Back to Reality

As summer come close to an end...i realized i have to shake myself back into reality.

After traveling this summer and finally being able to relax without doing anything too mentally draining, suddenly i find it hard to get back into busy bee mode.  Don't get me wrong, i am extremely excited to go back to school, knowing me of course i have ordered my books and already started reading the first chapter.  Such a NERD!!!!

But the travels from this summer made me realize couple of things:

1. Traveling if awesome!!! My cancun trip was like a baby being tossed into a huge candy store with out restrictions.  The ability to explore, try, and indulge. 

2. My relationship with my boyfriend is one of a kind. A love with trust, honesty, fun, and most of all respect.  I am so blessed to find someone that is my soulmate.  I hate to use that word but there is no other way to describe him.  I love this man with all my heart!

3.  Family is so important.  We might say those words but many of us does not follow through.  Living in such an americanized/english society we are taught to be individualist, fighting for ourselves. But in reality, no matter what nation we live in our skin helps partly determine our paths.  As yellow skin, we are not individualist, our actions reflect and affects our family.  As i start to venture into this individualist world, i have learned to love what my parents have taught me.  "Yellow skins are communal people, we live, play, work, succeed, for the people around us.  Our dedication and obligations in life is not just for ourselves but for our ancestors, grandparents, parents, aunt, uncles, sisters, brothers, and our future family."   

4. Learn to love and accept your family, for the good and bad.

Graduate school news

Hi guys.

just wanted to share some good news with ya.

I have recently received my acceptance from San Jose State University for their Master program in counseling. 

I am so excited...but i am still waiting for one more school before i decide where to go.  But in the meanwhile i am just happy and excited to be wanted!

hahaha...anyways...life is going GReat.

Great Mom, Great Man, Great Bestfriend, Great Job, ....just Great.

this is what i am going to do: post pictures of my progress every two weeks of the same poses with the same shirt.  so we can all see the progress.

Once again THanks!

front view

side view

Sticky Pix!

 remember the days where we would go out our ways to take those sticky pix in a booth?  Ten of us would try to squeeze into the tiny booth...hahhaa...good times.  Well, Duong and I went to a nice dinner and decided to relive those teenage years.  We found a sticky pix booth and took some pixes.  Here they are.

It felt so good to go out as a couple.  Our lives is so busy right now that we do not have time with each other.  But i still find myself loving this man more and more each day. well...night!

fucken tired!

I am tired of your disappointment

I am tired of your bullshit words

I am tired of your lack of encouragement

I am tired of your lack of support

I am tired of your constant sermon of what a good daughter suppose to be

I am tired of not being the daughter you want me to be

I am tired of the things you expect me to do

I am tired of the disappointment you say I have caused

Fuck, I am fucken tired of having a father like you

Hard to please, fuck why can’t you see my side of the story

Cant you be fucken proud of a daughter who

….went to college

…….Got a good job that she is passionate about

……….a job that would enable her to help many underprivileged children

Fuck I am just tired

just wanted to share something with you guys tonight...a bit pist off right now...and for a good reason...

To my cousins in Canada,

you are so so bless not to have my dad!!!!!

hahahahahhaha....Bichchi if you get a hold of this somehow...trust me your dad is much better than mine....at least he knows the name of the backstreet boys, right? ghahahhaha...night ya...love ya