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well doay was ok... during the weekend me and nick got into a fight because he went to the movies when he told me that he really didn't want to go.. then we got to talking about how he would make it up to me... i told him to think of something himself, because then it would me more to me if he did... well    we got off the phone and he text me... he said that he loved me and he knows that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me.... i felt the same way then and i thought about it before... well  then i really started thinkin and kinda scared my self into textin him sayin i wanted to just be friends... then the morning i felt like shit... because thought what is he is the one and i screwed it up... so i asked him that morning if he reallly meant it... so now we're good WE ARE STILL TOGETEHR !

But this weekend is goin to be busy and i'm not even goin to be able to see my baby.... pratice friday and football game saturday and also have keystone invitaional on saturday... sunday is only day off but nick has to work !!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR    guess i will deal though....

well love yall talk to you later... love ya sexy people

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Nicky

You know wha the greatest thing is about my idol... no matter what situation i am in or what kinda of mood i'm in she can change that... if ya didn't kno shania is my idol, i love her music, she came from hardly nothing, went through tough times and she still became one of the greatest women country singers...  i love her music... no matter what mood i'm in he makes my feel soo much better, and she has given me a couple answers to some tough questions...   I ain't no quiter.. love it... i was havinga hard time with a guy and i wasn't sure if i should even try any more... well i had the tv on cmt and her music video for i aint no quiter came up.... i started laugh and said thank i needed that...  yeah i might be crazy but she is the greatest, always has been my favorite singer of all time

k, thats my aknowledgement out to my idol... this week was long... didn't hear we lost to cv... 44 28 and we played mcdevitt today we lost, but ya know they left the clock run and we soo could have had that game  we were at the endzone and time ran out before they could get the ball over.... i'm pretty sure this means we're not goin to play offs, but i might be wrong...

went to justins this weekend it was fun.. but we left early to go home, meg and i changed our minds and went to meet friend of hers at the rink be he wasn't there.. it was kewl though, amy, amber and amys boyfriend was there... i was talkin to nick on the phone and i told him we were therer  HE SHOWED UP!  it was one of the sweetest things he did... i was soo happy....

I was suppose to see him tomorrow but he said his mom said no so that really sucks...

mmm.... oh cantwell was at skating too he looked like he was having fun there... I have established that he is only ever not talkative and depressin in school... he really nice out of the hell hole we go to every danm day of the week....

our show, well at least my show, sucked today.. i dropped the most stupidest toss.. its not even that hard and i dropped it... it sucked... but connie imed me earlier and said she liked it soo that helped a little... well i gues i better get going... love yall take care.. love ya !

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@-}- Nickey :-*