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Name: Moi
Country: Malaysia
Birthday: 9/19/1983
Gender: Female


Interests: Futsal, Liverpool, Animals, Horses, Reading, Swimming, Talking, Yum Chaing, Mamaking, Eating, Sleeping, Playing, Crapping, Kee Siaoing, Joking, Bombing, Driving, Movieing, Tving, Radioing...
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Monday, July 14, 2008

I love giving crappy answers to Q&As

1.Shortest relationship?
☆ 1 year ++
 
2. Last gift you received?
☆ a massage shaped like a lollypop
 
3. Ever dropped a cell phone?
☆ far too many times >_<
 
4. Last food you ate?
☆ chicken mushroom rice
 
5. Last club you visited?
☆ Fight Club
 
6. Last smoke
☆ never be4
 
7. One favorite song?
☆ Beautiful Girl
 
8. Where do you live?
☆ in a gingerbread house
 
9. Last wedding you attended:
☆ a mth back
 
10. Last time you saw your friend?
☆ at church lor
 
11. Where is your favorite place?
☆ the beacchhh
 
12. Can you cook?
☆ suree.... wat u wan to eat?
 
13. Last time you cried?
☆ hmm few days liow
 
14. Why?
☆ unhappy thoughts lor
 
15. Hate most about yourself?
☆ heart too soft... too emo
 
16. Can you sing?
☆ who also can sing la... my dog also can sing when time to makan
 
17. Do you smoke?
☆ dun smoke laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
 
18. Pancakes or French toast?
☆ french toast
 
19. Do you like coffee?
☆ yuckkk
 
20. Last person who sends you a text message?
☆ ivan
 
21. What was the last text message you received?
☆ mass txt bout k.sgor trip... been 2 days liow... so sad wan y no one msg me??
 
22. Can you play pool?
☆ suck at it
 
23. Can you swim?
☆ like a drowning dolphin
 
24. Favorite flavor of ice cream?
☆ chocolate
 
25. What time did you wake up this morning?
☆ wat morn?? haha i dun wake up in morn
 
26. What are you doing this week?
☆ hmm... nothing nothing nothing!
 
27. Are you smiling?
☆ stone faced
 
28. Do you miss someone right now?
☆ yes i do
 
29. Do you have a crush?
☆ still crush on superstars :P
 
30. Do you have a sister?
☆ i wish
 
31. Who is your closest cousin’s name?
☆ valerie... haha
 
32. What were you doing 10 minutes ago?
☆ onlining
 
33. if you were a color, what would you be?
☆ blue blue bada bee bada baaa
 
34. if you could go anywhere right now, where?
☆ New Zealand lorr
 
35. Food you're craving for right this minute?
☆ something sweet and icy....
 
36. Name a person who's name starts with the letter "j"?
☆ john
 
38. Radio station you frequently listen to?
☆ mix fm
 
39. Where do you usually hang out?
☆ on my bed, movies, n mamak
 
40. if you were to change careers, what would you want it to be?
☆ no career now how to change?
 
41. What are you going to do tomorrow?
☆ same olddd
 
42. Favorite day?
everyday is my fav day
 
43. Are you easy to get along with?
☆ super hard
 
44. What movie do you want to see right now?
☆ DARK KNIGHT
 
45. Whose birthday is coming up?
☆ nicholas
 
46. How many kids do you want?
☆ as many as possible
 
47. Where do you usually watch movies?
☆ on my bed, cinemas
 
48. Name one person which starts with the letter "m"?
☆ mimi
 
49. Favorite thing that you have now?
☆ bolster kaka
 
50. Do you have any bestfriend that is an opposite sex?
☆ yeaahhh


Friday, July 11, 2008

Cry

Here I am fallen, beaten and helpless again.
I lost love, I got rejected for 2 of the jobs i applied, I am burdened by friendship boundaries.

I wanna run away from this pain, this heartache, this rejection.
Not only rejection from men, but rejection from God.
Asking why is God rejecting everything I ever hoped for which is good.
Getting the same answers from family and friends.. that God has a better plan, that time will heal, to surrender it all to God.
I know all this, but sorry, it doesn't make me feel better.  Maybe a little, I do not know.
I know God wants me to go through this, that its not right to ask Him to take away this pain but instead to ask him to give me strength and endurance, to be refined by Him.
I also know that what I'm going through is nothing compared to other people who are persecuted, that I am considered very much blessed.
I Know, I KNOW!!!!
But Lord, I am weak, what I know or am aware of does not make my situation any better... Lord my heart is soft, will you not have mercy on me?
U made me, U know how it feels, U know what I'm going through...
At least, make one part of my life smooth.

