"Say It right, Lie to me..." E.Rushton
Mmm, mmm, mm! Say it right oh, say it right! All those lies! Say them just right, so I'll believe you one last time!

Oh, oh, oh! Say it right, say it right! Tell me all these painful lies! When I find the truth to come my way!

Say it right one last time, look me in the eyes, tell me what I want to hear, oh! Say those little sweet things in my ear, say it right. Just lie to me tonight!

In the morning when I wake, I'll see the truth! But right now just hold me in this moment, I'll close my eyes and I promise to believe!

Say it right one last time, look me in the eyes, tell me what I want to hear, oh! Say these little sweet things in my ear, say it right. Just lie to me tonight!

Lie to me, I promise ill believe! But only for right now! Cause in the morning ill wake up and see the truth, I was never meant to be with you!

(Key change)
Say it right one last time! Whisper all those lies in my ear! Say it right! Say it right kill me inside! Lie to me, one last time! Just say it right!
Mmm, mmm, mm!

(Key changes back)
Say it right one last time! Look me in the eyes, tell me what I want to hear, say all those bittersweet things! Say it right, break my fall! Oh say it all! Say it right just for tonight! Say it right! Say all those bittersweet words! Say it right, say it right, say it right, break my fall...

When it all crashes in on you
When you cannot find your way out of the lies you created.
When you feel like breaking down.
When you see just how much youve hurt those who love you most.

Dont run to me! Dont look at me to heal you.
I can't figure out my own life let alone help you with your's
But I am here to say God will make these darkend days bright once again!
God will set you free.
God will help you to see the way out!
Oh can you trust in anything other than your painfilled lies and disasters??

Let go of your pride, let go of your hopes.
Let go of all of you!
You're so imperfect..Cant you learn to let God make you better?

Dont run to me! Dont look at me to heal you.
I can't figure out my own life let alone help you with your's
But I am here to say God will make these darkend days bright once again!
God will set you free.
God will help you to see the way out!
Oh can you trust in anything other than your painfilled lies and disasters??

Will I ever learn to let go of these things that eat away at me?
Will I ever see the truth that You have set in store for me Jesus?
Will I ever learn you are the only way to happyness???
Oh Ive got to let go of my hurt, my wills, my pain, and take You in instead!

Dont run to me! Dont look at me to heal you.
I can't figure out my own life let alone help you with your's
But I am here to say God will make these darkend days bright once again!
God will set you free.
God will help you to see the way out!
Oh can you trust in anything other than your painfilled lies and disasters??

Life puts us all through so much! We accept responsiblity for our actions, we accept joy and pain! Love and lose! We all are taught diferent things from different people! I have learned how to love from you! How to trust again! how to let someone in! How to give myself a chance! How to not be angry with my past mistakes, whom all of them have made me better! I thank you all who have hurt me, all the pain you have caused has made me a better person! Ive needed to grow, to love, loose and let go, to trust and be broken down to see that all I need is NOT in you! Yet in Jesus! Im choosing now in front of God and everyone I love and who know me, I want to be single, I do not want the pain of trying anymore. I do not want the pain of loving and that love being ripped away from me before my timming! I want to thank all of the hurts, I want to ask forgiveness where I have hurt people I love! I just wish that the one person I actually want that wants me back I could have! But I guess we do not get what we want, yet what we need! I need to focus on God, school, martial arts and friends. I forsake myself for those around me! All I wanted was someone to love me enough to do the same!
Oh well! We do not get what we want yet what we need, and when what we need is what we want that is when life is "Going good"!!!!
Im tired of tryin, but because of your love, I will keep on going for maybe one day if you are the one I will be able to love you then! But not now! Not right now! I cant handle you, you can not handle loving me! We both knew this, yet went past all the warning signs and loved anyway!
Young love is raw and bitter sweet, sweetly bitter! I miss your embraces, I miss your warm smile! I miss you and me! I miss your laugh! I miss your hands holding mine! This pain is like none Ive known! I actually loved you, I only fell into infatuation with all the others, but you I loved! I truly loved! I can not give up on you, but I have to give you up in hopes you will not give up on me!
I wish you would wait, but I doubt you will! I just can just wish that you will, I can pray that you will, I can hope you will, but when the moment comes you are with another, holding her instead of me, embracing her with my emotions raw and torn I will smile and love you and her anyway knowing it is God's will! God's will not my own, or your's!

Love always your sweetheart!
Elisabeth


(v-1)Would you love me, without holding back? Will you never quit on me? Will you last for, forever? Forever is a aweful big promise but never is a really long time! Will you hold me in your heart? Or will you find the next best thing?

(v-2)Im so scared of loosing you, but I do not know how to handle you. I do not know how to keep you! How do I keep you with letting you go? I let you in, I trusted you, you trusted me...What will I do without you?

(v-3)I can live without you, but I just do not want to! Ive never loved like this before! Ive never felt these feelings before! Ive never known anyone to break down all these walls Ive put up!

(chorus)Break down! break me down! darlin', I don't want to let you go! But I have to.I've got to follow duty and not what my heart wants! Tell me what I want to hear for tonight, tell me what I want. But tomorrow I have to let you go! so break down! Break me down!

(v-4)Letting go, oh letting go of love is harder than sayin goodbye to the one you love! letting go and then learning how to breathe again, learning how to hold on for a lifetime!
Let me down! Make me angry with you! Break me down! Make me hate you! I don't want to cry! Not, I do not want to die inside!

