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Sunday, March 02, 2008

Sun, 02 Mar 2008 19:49:39 GMT

Crazy (Crazy)
Some times I'm crazy baby
Crazy (Crazy)
Ooh ooh

It's crazy
I be thinkin people tryna play me
Latly I know I be flippin on a daily basis
I hate waitin, I'm impatient
Bitch don't ask me why I gotta nice grill
This is just how my face is
I piss, in public places
Slightly racist, right now I'm robbing a theif and I'm fuckin a rapist
I married an imagrant to get him his papers
Niggaz don't wanna give me the mic cuz they afraid I'mma say shit
And that's right I'mma say shit
Right in they faces
This is Remy straight on the rocks wit nothin but chase it
I'mma new breed of female
Far from the basic
And if you still can't see that then you need to get lasik
I'mma make a statement: I'm the replacement
I'm so close to the top I can almost taste it
So ill, so real so far from fakers
Rem to Fred wit the strip pole in the basement
Now that's crazy

Crazy (Crazy)
Some times I'm crazy baby
Crazy (Crazy)
Ooh ooh - [2x]

Some say I'm 7:30 in the M-730
Been smokin since I was 13
Been on my own since I was half of 30
I thought I ain't have to worry
Because I was always pretty
I find a dumb nigga gettin dough and do his pockets dirty
But see that wasn't workin
And I wasn't tryna work in
I got my own work in
I started puttin work in
Some say it ain't worth it
I say I ain't perfect
Matter of fact I'm sayin, doin the fuck I feel
I make people nervous
Who say I ain't bout it
I'm still from the projects
What you talkin bout bitch
I sets it on bounces
I don't think you understand son
You know how many clubs I been from
And I can careless
I'm so careless
I'm from the generation where we did shit because you dared us
I said I wish every breath I take didn't taste like drunk
And every sentence I say came out in a flow
I swear I wouldn't have to write or spend dough on smokes
Now thats crazy

Crazy (Crazy)
Some times I'm crazy baby
Crazy (Crazy)
Ooh ooh

Yo I'm crazy nigga
So don't play wit me nigga
Put ya head down when you talk
Watch what you say to me nigga
See I got goupin if I won
I can pay for you nigga
I'm the type let you pipe but I won't stay with you nigga
Leave you in telly on ya belly don't wanna lay with you nigga
Yea I say it's ya pussy but I always say that to niggas
See I'm really the business
This is goin into history
I just got my own company
I love it call me misery
I said I walk around the metal dectors
Who does that
Before I told them lean back
I told bitches to run that
And if they ain't show me where the ones and the funds at
More or less I was gunna show them how the guns clap
I pull a weed nigga and treat his stash like a fun pack
See you tryna do it to me I does that
Hold Up
Matta fact
I think the craziest shit I ever said is I wish I could bring Pun back [echo] back back

Crazy (Crazy)
Some times I'm crazy baby
Crazy (Crazy)
Crazy [echo] crazy crazy crazy
Ooh ooh

Sunday, December 02, 2007

Sun, 02 Dec 2007 00:07:22 GMT

If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn’t feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I’d be wishing you were here
To be everything that I’d be looking for
I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you’ll love me
Love me like you’ll never see me again

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Thu, 08 Nov 2007 19:37:02 GMT

Close the doors
Lay down
No, no, no, not like that
Like this, yea... I like that
Ok, here's what I want you to do
I want you to look me right in my eyes
And I want you to tell me exactly what you want me to do to you
You ready?

Your body whispering from under the sheets
I hear it moaning begging loud and clearly
I'm rather in fluent in the language it speaks
But it's your mouth I want to tell it to me

Girl, why don't you you
Tell me what you want me to do to you
Say it, say it, say it...
Girl why don't you tell me what you want from me
Girl won't you
Say it, say it, say it...

It's not as if I'm not totally aware
That you want my hands right here and my mouth right there
Girl don't play shy, show me how bold you can be
Open your mouth and tell me and tell me where you want me

Girl, why don't you
Tell me what you want me to do to you
Say it, say it, say it...
Girl why don't you tell me what you want from me
Girl won't you
Say it, say it, say it...

