| updatei know i havn't used this thing since prom last year and i feel kinda bad about that. i just can't keep up that much with school, work, and family. i had two of my friends die a week apart from each other and my grandmother i beging to die from cancer. she was doing fine on the therpy but now....shes not eating, drinking or sleeping. shes coughing and blowing her nose constantly. she actually fell down in the shower the other day and scared the living shit of of us. shes not doing well and with 14 college credits and a job....i just have no time anymore. i've basicly stopped sleeping. which is great seeing as i have a project on sleep due in my psych class tomorrow i should be doing now. well off to eat dinner and cram for my anatomy test. |
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| Promwhat random things spring to mind on the subject of "Senior Prom".
mostly revolving arround steryotypes and illegitament hearsay.
but suprizeingly....i'm going.
i looked and worked all year for a date wondering if i was ever even
going to go the whole time and in less than 2 hours after leaveing
school today....i have my date and my dress. the dress itself is
awesome. i don't think i'll be able to wear it but one can only hope.
and it doesn't help when they put size -67 ungodly thin girls in them
and make you worry about whats gonna happen when you try to get the
dress on. *heavy sigh* well here it is:
http://www1.macys.com/catalog/product/index.ognc?ID=186082&CategoryID=22177
i just hope i can pull it off. well manage to get it on first with out
having it run away, and then actually be able to walk in it. *groans*
but it just makes you wonder.
i had to get set up by my friend on a blind date with someone out of abington to go to my own senior prom.
depressing subject.
so i'll exit gracefully.
goodnight all<3
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| spring breakblah blah blah, spring break is finally here! along with millions of things i have to do....toodles!
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| - Thank Usongs of our generation are the words of our lives
How about getting off of these antibiotics
How about stopping eating when I'm filled up
How about them transparent dangling carrots
How about that ever elusive kudo
Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence
How about me not blaming you for everything
How about me enjoying the moment for once
How about how good it feels to finally forgive you
How about grieving it all one at a time
Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence
The moment I let go of it was
The moment I got more than I could handle
The moment I jumped off of it was
The moment I touched down
How about no longer being masochistic
How about remembering your divinity
How about unabashedly bawling your eyes out
How about not equating death with starving
Thank you India
Thank you providence
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you nothingness
Thank you clarity
Thank you thank you silence
yeah yeah
ahh ohhh
ahhh ho oh
ahhh ho ohhhhhh
yeaahhhh yeahh
fucking LOVE this song<3
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