(Chorus)Break down! break me down! darlin', I don't want to let you go! But I have to.I've got to follow duty and not what my heart wants! Tell me what I want to hear for tonight, tell me what I want. But tomorrow I have to let you go! so break down! Break me down!

(Bridge)Let me go! Let me go! Let me go! Break me down! Let me go! Break me down! Let me go! Break me down! Let me go....
can you see into my broken heart? You know my every thought! Darlin, just BREAK ME DOWN!!!

(chorus)Break down! break me down! darlin', I don't want to let you go! But I have to.I've got to follow duty and not what my heart wants! Tell me what I want to hear for tonight, tell me what I want. But tomorrow I have to let you go! so break down! Break me down!

Im falling on me knee's praising you Jesus that you brought someone into my arms who is inlove with me! Who cares so much about me that he wouldnt mind trying harder for me than anyone else he's ever tried for! God I  praise you for the people who disopointed me, thank you for all the let downs just so that I can see how amazing he is! All I have gone through has lead me to him! All I have seen, done and that has happend has made me be able to love him more!
God I praise you! Oh Jesus I praise you! Thank you for the storms that have rocked my life, shaken it up, and turned it upside down, because without themI wouldn't see in him what I see! I wouldn't know how it feels to honestly be inlove! Oh God thank you so much! Thank you!

"YOU HAVE STOLEN MY HEART!!!!! YOU HAVE STOLEN MY HEART!!! YES YOU HAVE STOLEN MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!"-Dashboarn confessionals-Stolen
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A year from now will I regret you? Or will I be inseperible from you? A year from now will everything I think now be imature and stupid or priceless sweet nothings I can whisper in your ear? We have the same know how of that we both do not want to get hurt, or hurt the other! We both have common grounds and loves! We look into each others eyes without regret now, we hold on tightly to the thoughts of tomorrow and seeing you again then! To steal but one glance from you lasts me a lifetime, but I do not want just one glance I want forever darlin' I want forever just you and me! A lifetime of I love yous and hugs & kisses! Of those sweetly surrendered embraces I'll let you steal! Of not being able to wait to see you again! Of knowing you made me give you, and me a chance when I had promised myself all my love was lost! No, I won't give up on you! Yes I will try my hardest! Because if you never try you will never know! And I want to know, I want to see just how it feels to be able to love and be loved! I do not want to love someone who doesnt love me, or be loved and not be able to return it! I want this, what you and me have! This is what dreams are made of darlin'! This is what they are made of! People go a lifetime and never find what took us only a couple weeks to figure out! Sweetie ain't it funny how we looked each other in the eyes so many times and it didnt dawn on us till now that maybe we're to be together for this time? Sweet surrender, you never felt this right before! Trusting never felt this easy! Letting go was never this effortless! You've truly shown me what it is like to know how to let go, to trust for once in my life, to not see but be able to believe in someone! I can wake up knowing that you are there for me no matter what, that you are who I can trust! You made me give myself a chance when I didn't know I was able to! You've made me reolize I am worth loving, that I can love again! You've made me see what no one else see's in me and you brought it out like I've never known anyone to! Why do you feel so right? Why are you so good to me? I do not want to mess things up so I won't ask you those things, but I will always wonder them in my heart! I will always think to myself, "What does he see that no one else would even try to knowtice..why does he love me?" Then I will remind myself! "Maybe it's because I desided to see in him what I forgot to look for! Maybe it's because I tolled him about how I see more in him...Maybe, it's just because for such a time as this we are meant to be together!" Then I will relax in knowing I am loved! I am loved! I am LOVED! I didn't have to prove myself, he just wants me! Like no one else, he wants me! That's a really great feeling, to be wanted! To be loved! That is a feeling no one can even find anything to come close to comparing with!
I am accepted, I am loved, I am Hopefilled, I am his!



xoxoxoHugs and KiSsEs!xoxoxo
Love always
Elisabeth


"Give yourself a chance!"-Me
Here we are, just two people looking for the same thing.. Here we are young and hopefull! Here we are, just dreamin bout forever! Darlin' dont ya know forever's a really big promise?!?

Oh yeah here we are, just talkin. Hoping that it will be more! Oh here we are dreamin bout forever, darlin' dont ya know that forever's a really big promise?

But you just said. Give yourself a chance, learn to lean on me! Give yourself a chance! All your saying is no, but you want to say yes! But baby give youself a chance. I just wanted you to know how I feel!

I didnt know that just a couple words could hit the heart like that! I didnt know that you could make me reolize I didnt even try to help myself! Oh but that little word...Yes.. felt so hard to say untill I finnally gave up and gave me my way.

And I couldnt have said it better!
I'll give myself a chance! If you still wanna give me one! I'll give myself a chance, just so I can know how it feels to be loved! yeah I'll give myself just one more chance and try not mess things up! Oh Darlin! Just for you, I'll give me a chance too!

And Now I'mm sittin' here just thinkin about how you told me those few words and I figured out that givin myself a chance ain't so hard!

I'll give myself a chance! If you still wanna give me one! I'll give myself a chance, just so I can know how it feels to be loved! yeah I'll give myself just one more chance and try not mess things up! Oh Darlin! Just for you, I'll give me a chance too! Yeah I'll try, I won't let you down! I'll try my hardest to make this work out! I'll give myself a chance to see what you see, that could be! Give yourself, a chance!