Mystiquefaery's Xanga

Saturday, September 18, 2004

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 14:17:23 GMT

NEW XANGA www.xanga.com/you_x_core GO THERE <3333

Thursday, September 16, 2004

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 13:12:19 GMT

i am now a sexxified brunette yay! i have to admit its quite a change but ill get used to it.

yes that is a sexxi model pose..im such a dork

*friday me hannah erich and chris are going to the mall so come if you want!

I just want to do something right for once. You have no idea what my life was like before. I was drowning in myself. You are my breath of fresh air after being under water for too long. Believe me when I say I don't wanna screw this up.

<33 Erich <33

Saturday, September 11, 2004

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 13:07:40 GMT

oOoO so i must tell you all i am now dating this kid erich all i have to say is that he is so seXXified and nice! and he goes to CALVERT HALL thats like the hottest school ever! w00t i shall keep you all up to date.

KwazyRockerBabe: hannah and rachel are teaching you how to be a slut! <<carrie i looove you so much

sammi you are my lovely fister GO FIST yourself.

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 15:52:16 GMT

hello darlings,

ok so i have a question for all you, i was thinking of dying my hair light brown this saturday i already made the appointment ^_^ but tell me what you think? blonde is so blah brunette is so seXXified lmao

*wonderful convo with my bestest friend ever! rachel

selfishxdesires: hes of the male species come on i mean you are like sex on legs any guy would kill to have you
xToxicxMelodyx: ehhh
selfishxdesires: RACHEL ELIZABETH COLE you are like sex on legs im telling you!!!!
xToxicxMelodyx: Lmao thank you Kait.
selfishxdesires: anytime
xToxicxMelodyx: blahhhh thank you kait <33
xToxicxMelodyx: bestest friends forever <3
selfishxdesires: yes bestfriendsforeverand ever

and ahem i didnt forget about you sami you are my anti drug! <333

babyLentattoo: i am judging you because i know what you really are
xToxicxMelodyx: No you dont.

babyLentattoo: ur a cold hearted bitch << no one calls my rachel a bitch but me but lenny you so got OWNED. you mess with me and my friends you DIE so id watch out

*ana*love

Sunday, September 05, 2004

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 13:03:44 GMT

hey lovelys,

w00t three day weekend! thats like great to the max X10. yeah well i really dont have much to talk about nothing really fun has happend lately besides the whole chris ordeal... i really like the kid so we shall see what happens

*0k so now an update with the whole ana thing so for now im just gonna go to a psychologist and then this stupid shitty support group thing o.O on wednesday nights.. like thats gonna help any. im just being monitored on what i eat and crap like that.* -- i havent eaten anything for 2 days though so i dont think their doing a very good job but when i go back to school on tues ill prob just eat a brownie for lunch eew

if you look into this girl's heart you'd see how much she cries. you'll find secrets hidden, best friends and lies. but what you'll see the most is how hard it is to be so strong when nothing's right and everything's wrong...Inside I scream to shed a thousand tears yet upon my shaking lips lies a weary grin...

* leave me sum love* Y

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 19:45:25 GMT

hey loves,

ehh today was 0k i had lunch with amy, megan, carrie, and of course brian baker =.= lol the schedule sucked ass though. and i made the mistake of actually going and talking to chris in the morning but he was grumpy cause he needs his time to "chill" wtf ok i guess? lets just say i wont be doing that anymore. lets see tommorow i have 1st lunch with ashley and carrie and w00t chris is in that one to yay! ::glares:: and dave im sorry for asking you all those questions lol but you know ur the BESTEST friend ever lol <33 w00t hannah comes back to school tommorow cant wait!!!!!! i misssss you i shall update more later when im in a better m00d <333333

when you judge someone it doesnt define who [they] are

it defines who y.o.u. are

[E.d.I.t]

Ok so I went to the docters today im down to 134 and when I went last time I was ehh about 144ish so he was like ok we have to something about this you need to eat or in his words youll have to “go away” wtf im not even skinny im fat as shit and im not going to die. Grrr that makes me so maddd I cant decide what to do! HELp

* leave me sum luv*

Monday, August 30, 2004

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 18:16:50 GMT

hey lovelys <33

yeah soo today was the first day of school ehh it was okay considering that i have the bestest person EVER in my bio class lol yess thats you eric! i have friends in every class so im glad ^_^ and not to mention that i now have the coolest senior buddy ever chris!! hes so nice i just luvvv him! <333 well sorry this is short but i gotta go the comp is being a whore grrr.

just do what makes you happy, ignore when others try to put you down.<3

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 15:17:37 GMT

Ok so yesterday was absolutely wonderful me rae and Hannah went to the mall and we ended seeing Amanda zack and his friend eric. So we walked around a little and then we found steve but he had to leave early =.= ::glares:: ooh then we followed this really hott guy named Jake of course Amanda had to go up to him and say heyy that blonde girl ovr there wants to know if she can rape you and of course he said yess so I walked around with him and hes very nice and he has a shagg ^__^ I just don’t want to get my hopes up like I always do lol well wish me luck I shall go and call him now <333

Porcelain doll with tangled hair,

People pass or stop and stare,

Her cotton clothes are ripped and torn,

Her parents regret the day she was born,

Her plastic heart has melted down,

Her stunning smile, a perfect frown,

Her shining future, a blackened road,

Her flowing words, a fucked up code.

Once glowing eyes, now dark and dead,

And voices scream inside her head,

A falling rain of acid tears,

Mirrors reflecting all her fears,

A fire raging through her veins,

Drugs to reduce all her pains Her porcelain skin, now scarred and bruised,

Her staggering beauty, now gone and used.

go to www.purevolume.com/americandiary its my friends band and possibly the best one EVER so take a look and listen!! its kool to the MAX x 10 haha im such a dork.btw go THERe

Monday, August 23, 2004

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 19:57:18 GMT

Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow, we must fall in order to know… sometimes our visions clear only after our eyes are washed away with tears </33

Hmm you think you know your so called “best friend” until she goes behind your back and likes your ex that’s just dandy..

thinspiration picture of Gisele Bundchen on the right >>>>>

empty is the best feeling in the world

when you know your starving for perfection

Saturday, August 21, 2004

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 23:21:57 GMT

im such a screw up.. i break up with my boyfriend because i like this other guy and now i dont know whats goin on psh ill never be good enough for anyone </3

*went to the mall with rae hannah adam lenny mikey and kevin, then we saw carie and kim there so we hung out with them uhh it was ok till the end. rae thanks for bein there for me when i went all ::tear tearish:: on you! <3333

::right now im talking to my nifty friend steve hmm we might go to the mall with rae n everybody on wed. so if u wanna come just tellest me^_^::