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| im back!! wildwood was sick.. very educational and life changing.. i had such a great time. there were some bad times and some arguments but in the end it was well worth it. things were let out that shouldnt of been, but once again it was well worth it.. right now im just sitting here burning.. i didnt realize how bad i had sunburn til i took a shower.. i mean GOD DAMN.. im so fuckin red.. i feel like a strawberry.. now im goin to sleep im mad beat... peace out
oh yea and im pretty much done smokin weed.. |
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| lately i have a feeling of just being alone even when im with people.. maybe its feeling left out of something or desiring something thats not there.. i dunno..
on the positive side wildwood is in about 1 day from now.. going til thursday its gonna be so sick.. little low on cash but ill make the best of it...
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| sometimes i wonder if im too much of a hassle for people to handle.. better yet my friends too handle.. im starting to believe im just dragging people down from doing what will one day make them successful. i've taken a turn for the better in my life since i have realized this. but the question is how do you fix this.. how can u change who u are? you cant! i dunno, if i am too much of a hassle to these people than i'll just shut them out from me tottally.. this is a really wierd entry.
i've also been havin mad wierd dreams.. like crazy ass dreams.. i figured out the meaning of the ones ill leave off of here. but they all just wont get out of my head. i think about them over and over constantly trying to figure out the meaning to it..
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| yeo... so the last few nights have been educational.. i've learned even more about myself than i ever thought possible. sorri to those i lied to its always a cover up with me and u should kow that... you kno who u are!.. right now im really wasted just enjoying myself... im thinkin about alot of shit tryin to get my head clear.. damn people! anyway thats bout it.. |
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