| | I wish I was dreaming.
That I could wake up tomorrow, and I wouldn't feel so empty. I wouldn't feel so empty. I would be able to enjoy things the way they are and not want anything more. I hate how I go into these moods out of no where and shut out everyone. Maybe I'm bipolar, and if so then it's getting worse.
I need to find something to give me reason. I prayed for it once before, and He gave me hope in graduation. But for some reason I still feel worthless. And my motivation comes and goes just as often as my mood changes. Just this morning I felt amazing and got a lot of work done, but for the past few hours I've just felt like moping around, doing nothing. It's so hard to stay focused.
I need something.
I think I should start changing the way things go. Starting today. I just need the motivation
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| | Posted 2/27/2008 5:46 PM - 0 comments
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