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Thursday, May 08, 2008

Sunday, May 04, 2008

  • Mama Can you Help Me write a Poem for Extra Credit for my Semester Report?

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    So many things to forgive
    the stink of sweat and fear
    then just fear as bodies
    dry and shrink, too tight
    to pee, shit, or cry.
    The sound of a falling man,
    his friends praying, cursing,
    begging to carry his name
    forward one more day.
    The taste of locusts
    tiny saviors of men
    standing knee deep
    in rice fields, on feet
    swollen three times normal.
    Dreams, longing for one
    more bite of something
    Mama cooked, taken
    for granted by the kids
    still sitting around her table.
    Sixty years later, I see
    the dead when I close my eyes
    slit throats smiling and flies
    the enemy, waiting
    to drag me away from life.
    Eighty years old and I
    still can’t drive a Japanese car.

                    For Cletis Overton
                    Survivor of Bataan Death March
                    April 1942 and the sinking of the
                    “Hell Ship” Shinyo Maru, Sept 7, 1944

     

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    (The little black diamonds you can see beside these names indicate that the man didn't survive the Bataan march and imprisonment.)

     

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Thursday, May 01, 2008

  • A Happy Life

    Oatmeal cookies with nuts and fruit
    orange juice, champagne of truth
    baby smell, oil of the spirit of healing
    not quite enough for big house on the hill
    more than enough for laughter and still
    it's the sound of your breath I'm remembering
    more than the heartbeat deep in your chest
    more than the way that you loved me your best
    the sad little catch that presaged your death
    it's the sound of your breath I'm remembering
    not one day we spent is regretted or mourned
    hours together led us to be borne
    labor of love sweeps linoleum floors
    past the hope of the life we once bargained for
    it's the sound of your breath I'm remembering
    when you touched me as though you remembered me well
    from a lifetime before what a story you'd tell
    to convince me that you were the one who rapelled
    down the cliffs of destruction to hold me
    it's the sound of your breath I'm remembering
    aaaaaaaah, when a life has been spent in this way
    unafraid of the moments spent harboring play
    delaying the moment when you must away
    beyond the reach of my fiercest embrace
    who could say its been any part waste
    when your breath in my memory still lingers.

    it's the sound of your breath I'm remembering

    it's the sound of your breath I'm remembering

     

Saturday, April 26, 2008

  • Deja Who?

    It didn't seem profound
    when I wrote the sentence
    it wouldn't leave me alone
    I was trying to go to sleep
    tired, but not tired enough
    old, but not old enough
    lying in the dark
    thinking back to when
    mother waited in the car
    sent me into the store for apples,
    milk, Campbell's soup,
    and sometimes for a treat
    we could have bologna
    the kind with garlic
    red plastic strung around 
    slices, ribbons to tie
    and play string games
    although why I thought
    of that while I was trying
    to go to sleep, I couldn't say
    but it wouldn't leave me
    so I pulled the notebook over
    wrote it in the dark
    and content with capture
    the words released me
    until the next afternoon
    when shopping with my
    best friend, who turned
    from the MacIntosh, Fuji,
    Pink Lady, Jonathon, Granny Smith,
    Cameo, Gala display -
    brought the words out
    of the dark, out of the night
    off the page where they lay waiting,
    "When I was young, there were
    only three kinds of apples
    red, green, and yellow."

Friday, April 25, 2008

  • The week ends

    Toffee troubled fingers
    break off bits
    of late afternoon sunshine
    stretching out the hour
    into a shadow
    cool and gentle to cover
    all the hours ahead.

    Yellow buttered buscuits
    long eaten
    come back to crumple
    in the wrinkles of sheets
    printed on yesterday's
    pages, a brown notebook
    with only blotches
    under watermarks
    left when transcription
    broke open a main
    and poured free free free.

    Once to fall in love,
    again to wake up cold
    and then to wake again
    and know the cold dreamt
    against the warm
    troubled touch
    April says goodbye.
     

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    • Name: Terri
    • State: New Mexico
    • Birthday: 6/18/1963
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 9/3/2004

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  • Come closer, look beneath the surface of my life, and you'll find a happy woman.