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We broke up Friday. Im lost now. I loved him.....
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sorry i havent been updating a lot but i dont have that much time. i'll only update when i can.
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If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
but not enough.

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads.

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all.

I hope this helps to emphasize
I hope this helps to clarify
I hope you die

For my birthday I got a chainsaw and a reason to hate you.

you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
i will let you down,
i will make you hurt.

and you're so guilty it's disgusting

carve another notch in your bedpost, whore. lay back and tally up the score. count the number of hearts you've ripped from chests. then put your pretty eyes to rest. they've had a long day of looking for love in all the wrong places. putting to much stock in pretty faces. when will you learn there is a difference between lust and love?

Sit me on your front porch swing
and sing me something sweet until I fall asleep
You'll drive till you crash
But you always seem to want to go so fucking fast
That nothing ever lasts

Somewhere the ghosts of factory workers dance
With the ghosts of kids who never had a chance
And we still hear it out our window every night
Like a fistfight in an ambulance
Sing me a song
Don't let me think too long
About what I'm trying to say
Or the broken fire escape
Or how long I've had to wait

so shut your mouth
and don't you scream
just hold my hand girl and dance with me
to the sound of severed hands clapping
and our untimely funeral

So what the hell am I suppose to do
You only wanted the things that I couldn't give to you
And you had it all anyway
So take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place

Hey, I wanna crawl out of my skin
Apologize for all my sins
All the things I should have said to you
Hey, I can't make it go away
Over and over in my brain again
All the things I should have said to you

if it makes you less sad
i will die by your hand
i hope you find out what you want
i already know what i am.

and all you ever wanted was my embrace
so why do you stay inside your hiding place

Currently Listening The Ugly Organ By Cursive see related

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Heyyyy. So, i came back. How exciting. Leave some comments guys to let me know your still interested in this site.  <3

Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all?
'Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
'Cause when the push comes to the shove, it's just a dance hall drug.

You aint a baby no more baby
You aint no bigger than before baby
I'll rub that cheap black off your lips baby
so take a swallow as i spit baby

My skin tonight is a blazing
but i don't think you're my type
what i need tonights the real thing
i need the real thing tonight

As a Fuck son, you sucked

i got a date with the night
burning down my finger
gonna catch the kids dry
gonna walk on water
buying out the fight
we're sweating in the winter
both thighs squeezed tight

don tell me to fix her
just take a bite
no hanging no picture
flying out my sight
dropping brides at the altar

Don't hold on
Go get strong
or don't you know
there's no modern romance

Cheated by
The opposite of love
Held on high
From up up up above
Kept my high
From the second one
Kept my eye
On the first one

sunny kept his rain on
red tape so ordinary
love I feel like it was gone gone gone
lets do this like a prison break,
I wanna see you scream and shake.

Boy you just a stupid bitch
and girl you just a no good dick

We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding me
Like a someone broken
And I couldn't tell you, but I'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you, forever in me
Ever the same

We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Hey, look at us man
This doesn't need to be the end

You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I can only
give you love

You can keep your black tongue
Well i found at the mortuary
you know i'm gonna want some want some
we'll hide in the backroom gonna have a packed suit
with this you will regret

And now, we proudly present
songs perverse and songs of lament.
A couple of hymns of confession,
and songs that recognize our sick obsessions.

Our father, who art in heaven,
save me from this wreck I'm about to drown in.
Didn't I learn anything counting out
my sins on rosary beads?
The reverend plays on the ugly organ;
he spews out his sweet ad salty sermon
on the audience.

Your gentleman caller...
Well, he's been calling on another.
He loves his forbidden fruit...
And as it dribbles down his chin
He cries, "Baby, I've been drinking with some friends! Now how 'bout a little kiss..."

I'm not looking for a lover...
All those lovers are liars.
... I'd never lie to you.
You say you want to get even?
Yeah, you want to get your bad man good?
Well, are you in the mood?

But in the morning,
on the sober dawn of Sunday...
You're not sure what you have done.
Who told you love was fleeting?
Sometimes men can be so misleading
to take what they need from you.
... Whatever you need to make you feel
like you've been the one behind the wheel.
The sunrise is just over that hill,
The worst is over.

Whatever I said to make you think
that love's the religion of the weak..
This morning we love like weaklings.
The worst is over.

Currently Listening Catch for Us the Foxes January 1979 see related

Im done with this site for a while.

Sorry, im just too busy right now.  I'll be back.

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Currently Listening Extreme Behavior By Hinder Better Than Me. see related

I got these from alot of different places & i simply cant remember them all so if you see yours on here sorry i didnt credit your site. : /  i will definately remember next time.

QUOTES.

you`ve ruined all my favorite songs.

& it`s alright. yeah, i`ll be fine. don`t worry
about this heart of mine, just take your love
&hit the road. there`s nothing you can do
or say. you`re gonna break my heart, anyway.
so just leave the pieces when you go.

We laughed in the living room where we forgot to live. & that night we drank ourselves to sleep. I asked you why. You said "life's not so bad when it's all a blur, and nothing really matters." But we were just kids and we didn't know anything.

If I die and go to hell real soon.. It will appear to me as... This room. And for enternity I'd lay in bed, in my boxers, half stoned with the pillow under my head..

