well.. I can't talk. damn sore throat ohwell.. I'll live of course. Explosions down in Valley Center... glad I live far enough away... but I was worried for the people I know that live there.... I went to school there after all. so far everyone I know is okay... and from those I can't get ahold of I'm sure they're alright also.. it's just everyone got evacuated because of the chemicals that is now released everywhere. I guess that's what happens when a Plant explodes. now I'm just worried about their pets... stuck in houses with nothing to eat.. everyone I have got a hold of was already out of town before it happened and none of them of course would know if something like this would happen... they say that they can return at 8 am this morning but I'm not sure if that means being able to pick up belongings and animals or actually go back home... had Darren stay the night... told Lelani and Erin they could also if it was alright with my parants but Lelani's mom seemed like she wanted to stay at the Colliseum and not alone. *she was okay with them spending the night* Kelly and Brian were on TV. neato. well overall that's whats going on.. looks like I don't post on here that much and figured I should.. because they can't right now.. but I can. hmm.. maybe I can call Lelani and see if she wants to go to a movie.. of course I'll take her, her mom, Erin, and whoever else might be nearby. that's a maybe... I don't have very much moneys right now.. even though my bank statement says otherwise... I went kindof shopping happy especially considering that I started another diet... only lasted 2 days... I'm Hypo Glycemic. so I was having trouble waking up and feeling dizzy and weak... also couldn't concentrate on anything so I had to end it... I just realized that I work probably one of the most stressfull jobs.. and I've been called every single name in the book... unfortunately for everyone though I'm very cold hearted and just don't really care. If people want to be angry.. I"m just going to let them be angry. when one of the new stores open I'm hoping to transfer and move out to my fiancee's house. *in case I've never told anyone, yes we are engaged* which will mean even a closer drive and an excuse to move out. which I believe it's about time for me to do.. not out of anger but because I'm 21 and it's time for me to be more responsible. hopefully my store manager will allow me to transfer... I've heard bad things.. but I did ask him if I could transfer and he sounded like it will be alright.. but I don't know I've heard he's 2 faced... of course I'm going to try to Customer Service... if not I might even try for Customer Service Manager.. you never know and that would be another pay grade up... Lelani said that she also wanted to transfer for the same store I'm going to but she is afraid of her store manager.. which I don't blame her because they wouldn't let my brother transfer to a closer store... then again nobody wanted my brother's position and Lelani just works as a cashier so they probably will allow her... hopefully well anyway.. I'm going to go. got laundry and other things to do. now I can probably rest easier now that I got all this off my chest. writing my worries sure seems to help me.... even though I'm doing nothing more but wasting space and people's time. laters | 
