrong....i never have time 2 do nething fun...but every1says that 1st semester pharmacy is hard but 2nd semester it gets better so im lookin forward 2 that..but like i feel bad cuz i hvnt tlked 2 ne of my close friends from ahc....i mean like ived tlked 2 kaitlin kinda but i hvnt tlked 2 maria or cheychey or delghi or the crew or ne1 for that matter...its not that i dont want 2...but i barely have time 4 myself...i nvr sleep.and i barely even have time 2 eat...and its hard and im struggling...my prents r wrried 4 me...but oh well...in 6 yrs i will get my degree and  b successful and thats when the fun will bgin...bsides no1 said that getting what u want is easy newayz...i just gotta stay focused and i will succeed.....

I MADE THE TRACK TEAM!....every1 had 2 try out cuz there were 2 many girls on the team...i ran the 1500...it was hard...but im so glad i made the team...i really needed track esp this year...it gets my mind off of things...the grls r really nice but they r fast as crap...@ least i have something wrk 4...our first meet is dec 11...im so suped...i cant wait

i think im ready 2 go home....i need a break soo badly....and i need 2 see my friends and get away from here

this week was long....my 1st long week...my schedule is pretty good..xcept 4 mon and tues... i have 3 hour labs each day...shoot me en la cabeza lol....suprisingly i had a shitload of hw 2 do....i donno wat is up w/that crap...or mayb im just over achieving as usual...i donno wats wrong w/me haha

2day i went 2 a football game....ru vs villanov...i got 2 walk on the field during half time w/the track team...that was pretty cool...also..ru won...which is suprising since they suck ass

2m...im going 2 uncle rays house...i cant wait...A HOME COOKED meal...now thats sthing 2 look forward 2

i cant wait till thanksgiving brk...i wanna go home soo bad....i miss my friends and family....i also really miss michelle..her 1 yr anniversary is in 16 days and i thot i wuldve been over it...but im not...it just seems 2 get worse each day...and being here in college i dont hve ne1 2 tlk 2 about it cuz no1 knows and i donno if theyd understand....i kno i can go 2 my friends from ahc...but its not the same cuz they rnt here w/me...i wish my friends were here..y did she have 2 die?