I need this job Lord, at least for once i pray, that what I long for coincides with Your perfect plan for me.


Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Tagged!

Tagged by Bronx!

RULE 1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves..
RULE 2. Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.


1. If your lover betrayed you,what would you do?
Feel sad, cry for hours, confront him, feel mad, feel stupid, break up n forgive in the end.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
everyone i love will believe

3. What would you like to eat right now?
sushi haha

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
waaahhh... i will of coz buy a nice car, a nice hse for my family, give to my parent, church, charity, go shopping without looking at price tags, get a st bernard, adopt some dogs n cats and not work for awhile to go travelling with family n frens.. (my treat of coz :P )

5. What is so nice about your lover?
i dunno, jus like the way he treats me...

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone and being loved by tht someone

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i dunno, prob until the love fades or until he gets married to someone else.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
be a great fren.. tell myself its not meant to be and keep my hopes up to meet the one who is meant to be.

9. What are the things that has made you extremely happy?
all my pets, acting 38 with friends, family times and great food.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
when hopes are met by disappointments

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
hopefully married with kids, jus like the happily ever after i dream off

12. Who is currently the most important person to you?
the person who decides whether to hire me or not

13. What kind of person do you like the most?
super funny, goofy, creative, friendly to humans n animals

14. What do you feel the most right now?
exasperated.. many things on my mind.. job, house, rship...

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
wonder what woke me up.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
yes...if it doesn't clash with my principles n biblical context

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one that takes up more of my heart

18. What are you doing now?
this tag

19. List 5 people to tag
1)  isabel
2) christine
3)  ivan
4)  norev
5)  yk


Tuesday, June 24, 2008

CREEPS

Okie.. so i know i haven't been blogging lotsa positive things since im back in msia... well coz we tend to say the bad things out more... so i got another complain to voice out bout living in msia.
N tht is the creeps tht are found here... nah not the human kind... but the creepy crawlies kind.
So... i was playing tetris jus now.. its an addiction i play tetris be4 i sleep n i try to beat my previous highest scores everytime. So my highest record is 49 levels n since thn the past nites i kinda suck at tetris.. keep dying really fast. Until jus now when i was making my way on my 35th level... after so many near deaths... suddenly plop... something fell on me n good thing i had enuf control to put my laptop safely on my table before wriggling like mad n jumping off my bed. To my horror it was a lizard who slumberly jus walked off my bed n to goodness knows where.
It is my greatest nitemare to have roaches or lizards in my room. Roaches i cud kill easily (well not tht easily anymore) but lizards not so easy. Since i was back.. i had the nice encounter of a BIG ROACH in my room. becoz my ceiling is so darn high i cudn't reach it so it was such a torture for me to off my lights and sleep in peace. So i on my lights n kept my eye on it coz i like to keep my enemies in sight. And jus wait until i doze off. So it was like tht a few nights even when the roach is not in sight i jus keep looking n see if its gonna pop up near me suddenly... until one day.. while i was errmm.. taking photos of myself i was like leaning on my door.. and that creepy roach suddenly walked on my feet n up my leg. So again thank God i had enuf control to put the digicam down into a safe spot before going crazy. I din hv any weapons in my room so i had to run to the storeroom got a slipper came back hoping the roach is still somewhere on the floor.. well it managed to run and hide in the nearby box.. so i jus kept hitting the box until it came out n whacked it silly. Well i kept hitting it until the body split into 2... n thn took a tissue n pick it up n threw it to the bin. N even thn its antenna n leg was still moving.. Gosh! Another roach i encountered in my toilet which is rite next to my room so it is very likely to go to my room. When i saw it i was peeing n i wonder wat the heck is wrong with nowadays pest.. they dun seem to be afraid of us n likes to taunt us n come towards us. So of coz i tension la coz im peeing.. i can't run... so i jus quickly hurried up my biz and be4 i cud pull my pants up, took a broom n whacked it silly. well broom is a lil hard to kill it coz of the bristles... n sometimes it hides in the bristles... so i had to fling the broom around until it falls out hoping not on my feet n once its on the floor.. i used the top part of the broom (not the handle) which is the wooden hard part to whack it. So i hit it alot of times and also i wonder wat the roaches are feeding on nowadays. They seem to be on steroids or got wolverines' mutant powers to self heal coz they jus can't seem to DIE! Ya so whack whack whack whack whack whack whaccckkkk still moving.. hmm whack whack whack whack (sweat)... whack whack whack... yeaahh its abt tht many whacks to kill a roach  n i aimed the head everytime. Anyways so coming back to my lovely lizard who gave me nice surprise n totally killed my tetris game.. so in this case i really dunno how to kill a lizard besides getting a cat to catch it and mutate/ dissect it alive. I have ntg against lizards besides it being totally gross n all, i mean unlike roaches which is totally useless.. but lizards.. it does feed on mosquitoes. But i do hv a prob with them losing their footing n falling on ME! Directly on me on my bare parts, direct contact lizard n skin!!!!! I used to see lotsa baby lizards dropping to the floor lots of times n my first time having a lizard fall on me was with a baby lizard. Its like they jus learned to walk or something and they're not so steady. But this one is huge.. prob we got lotsa mosquitoes supply n they've been overfeeding so they're like obese lizards who's weight is too much for them to keep their footing when they;re upside down.. hey lizardsss i got something for u.. its called gravity so stop walking upside down especially when u're obese!!!!! Gosh i was so grossed out tht i had to take a shower to wash my grossness away.  Lizards nowadays too dun seem to be afraid of us humans anymore i mean this one is like not afraid at all even when im like flinging my blanket up n down like a mad deranged woman... it jus walked off.. WALKED not scrambled off... gosh maybe its a good thing its not freaked out or it may leave me a present n detach its tail n leave it wriggling on my bed. Ughhhh tht graphic thought jus grossed me out.
Where else in NZ... there are no roaches, no ants... no lizards. They have pests like cute lil bunnies.. ok they're wild bunnies.. ok they're really called hares but they aren't creepy n they are pests only on farms. Not in houses...  (but i did wish they wud come to hses) n we also got hedgehogs which are not pests... they actually eat the worms n slugs in the garden. But they are wild n they do come wondering in the hse sometimes. Which is easy to get rid off.. they can run pretty fast... not towards u but away from u. N in winters we have mice.. well they gimme the creeps too becoz of the tail but if ur hse is in good condition ( no holes and all) u keep ur windows closed.. they wont be able to get in. Another solution is to get a cat or a dog who likes to chase mices.. tht will keep they away from ur compound. See easy. There's also spiders but they're the same as wat we have here.. tiny ones... not big tarantulas... so spiders are cool too they stay away from humans... n they make webs which traps flies in the summer.. all cool u see. They do hv irritating big flies in the summer but hey i dun freak out when they land on me i jus get super annoyed... n its sometimes fun to go around whacking them with newspapers to test ur own speed.
Arghhh tht lizard jus came out to peek at me... its like taunting me n its still so near to my bed... how am i ever gonna sleeeppppppp in peace tonite... THIS IS TORTUREEEE!!!! Btw there are also no frogs n snakes in NZ.. maybe there are frogs/ toads but i never came across them. These are all the creepy slithery amphibians tht jus make me so creeped out.

