Well.......

its been awhile..

schools almost over..

me n tyler are still together..

i dont have anyfriends..

and my lifes perfect.. somehow?

.. iv basically said screw school..

nn im juss gunna be a second year senior..

i got out of the comcare program thinggy i was bitchin about near my first entrys...

and yeah, oh i did work at taco bell..

but, i quit so yeah..

[again] ill write when i feel like it..

which schould be never b/c myspace is better.

3 months later....

Hey-- well, Everythings been goin Good.

I have a boyfriend =] His names Tyler Buck. God i love him.
hes amazing, hes like the type of guy to buy me flowers and take me out to dinner. and my parents love him, wev been dating for--  a couple months..

uhm-- my summer ended up being the best summer of my life. me n Britt hung out alot, went camping a couple times. and it was fun.

we just started school again. i dont have many friends but its all good. im working really hard and iv gotten a hella lot of shit done =] thank god. and report cards come out next week, and im almost positive i still have all A's.

basically my life is perfect. wake up go to school got to tylers go to sleep. weekends go to trentons hang out w/ all my guys play [watch] video games.

everythings better than ever.

Well, ill update whenever next i feel like it. which wont be for a while. cuz noone looks at xanga anymore.

5 months later...

 Well, me n seth... ended up dating.. and well... it lasted and it was great. until he gave up on.. but.. hell oh well... since he graduated we havent talked. like i figured.. but now its summer, and iv moved on. i dont have a boyfriend. and i dont really wanna boyfriend. but im havin funn.. lol.. and me n becky, no longer friends.. we just stoped talking.. until one night when i got a drunken call from her.. which made the situation worse.. but again.. oh well. my new best friends Brittany groves.. but shes down in cali for a month w/ her dad. =[ im about to quit JRT... cuz, ashlees gone, and theyr decideing to stop paying us...uhh what else is new.. hmm thats about it...

Hey,  i was supposed to call becky, but .. like i was suposed to do that like 45 minutes ago.. and i kinda wanna update this thing normally. lol.. but shit son, things have been doin pretty good. well.. kinda. me n becky are aloud to hang out again, thank god. cuz i love her, and i really think i needed her as a friend. but.. i basically quit everything, drugwise. =] .. had no slip ups.. but like, i think special ocassions should be okay, or like an every now and then thing. ya kno, but i am no where near where i was.. like, when i got banned from abbi and becky, lol, for a lil while there, i was startin to get burned out. lol so i quit, & i really want to stop smoking, but then again i dont, and like.. gah. its real hard, and im going crazy. but anyways.. i dated nick for a week, i wanted to try it out, and it was amazing, but like, its just not me, & im not about to ruin me n beckys friendship. plus, i ended up running back to seth. dude, iv liked him basically since the begining of the year, xcept for that one week i dated nick. chya. and now me n him are back to the way we wer and its driving me fuckin up the wall cuz "im illegal" damnit. i wanna be 16! my parents shoulda had me 9 months earlier! im kinda sorta makin it threw my sophmore year, but im tellin you, this may have been the most boringist year iv ever had, but... at least, iv been basically calm and happyish for most of the time. like less drama.. WAY less drama from last year. i think it may have something to do with my meds, but idk. & it may have to do with who im kickin it with, or.. idk.. but im really bored, if i wer to date seth. that would like change everything, id be 100% happy, i wouldnt even need a cigarette.lol.. but chya.. uhm, not that anyone really reads xanga but, if you choose too.. well.. comment basturds.

 =] thas me, whit my gangster myspace in the background.

HEYYYY

im so bored, today has sucked ass.

i dyed my hair dark gray with black undernieth. its gay. i ment for it to be dirty blonde with black underneith. well i didnt get what i wanted.

but yeah. and i cant go anywhere tonight. cuz i have no where to go.

and my dads bein gaytarded.

and plus everyones going to the tech nine concert. except me. since i suck at life.

and it sucks.

so yeah if you wanna hang. cuz comment me, (i doubt any one wants my company)

^^^^ thats my hair now... i dont like it.

^^^ thats my hair before. it was okay. i guess.

----> now im bored. so heres some pics damnit.

haha, chubster mirror pic.

The sun was in my face, i just think my eye color is pretty.

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My adorable mommy dearest.

peace.