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| the lost love
this is a story about two people who fell in love but lost their way and ended up hurting each other.It's about how they gave up everything for each other and ended up with nothing.it all begins on january 19th where alysha was hurt by her x bf.She was sad and devestated she didnt know what to do.But james was always there for her. when ever she felt sad or depressed he would call and try to make her feel better.It took James a few eeks to make her stop crying ,when she did, she realized that she had feelings for him.Not knowing what to do Alysha asked for help from her best friend JaImee.She kept her feelings inside, but her and james kept getting closer.Till one day came when she went to church and he went too, with his sister Sarah.it was the biginning of febuary, when they first got together.thinking about it, it all seemed like a dream. A harmless visit to the church and a little pinching and bam they fell in love.After that they, the more they learned about each other the more deeper in love they fell.It was comming close to valentines day and she was looking forward to spend time with him.All week long she thought about him and she missed him.Till the good day came where she got to see him.When she saw him at the church again she gave him the 4 sneakers bar he asked for.He didnt seem like he wanted it so she felt really bad, you see she felt bad because she stood outside in the rain with Krystal and mina just to buy it.She was over joyed to see him that day,they spent the night talking.Later James and his best friend Scott came to sleep over and Alysha's house.Mina and Krystal was also sleeping over.It was gettin boring so they all decided to drink.Alysha had a little to much to drink and she said some hurtful things to James but they talked about it and got through it even though she cried most of the time.Pretty soon everyone got tired and they all went to sleep.After Valentines day,They where happy and closer then ever.They always thought thing would never go wrong cause they cared about each other so much.Things happened and they got so much closer as time went by they didnt go along with it they stayed behind and in love.They went to so many places together even though everyone was having a bad time Alysha and James would ahve a big smile on their faces.As long as they were together nothing mattered to them, they always had fun.There was alot of people who didnt like the fact that they were together,but they didnt care. All that mattered to them was that they loved each other.Along their relationship they had two big problems but they always talked it out.James knew that there was going to come a day where he would have to leave her for a few weeks,but he couldnt tell her.James was afraid Alysha might not understand why he has to go.Finally he got enough currage to tell her everything.Alysha was happy for him, all she wanted was for him to be happy even if it ment she had to wait for him.The more she thought about it people around her kept telling her he would ifnd someone else and forget her. She ignored it for a while but finally it got to her.She didnt want to lose him but it came to the point where she couldnt stop crying thinking he would leave her.So she finally broke it off.She thought that if he missed her enough he wouldnt go and he would stay, durring those times she missed him so much she was going crazy.All she thought about was him , she kept spending more and more time with him everyday.She always knew that it wassnt over.The pain got so bad Alysha decided to ask Jaimee(her best friend) for help.Jaimee talked to James, and he told her he loves her too.Even though Alysha said it was over she knew she didnt mean it and over and over she thought about it. Finally the day came when he was goign away. She wanted to spend time with him but she didnt have enough time and so she said her final goodbbyes .Even then she knew it wassnt over , she knew that it wassnt over untill she stoped loving him or he stoped loveing her.After he left she did nothing but cry,she just couldnt stop thinking about him.She wanted him to come back so she decided to go out with someone else to get him mad. She didnt realize she was pushing him away but she did.While she was with her new bf she still thought about James and she cried everynight missing him, but she knew it didnt help.Alysha missed him too much to be mad at him for leavinf .So one day she dumped her bf and she tried to go back and talk things out with James.He didnt tell her but he was already talking to someone.It went on for a week or two.They huged and kissed and she was just happy.She still felt like they were together she never thought for one minute that they had broken up.It wne on for a few weeks and he finally told Alysha about his new girl,It hurted her so much but she didnt know how to tell him.Even then she didnt give up hope of having him back again.James told her that he still loved her and he was confused about who he loved more.He told her a few times that he loved her more.But Alysha was confused, if he loved her more then why was he still talking to the other girl?.She didnt care anymore taht he still talked to the other girl since she was so in love with him.She went over to his house one friday and he was on the phone with his new girl for about an hour, and she knew somehting was wrong but she didnt say.She spent time with himf ro a few hours , which made her very happy.By the time she got home they talked on the phone and he told her that he didnt want a girl friend because it hurted too much.The next day she found out that he had a new girl friend.That was when it was finally over,The whole relationship.she felt like everythign in her world had colasped.She finally knew it was over and he lied to her all those times.She cried for weeks not knowing what to do.She tried to hide all the hurt and pain inside but she couldnt help it.He had changed into someone who didnt care much about anything.She didnt like it at all but she knew that she would always love him.The pain neevr stoped hurting and she found someone else who made her happy.But she neevr forgot about him,But she also knew he forgot about her. This is the end, there is no such thing as true love,she used to think so but now she know its not true,no matter how much you love someone it always comes to an end. Some people say they will get back together someday becuase they were ment to be. But she knows there is no hope for that, not now at least..
" love is not something you can toss around, if you love someone dont make the mistake of letting them go"
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