wow. i haven't been on here in a while. let's see how many comments i get. hmmm. oh yeah LiFE. blaaaah. some things just aren't meant to be. which means that i should move on riiite? haaa. easier said than done. 

on a brighter note. my debut is coming up February 19. i'm excited but stressed at the same time. i guess it all just comes together like that.

ahh something's buggin' me. gotta let it out....
the one person that i trusted not to lie to me ..did. the person that taught me about lieing and how it's not necessary between us...lied. i thought he was different but i guess not. they're all the same. actions speak louder than words.  it hurts and i realized that i'm weak. i guess things change. i'll change and he'll change and things will hopefully be ok between us. i'm afraid to lose the relationship we've built. things will never be the same but it just has to be that way. wow i'm taking this waaaaaay harder than i thought i would.

if you've read this far..comment me. i wanna know what you think.

HAPPY BiRTHDAY TO EXEL!!!

wOw!! i am sooo lazzzy. i'm hoooked on myspace. <<< clickable

anyways interesting things have been happening to me in public restrooms  and i just wanted to write something in here.

1st incident.. haha
at the movies the other nite the lady in the stall next to me suddenly said "hey can i have some toilet paper" and she sticks her hand under the divider and i give her the toilet paper. then she gives the toilet paper back to me and says "thank you, this theatre must be popular because they run out of toilet paper" then we see each other when washing our hands and have this weird moment. then we both said "bye" hehe.

2nd incident
me & thi rushes to a restroom in safeway. there are 3 stalls. we both get into a stall each and once we sit down..this mann voice says "HEY!"  and thi says "what tha freak!" we were crackin' up and scared at the same time. so i'm all scared thinking there's a man in the women's restroom and i was scared to come out of the stall..but we found out that it was an intercom. how weird!!

I GOT MY LiCENSE!!! woohooo!! besides scraping the curb while backing around the corner and forgetting to signal ...i guess i did grrrreat!!

hopefully i get my insurance on thursday.. then you ghetto diamond driving ladies can call me up and we'll go out to celebrate like we planned a looooong time ago!! mmmkay?!

too lazy to write everything but uhhh Young Life camp was hellaaaa fuuun. here are some pics from Angie's camera...

Pirate Nite...everyone jumped into the pool with all our clothes on. here's Angie & me.

Aaarrrr!! this is when everyone was still dry..

some of the gurls before dinner...

i wasn't supposed to be in this one..haha

that's it for now...til' i develope my own camera..