Interests:music ; george ryan ross III <3 ; one tree hill ; reading ( yes im a total nerd ) ; boys ; artsy fartsy stuf ; shopping ; albums ; vinyls & old record players ; basketball ; sparkling red wine ; movies ; boost juice ; baskin robbins ; tv shows : one tree hill & veronica mars Expertise:spotting flaws ; eating too much ; singing off tune ; pissing people off ; talking non-stop ; quoting one tree hill ; searching for bands ; being weird ; buying stuff ( yes im real good at that ) ; obsessing over Ryan <3 ; non-stop reruns of tv shows especially one tree hill & veronica mars
this song is the reason why i love TRJA . sad to say, the vid is kind of disappointing. their myspace had this countdown til the premiere & it wasnt "wow" . but it doesnt matter. the song is all that matters.
in other news, i just learned today that .. I GOT ACCEPTED INTO GRIFFITH U! =]
hm . lately i've been feeling as tho, i'm gonna ditch this place. lol i get bored of things easily & im pretty tired of this site, it looks so dull! & i cant do anything about it. so i might be moving. but u've gotta admit, i stuck to this blog for quite a while now.
i came across THS: Jessica & Ashlee Simpson & i stopped for a bit, just enough to hear Jessica say, "i dont ever want to get to the top coz then what? you tumble down?"
well, what abt hitting rock bottom? if this is suppose to be a this/that thing, then hitting rock bottom should be a good thing. coz you can be sure you wont tumble down.
all this while, i was fine. i knew i couldnt get it but i still knew what i want. but i dont anymore.
but i do know what i hate, i hate people saying things they dont mean to make you feel better. i hate it when people give you hope.
i hate hope. i hate faith.
i hate denial. right this second, i hate how the whole world is.
hate is a strong word, hate is a serious thing. usually i'd stick to just, disliking things but today, now, i just about hate everything & now, im pretty sure i really dont care anymore.
i dont care that you use labels. i dont care what you want to label me as.
i officially have too much unread books. Jane Austen's complete set, with only a quarter of one of them read. arnd 2-3 self help books. 3 psychology books & 3-4 novels. how am i spose to read it all by Feb? lol. these are all either really thick books or very hard to understand books. lol
know what makes it worst? i havent been in the mood to read. lol
i think i've gone a little mad. i went to MSN Games just now & saw that there were many new download games & i let out this ridiculously freaky laugh. what in the world has gotten into me? lol.
anyways, based on the picture i posted earlier, its obvious that i went to the MV Doulus "floating Book Fair" i loved it, i loved that it was a floating bookshop, i loved that it was 100 year old, i loved that there were brazilians, australians, americans helping out. i just wish it wasnt it's last time going around the world because i would definitely volunteer to go on it or something ya know. just to be a part of something so historic. i remember watching travel&living and i saw the clip about the MV Doulus. i was so jealous, i was so upset. i thought, "heres another great thing that i will never get to see, never get to experience." & then today, mum came in & said.
"did u know theres this bookstore on a boat at the port?" & i almost died. lol
it was really HOT. stuffy & smelly. people were rude & they kept running into me. some people have me weird looks & stuff for taking pictures of unnecessary things. i wish i could yell at them, "this is the last time asshole. why are u so goddamn effed up & mind ur own damn business. theres nothing wrong with a little sakai-ness when its something so goddamn historic."
then on the way back to the car, it rained like mad. obviously, if you know me . i LOVED it.
you can barely make out the rain but its there alright. lol i was soaking wet, my hair was flat on my face.
im a total amateur but i loved the light effect. if only i had a better camera. *wishful thinking*
naaah. til my next post, i shall be playing too much online games.
