damn well i havent written in this piece of shit in a long time!! lol well yuh LOTS of things have been happenin too much to explain but yall probably already now anyways so yuh....well bout to go to the movies so im out!!!

EDIT!!!

yuh well we went to go watch "When a stranger calls!!"-- ahhh that shit was SCAREYYYY!!!!! =] yuh me ALEXIS and AARON was sciizzared lol......well yuh all three of us we're piled on together. it was funny exspecially at the end.. haha damn i swear i thought that bitch was bout to die wit ha coolass!! shit..lol but yuh toodayy im bout to go to church so im out!! duces... ooo and loooky i FINALLY got a picture!!! =] me and jared!! haha CUTE ASS SHIT!!

<3MiChElLe

WELL IF YALL DIDNT

KNOW MI QUINCERIA

IS ALMOST HERE NOVEMBER 26!! IM

EXCITED!! =]

yuhh well havent updated in a while.....been extra busy and shit....got some problems of my own yuh know wuh im sayin?! yuh well diamond miguel and xavior are nice names but i dont think i'll be needed those anymore....=]

yuh well we broke up AGAIN thursday (i think).....=\ lol yuppp he was bein a lil bong hole....but of course he called me that night like i thought, he was like im sorry if i said anything mean or w/e to u and i was like yuh w/e its all good i understand u were mad.....but yuh anyways.....i have SO much respect and omg everything for quincy i love that kid like no other....hes the only one that has my back.....so if any of you hoes out there gon fuck wit my nigga quincy u better step up bitches!! cuz that shit aint goin down....

friday-  went to alishas wit my homies eman, quincy, and michael saturday kinda boring thought we was gon party but we didnt.....yess of course mige was mad.....but o well not like we go out yuh know wuh im sayin.....

saturday- but then the next day go practice wit emanuel....HOLY SHIT IT WAS FUNN!!! i cant wait till next week.. and damn the nigga up there was FIIZZINE!! yuh know wuh im sayin... we was up in dallas all day...after we practiced we went to go get my dress but we didnt cuz they FUCKED IT UP!!!! omg i was pissed! they forgot to put the blue in my dress...but yuh its all good imma have to pick it up next week. i cant till next weekend its gon be WAY better cuz imma have all my guys there!! =] kool dude!!! im so excited mangz....yuh well cant wait to see all my homies up there yall know wuh im sayin?!?!? but yuh after that we went to go eat!! *yumyumyumyum* we ate some tacos at this place in dallas....omg i love those tacos there!! how u know its good is when your nose starts running!! lol but yuh next we went to get my neice a dress and finally my mom drop us off at my house....watched the game then fell alseep. and like an hour later woke up and then quincy and michael came over....then alisha called again and apologized bout the other day and invited us over there again!! =] soo yuh we went chilled w/e then later on the night i talked to diamond alexis april ashley and tyler mige paul and whoever else that was at the movies and putt putt yuh well diamond said they was gon drop off to say hi and w/e so i stayed outside wit eman and waited wit donyel xavior and some other ppl. then finally we see mige and paul walk up at alishas of course u could tell mige was lookin mad cuz me and donyel was talkin to eachother. mige came up to me and said wuts up gave eachother a hug.....and so he pulled me a side to talk to me... soo we was talkin bout all kinds of shit...WOW i thought i was gon cry....but too all of u that dont know

NO WE DO NOT GO

OUT......

just to let chall know... but i love him still i cant say i dont then i would be lieing to yall....all night me and mige was together yessir... how great...and no nothing like that okkk...damn a lot of scary and happy news happened that night.....good news is that now me and mige understand a lot more things... and the nasty scary shit that happened! was when makensy was sleepin this UGLY ASS BUG bit her on the arm or w.e it was brown hairy and ehhh disgusting none of us could go to sleep we were all scared that we was gon get bit too lol we was up till 7 somthin then me and mige finally was like mann fuck it we dont give a shit.... we feel asleep.

sunday- woke up cuz of alisha....she was like mige how u gettin home? were u suppose to go wit paul?! he was like yuh i guess she was like well paul just left..he was like damn....cuz JD took paul and alesha (white gurl) home... so yuh we went back to sleep for like 10 more mins. and so we just got up....michael and alisha was already awake, quincy and emanuel was still sleepin.. we was gettin hungry so we went to get somethin to eat some where and came back and chilled until we went home...OMG how cute i was messin wit miges hair...hahah it was funny i put a part in his hair....hahahha it was funny then i was tryin to put some twistys in his hair look like a bumb...haha i love fuckin wit his hair... then alisha did somethin wit my hair she put a lil pony tail all the way in the front of my head and i started to waved it around....haha it looked like a helicopter i was fuckin crackin up!! lol funny shit mangs...well yuh then my mom finally picked us up. went to my house and they helped me move my dresser out of my room and put another one in there... kool shit mangs...then they left...='[ now im here by myself lonely scared hungry tired and idk...but yuh thats wuh i have been doin this weekend....