I'm fucking freezing,
and I just saw napalm in your eyes.
Rip off what's left of another day,
another crash.
I'm not good with goodbyes.
Moments like this don't just come and go, so soak it in.
This is all I know. Hollow eyes have seen it all.
They say it takes a lifetime for an empire to fall.
I keep swallowing, choking on ashes,
hoping that you will help me breathe.
But tomorrow's not coming.
There's nothing left to believe.
You look like Christmas to me, pale and glowing.
The streetlight catching you through the window.
And for a split second I forgot all my failures,
and the trash on the street below.
I'm here with you. You're here with me. Let's try to forget.
Flesh on flesh.

Lie awake in bed at night,
And think about your life.
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth,
The battles of your youth.
Cuz this is just a game.
It's a beautiful lie.
It's the perfect denial.
Such a beautiful lie to believe in.
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me.

Currently Listening The Ugly Organ By Cursive A Gentleman Caller. see related

Things are so good in my life right now. I dont think i could be any happier.  ihearthim.

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QUOTES.

Call me a poser
I'd love to spread manure in your bed of roses
Don't want to be rich
Don't want to be famous
But I'd really hate to have the same name as you.

driving on the highway;
trying to escape this viscious town;
there's nothing left but the remnants of buildings;
all turned to ash. & the stench of the lost souls
who'll be trapped in this unforgiving town
for an eternity.

After the movies
In the parking lot
We stared so long
And you kissed me
With ripe young breath
So I kissed you
One night as forever

And I miss you
Are you glad I'm finally gone?
I'm so sorry to hear that
I'm so sorry

Love as fragile as a wineglass
It should have been forever
Love as fragile as a wineglass
It couldn't last forever

Hold your breath, dear
This ship is going down
We're all downhill
Running with our timebombs
These shins are cracked and splintered
These lips are crusted shut
These squinting eyes just sting me
These veins are drying me up

All my limbs
They're just tools
We're all stilted vechiles
These joints rust
These pores leak
Time gets selfish
Time is SPEED

The sweetest dreams... have murdered me.

Passed out in your yard
My clothes were soaking in the morning rain
My head's just a bruise, like walking in a coma
Like a battered drone
All my limbs are numb

I've been driving past your house
Been pounding at your door
I know I'm just a peon to you
But I deserve more
Than arrogance
Condolences
My hearts are on the sleeves of my shirts scattered over your lawn
And the morning dew... kissed them

Drunk on Valentines Day
Throwing pennies at the broken birds
Scribbling plans on napkins
A sketch of broken angel wings under your bed
My bandages.

Stumbled over to your house
I'll sneak in the back door
I know I've been an asshole to you, but that was before
The argument, the accident
Well, I've heard it's just a matter of time before the hour is spent
And my hour is spent
I can't afford it this time

Less talk, more dancing
If we could push off the sick conversation one more night
I surely would
My shoes have gathered the dust of the vineyard
Have I soiled your gown?
There's soil on your gown, like sangria
Cleanses the heart
Our clogged hearts are choking on the grime
As the big band waltzes on
Your stranded eyes whisper...

"The dirt is out.
I can smell her on your velvet hands."
The dirt is out
are we stuck in the motions again?

The starving lips
Such virgin lips
Would choke on all this grime
I've found some dirt under my nails
I'll scratch and bite until your dead.

I wake alone, in a woman's room I hardly know.
I wake alone- and pretend that I am finally home.
The room is littered with her books and notebooks.

There's a ghost in my bed
she cries in her sleep
she says I won't let her leave
I lie perfectly still
as she stifles her tears
I don't want to disturb her

Dusk dropped her starry gown
I whispered out
"Sweetie, are you here with me?"
the mirror chrashed on the dresser
and she began to scream
"Bloody murderer! Let me rest in peace!"
"When I was yours, you fled the scene,
now you can't wash your hands of me."

You filthy girl.
You can't hear the screams.

Your gentleman caller...
Well, he's been calling on another.
He loves his forbidden fruit...
And as it dribbles down his chin
He cries, "Baby, I've been drinking with some friends! Now how 'bout a little kiss..."

I'm not looking for a lover...
All those lovers are liars.
... I'd never lie to you.
You say you want to get even?
Yeah, you want to get your bad man good?
Well, are you in the mood?

But in the morning,
on the sober dawn of Sunday...
You're not sure what you have done.
Who told you love was fleeting?
Sometimes men can be so misleading
to take what they need from you.
... Whatever you need to make you feel
like you've been the one behind the wheel.

'So rub it in... in your dumb lyrics.
Yeah, that's the time and place to wring out your bullshit.
And each album I'll get shit on a little more, 'Who's my babys latest whore?"
Now, that's not fair - no, that's just obscene.
I'll stop speaking for you if you stop speaking for me.

I'm writing songs to entertian,
but these people... they just want pain.
They want to hear my deepest sins
the songs from the ugly organ.
And what comes out is a horrible mess,
songs I can't forget
what's been said and this guilt I can't shed.

I've been screaming for years
but it gets me nowhere
just get out the butcher's knife.

That organ's playing my song,
but this song's gone on too long.
What a day to sever such ugly extremities.
"What a lovely day", says the butcher
as he raises his arm.

Who's your school friend? He's left you some messages. He'd love to see you again - he thinks your ideas are brilliant..and since you've been going out for coffee with him lately, well, is he a pretty good-looking guy? Jealousy am I not yours? We stopped for some alcohol. You stayed in the car. The bars had gotten out, that line was so long:and I saw you over on the pay phone. So I was thinking - who do you ever call at one a.m.? yeah, I wonder who that was.

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