So jus another long post abt y msia is worse thn NZ. Sorry for being such a negative back stabbing msian.. but the truth just gotta be told!


Sunday, June 22, 2008

Let me know if this is possible

1. A good paying job in KL or PJ that gives petrol allowances, has parking slots for its employees and is surrounded by walking distance lots of nice, reasonable, n a variety of food.

2. A good paying job in Klang itself, doesn't have to give petrol allowance (coz its near) and has lots of parking spaces near the office (dun mind paying reasonable price a week for the parking as long as there guarantee is one near the office) and the food is also the same as above.

3. Both of the above options, the received salary after deducting all the expenses such as, tithe, offering, travel, makan, personal entertainments, maybe some shopping now n than, mthly ptptn repayment, car repayment, world vision sponsor etc etc would give me rm800-rm1000 p/m to put in savings.

Im very doubtful... there are so many hidden costs, today i was out with my schoolmates.. and i told them i wanted to save rm500-rm800 a mth (they were like.. wah alot, i dun dare say rm1000) n very doubtful also tht its possible unless i get some ridiculously high paying salary job. (prolly one tht requires me to sell my soul to the company) And i feel like i dun wan to work in KL liow laa.... my fren told me another cost to take into account is the saman costs.. haha her workplace no makan place thts walking distance so gotta drive n she say always kena saman wan no parking... haih after hear all these i feel so bummed

BTW i submitted 2 resumes so far... one to Public Bank (which i get lotsa bad reports) as a mgmt trainee n i requested to masuk HR dept... n tht will be in the HQ (opp KLCC) and another as a customer service specialist office in Kelana Jaya (another major congested area!) and im going to submit another one to star cruise via jen wern also based in wisma genting... oh brother brother wat joy. Now i dun even think rm2500 is gonna get me far if i do work in those places.



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