YUH I KNOW I HAVENT UPDATED IN A LONG ASS TIME...BUT YUH HERE IT GOEZ....

well last night my sister came home....=] well actually it was friday....kool shit mansss!! yuhh she bought me a new straightener....=] kool shit mangs!! lol

SAW A SHOOTING STAR LAST NIGHT WUT A GREAT EXPERIENCE TO SEE ONE.....AND WOW AARON I LOVE YUH MANGZ THAT WAS SO FUCKIN SWEET WUT U SAID TO ME LAST NIGHT.....HE TOLD ME THAT I WAS HIS NUMBER 1 GURL IN HIS LIFE..... *BLUSH* I WAS LIKE AWWWWW HOW FUCKIN SWEET GOSH I LOVE THIS KIDDD!!! =] HE MAKES ME HAPPY...

                        MY B-DAYS ALMOST HERE!!!!
                        10*23*05<<<OOO SHIT SON!!!

YUH WELL IDK WUH TO DO.....IM TRYIN TO LET HIM GOO....ALL I WANTED TO BE WAS FRIENDS Y CANT HE JUST BE FRIENDS...HE MAKES IT HARDER AND HARDER EACH DAY....A PART OF ME TELLS MYSELF I STILL WANT TO BE WITH HIM. BUT THE OTHER PART OF ME TELLS ME I JUST CANT GO THROUGH IT AGAIN...U KNOW ILL ALWAYS LOVE U NO MATTER WUHHH...UR ALWAYS GONNA BE MY #1...='[

well yuh went to alishas HAD A BLAST like always!!! =] saw a couple fights over there!! =] fa sho saw my BOO chriis!! gosh i love that kid!! OMG and the best part i saw SAMANTHA!!!! haha it was great.... donyel jonathan xavior eman and oobie (how ever u spell it) came over...=] haha they're funny...

                                                               <<haha that shit cracked me up...but yuh im pissed..

DAMN yall know wut song i love nowadays?! I SHOULD HAVE CHEATED! dont u think thats a great song!! its so true....reminds me kinda of mige....=] well yuh....=] and THANKZ to TYLER, QUINCY, EMANUEL, AARON, AMBER, DIAMOND, ALISHA, DONYEL, JONATHAN, and my boo CHRIS...=] thank u for everything<<GOSH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!

.....=] isnt that true?!

this right here is to mige...man fuck you i cant believe you did michelle that like and yuh i should be puttin yo shit out like this cause all michelle do was be a good girlfriend and you couldnt be there for her when she needed you but i kno who you could be there for but i aint gon spill no names or nothin but you really need to grow up and be mature except for continuing to act like a lil kidd you should try growing up that might help you...but maybe not and i would think after a second chance you would make it right but i guess i was wrong it would have been kewl if you did that too someone else but its michelle shes suck a good person and you jus had to mess with her like that i hope you feel real good about yourself and if i were you then i would be careful cause dont ferget paybacks a bitch and what goes around comes around and when you hurt someone it will double backfire on you well im tired of wasting my time cause im sure this aint gon change you but trust me ill be prayin it will.....<<<<thats from my boo diamond.....gosh i love her...




i smile and pretend everythings ok...
but i cant see y, u couldnt see how broken i was inside,
i walk around with my head held up high thinkin that everythings gonna be ok.
but all i do to myself is make myself worse, by not expressing myself to u.
all the lies i keep inside,all the secrets i keep to myself,
and how i feel bout you feels like its stuck inside my head...
i thought everything was goin good, when i realized everything was worse than i thought,
i dont know how i put myself in this postion all the time...but im tired of it...im tired of
holdin all of your shit stored up in my head....so maybe one day u will understand
wut im tryin to do....   <<< by. Michelle (me)