Tell me what you want.
Oh, you want that?
Say the word.
Turn around

Anything that you want baby tell me you want it
I got it babe
Tell me what you want
I'm hoping and wishing
Name your position
I got it babe
Tell me what you want and I got it babe
Anything that you want baby tell me you want it
I got it babe
Tell me what you want
I'm hoping and wishing
Name your position
I got it babe

Girl, why don't you
Tell me what you want me to do to you
Say it, say it, say it...
Girl why don't you tell me what you want from me
Girl won't you
Say it, say it, say it...

Sunday, November 04, 2007

Sun, 04 Nov 2007 19:19:17 GMT

little miss cinderella. stay back gentlemen. she's only allowed millionaire asian hotties taller than 5"10 that speak no less than 3 languages and have a knack IV cooking. no crazies need apply. parents may put their son's applications in effectively immediately and have approximately 25 years to hear back reply.

i shoulda been a hair stylist

doing what i do best. strangling crazy white guys. or drinking. whatever, same difference

kekeke, whoops.

well, i didn't do it big. but i guess that's a good thing when you wreck. NEXT time'll be better.

ooh, nippppppppppplesssss...ahhhhhhhhhhh

do i look druuuuuuuuuuuuuunk?

taking pictures while driving? ALWAYS advised. BITE ME SUCKER!

HEY! X's brother and sister!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 09:57:28 GMT

me, myself and i is all i got in the end. that's what i found out. and there ain't no need II cry i took a vow that from now i'ma be my own best friend.

in the end.

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Tue, 09 Oct 2007 19:15:56 GMT

and the b day weekend IV leah n mike. little miss do everything myelf has a new pair of skates and a now broken dora the explorer chair (walmart kills me) as well as a gorgeous sleeping beauty dress (not cooler than her blue cinderella dress x maximus. mooohahahahaha. just kidding, spanx a lot) being the amazing housemom that i am i made like 12 blueberry muffins II substitute a cake. so there's this place, inflatable funland, and i totally whooped all the kids at bouncing. like 9 giant moon bounces complete with slides. most. fun. ever! and we saw this dog inside that totally peed the carpet, that was a good laugh. had monday and tuesday off which was sweet. did alotta nothing. i can't wait II get out of the army, i am gonna SPIRAL OUTTA CONTROL!!!!!!!!! yes, more so than i do now. still learnin II ride my bike. not gettin alotta ride time but i did hit over 700 miles. come II visit me people!!!!!!!!!!!!! work is gonna be outrageously ridiculous this week. got a huge event coming up on friday that i gotta handle. i don't get paid enough, sheeeeeit. i wish i was in a gang when i was younger so i could have some cool gang war scars ^_^ like balki and his psycho dropped tricep. that thing is crazy sick. instead i just have peeling skin from a sunburn and this weird spider bite. maybe i have cancer. or a tumor. speaking of sickness, my grandpa's in taiwan and from what i hear really sick so please keep him in your prayers, IV those of you that actually pray. all 2 of you. hahahaha. the wall of shame at the apartment is depressively small considering how long we've been here. i would have thought it would have covered all the walls by now. granted we haven't put up all the shirts that've been torn (and by we i mean Xmaximus and i. IV all of u behind in the news X lives with leah and i) since we've been here, but nonetheless. maybe if we included pants and bras we'd have a few more trophies. leah is a singing machine, busting out every minute with her renditions of Glamorous, Suicidal, Under my Umbrella and other stuff II. totally addicted II tv, can't get her away from it. finally potty trained. ect. ect. oddly enough, i'm totally missing deployment. whoda thunk? such a double edged sword. go have fun actually doing a worthwhile job, but being away from family.

-sigh- oh woe is me. hahahah, i'm so gay.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Wed, 03 Oct 2007 23:08:03 GMT

Friday, September 28, 2007

Fri, 28 Sep 2007 08:53:36 GMT

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 17:57:48 GMT

It hurts my soul
Cos I can't let go
All these walls are caving in
I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've lost control
Cos I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need...

Monday, September 03, 2007

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 20:57:23 GMT

Keither Urban - Tonight I Wanna Cry

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

(Chorus:)
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way