| i'm searching for reasons, to keep away the demons. and i'd die again for you. i wish you were near me, can you feel it when you hear me say... i'd die again for you.
My Sami is gone. and she wont be back for 2-3 months. Shes gone in-patient, at an eating disorder center. &im at a loss of what im going to do without her. shes one of the few people I can tell everything to. Im not sure what im gonna do without her.
i figured all of the memories were proof enough to maybe open your eyes from the people you think hold your trust. do you ever smile and find it shameful, cause you dont know who you are? well im glad you never told me, you dont need to be anybody else... i like who you are.
&I guess im telling Dave tomorrow? <3333
You see me tonight, arms left out to hold you so tight, you see me here, eyes are leading hearts [without fear]. And then I know, you are here. Feelings come out, your voice shuns all of the doubt - you see me now, you can't even tell how much I feel for you, or how the sound of your voice gives me butterflies. So try this, so try me, touch my lips, and you'll see. Shades of red, of blue, of light, of dark, all of the shades of loves first start, out on the bay on the roof tops tonight: you can see at loves first start * you are there.

^ hottness. <333
and this time when he drives on aimlessly to unfamiliar places, it won't be alone. this time she will hold his hand. because they're still young.
and she's still trying to convince herself that
[someday a boy will want her for nothing more than what she is] someday a boy will like her without malicious intentions. someday a boy will l o v e her, as fucked up as she is.
she's got to be careful. the last guy who promised to tape up her heart, took the
scissors instead & hung the pieces on
her wall. it was art.


^ gotta love that movie |