heres a extremely amusing true story about this certain sexy hat (pictured below) and dezzi and her friends:

 <-- sexy hat

once upon a time dezzi, danielle and dezzi's bro, markus all are walking down the street talkin bout dezzis "sexy Jack hat"... well danielle and dezzi are walkin on the sidewalk while markus is climbin through piles of snow. Dezzi: MARK GET OUT OF THE SNOW! Danielle: ya might... *Markus falls on his back in the snow* fall. Dezzi and Danielle die of laughter. The wind blows dezzis hat flies away... Dezzi: OH SHIT JACK SKELLY-TON!!! Markus goes to get out of the snow: Wheres Dezzi?? Danielle and Markus look Dezzis runnin down the side walk screamin MY SEXY HAT! JACK SKELLY-TON COME BACK!!... she slips almost falls and runs in to the street. MYYYYYY SEEEXXXY HAAATTT!! Markus falls back down laughin, danielle runs into a corner dying of laughter. People go to the window of the bar Dezzi is still chasin her sexy hat. MYYYYY SEEEXXXXXYYYYYY HAAAAAAAAAAATTTT!!!!!!!!  she chases it for a good 2 minutes then finally dives and catches it and her Jack Skelly-ton is back safe and sound. Dezzi is happy and runs by a the bar which is FULL of people who are givin her weird looks and goes back to danielle and markus who are dying of laughter... Dezzi: uhm.. i dont think any sane person would have ran down the street screamin MY SEXY HAT and JACK SKELLY-TON RAN AWAY... Danielle dies even more Markus finally gets out of the snow... and they all lived happily ever after. The End.

... what can i say? it was just a dezzi moment

I'm kinda pissed off right now... actually i'm really pissed off. I'm mad at him, but most of all i'm mad at myself. Why do i keep doing this to myself. Theres nothing left between us. He killed it when he started changing. He went from this adorable sweet guy into this... i don't know... this thing that did nothing but yell at me and made me miserable. Yet i still go an chill with him ... why? why, do i do this to myself. I'm the one that broke it off with him... i need to just forget about him, but i can't. I keep going back ... trying to find something that was there before, searching for that feeling he gave me when we first started going out... but its dead, gone, lost... it'll never be back. I don't even think i still like him... maybe i do or maybe its just the fact that i hate being alone (even though i pretend to like it) I don't know whats up with me... I'm so confused.

This all sounds like senseless rambling... probably because i'm *just a little bit* tipsy right now... like last night and the night before...- gRr i never drink this often. Whats wrong with me???

...So much for trying to be positive...

oOo my banner ish sexzaii ... Julian <33 I love his eyes... they're sOo adorable. I love how in the 12:51 video he does this thing with his eyes... like when everything goes red he like looks at the cam when hes singing... its just so sexzaii.

GoBLiN <33

XxBlood_stained_tearsxX i mite kill this site and start usin that instead...